After work I like going to the park at sunset and just do a bit of walking. Normally the park closes at sunset so you have to be there before a certain time to get into the parking lot before the auto gate closes, the auto opens for exiting but not entry once it is past the time.

Tonight I got there after the gate closed but took a chance and drove around the gate to get into the parking lot. After I parked the car, along came security. I guess he saw me.

Needless to say he confronted me for doing a stupid, idiotic thing like that. I felt so dumb because sometimes I wonder what would possess me to do stupid things like that? All I could do at this point when he was scolding me was agree not to do it again, I felt like a little kid being scolded.

I MEAN WHAT COULD I SAY? I KNEW I WAS WRONG!
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During my walk all I could think about was how I wronged someone close to me. I imagine that he is pissed at me and hurt. Nothing I say can reverse the unfair thing I did to him or change his perception of me now. I might have lost him because I was a true bitch!

WITH ALL HE HAD TO SAY TO ME, I KNEW I COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING IN ANSWER BECAUSE I WAS SO WRONG!!!!

I would attempt to apologize but I don't think it is enough on my part because what I did was uncalled for, immature and plain idiotic. My hope is that he can see that I'm just too imperfect and find it in his heart to forgive me. If on his part he finds that he cannot forgive me or if I would not be worth any further effort for him to pursue a relationship with, then I also understand.

I'm just depressed that things turned out this way and that I ruined a good thing!
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let it go, if u feel like u want 2 apologize go ahead, but don't say ure sorry just 2 say ure sorry...


u shouldn't have done it, u caould maybe have asked security to open the gate so u can go 4 a walk?

u can try earning their trust again.....


love ur sig

love M

This wasn't the first time they busted me and they told me already about the parking lot being closed at sunset. I should have learned my lesson by now, I guess.



But that sounds like the reasonable thing I should have done.

God, George Michael would galdly give his right arm to be busted after sunset in a park by an uniformed man.

HamsterHuey said:

wildgoldenhoney said:

its ok.

HamsterHuey said:

I'm really drunk righb now,
so I'm not sure if I'm reading that correctly,
but if I am,
I'm not so sure its his right arm that Michael would give to the guy.

Illustrator said:

Hehehe.

True.

HamsterHuey said:

Speaking of George Michael, I saw him on TV last night. He was wearing a police uniform on stage. Now, I love a hot man in uniform as much as every other man, but I don't really think that George Michael is sexy and not even dressing in a uniform made him look sexy to me.

So is it just the parking lot that closes or the entire park?

If it's the park, what're you gonna do - fine the animals for walking around at night? That's stupid. If it's just the parking lot, then you're stupid for doing it... again! Sorry

On my way to the park I also ran a red light, me and another car. When the light turned yellow, I just floored it. Neither me nor the other car made it to the other side when the light turned red, 'bout a car's length away. When I turned to look at the other car, it was a PERSONAL POLICE VEHICLE. At least he couldn't give me a ticket or I'd do a citizens arrest on him!!!!

Then again if I knew it was a cop, I might not have took the chance in the first place!




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Teacher said:

The park is still open, just the parking lot. But if the park is open, where am I supposed to park?

Can't park on the street. And there are tons of cats too.

I know what I am at least - and I'd probably do it again, nooooo... (j/k)

wildgoldenhoney said:

Girl, U are all kinds of lawbreaker

wildgoldenhoney said:

Oh, then I get it - they just don't want people doing drug deals or necking in the cars in the parking lot
What do cats have to do with it?
I'd do it again, I don't have much (any) respect for authorities.

Teacher said:

The cats? You mentioned something about fining the animals... they could make a killing off of that!

teaspoon said:

I'm not that bad...


Hey, have you ever driven down the freeway and the traffic gets backed up? Seems like everybody is going just below the speed limit. When you finally get to the front of all that mess you find out that the reason for the slow traffic is because there's a cop in the front driving the speed limit.

If the speed limit is 55, I'll go 59, and pass him up!