Hey all, huge fight here between my father/ brother and me, lots going on, will book a flight for end of November/ Early december.

Any orgers? Will be looking for jobs from this end and more when I get there. Will book a hotel for a month and have to find a place to stay and a job as soon as I can.

to all u NYC orgers, c u when I get there. Love M


UPDATE: As I can't come home alone so im waiting for him to get his behind movin so i can book a flight/hotel! love M
[Edited 11/11/07 0:29am]

Steadwood said:

about what, the advice im getting at the moment is that no one is as trusting as I make them out to be, that no one is as good as I say they are, even family. that im naive etc etc, that i have too much faith of people, that that is the symbol of naivity.


that writing isn't enough, 3 books, im not roald dahl, has penguin picked up my book, that the chance isn't enough: that im living on hope that im blind. its a one in a million chance ( what is wrong with that)
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oh man

missmad said:

I dont think that make u naive...it shows that u have Faith in people. I'm the same way. I look for the good in everyone. As long as u keep ure head about u and are careful u will be fine

chillichocaholic said:

thanks honey, but the way i am being grilled as I type

missmad said:

Well that's family for u...they like to be worried and truth be told they will miss u like crazy...which can make them over protective at times. U better promise to call them every day

Steadwood said:

awwwww thats sweet, but sadly.....
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chillichocaholic said:

forget it

missmad said:

Where do u live now?

I hate this: ya'll should here the grilling im getting atm!


we're gonna go to the US and ure gonna c all those doors SHUT IN UR FACE!!!!

HOW COME NO ONE HAS SCOUTED U YET?




I DON'T HAVE A LOT TO GO ON! IM TAKING THE WRONG APPROACH
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missmad said:

Well that is some negativity right there Just because someone hasn't scouted u yet dosent mean u cant try...as long as u have realistic expectations and keep ure head u will be allright

"WHO R THESE REVIWERS THAT HAVE BEEN REVIWING UR BOOKS"

MY REPLY: PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW

"R THESE REVIEWS OF ANY WORTH TO ANYONE?

WHAT MAKES ME THINK THAT MAJOR NEWSPAPERS R GONNA PUT THEMSELVES ON THE LINE FOR SOME GIRL THAT HAS BEEN REVIEWED BY STRANGERS?

ALL IVE DONE IS HOBBBBBY WORK!!!!! SON OF A ..... HOBBY WORK?????"

WRITING: HOBBY WORK?????



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[Edited 10/20/07 1:34am]

Well u never know ure luck. Trying ure writing out on strangers is a way of helping u to know how the general public would react to ure work and who sssays its a hobby if it's something ure serious about? Have u tried sending any of ure work off to newspapers or publishers?

chillichocaholic said:

I know that, do u think they do? It isn't a hobby to me, just because im not aking a lot of money doesn't negate the fact that Im doing it.

UPDATE:


im talking 2 a fellow writer and bro comes uop ands hes all like: hes probably telling u 2 get an education and making fun of it


hes life doesn't affect urs that is why he doesn't care (paraphrased)