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PrintableHereToRockYourWorld said: 
It's the journey. I went through. . .oh. . .a year?. . . of medicating pretty heavily. And ya know. . . I needed to. And when I didn't need to, I just stopped. I think it can serve a purpose if there's some semblance of control there. Of course, for many it just becomes a death spiral. Aaaaaanyway, I love you.  Right, and those of you tight with me knew where I was... I was very afraid it would turn into a death spiral for me with my extremist nature. Thrilled to know it did not and double cautious not to return to the self medicating aspects should troubles arise. | |
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: EverSoulicious said: I need another vise  because this one is becoming self destructive   Youll center.. give yourself a minute...I love you girl | |
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EverSoulicious said: Muse2NOPharaoh said: Youll center.. give yourself a minute...I love you girl and I you! Youve made lots of change this year already.... one step at a time! | |
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Thanks for all the public resposes... and the private ones where you shared your paths! | |
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my reality check is that I'm in a dangerous dark place. | |
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statuesqque said: my reality check is that I'm in a dangerous dark place.
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: Ever wake up from a long sleep and realized you really lost track of time or self?
The events of this past weekend have shown me that yes, I had done exactly that in some areas of my life 
I am awake and alive - more so now then on Friday afternoon | |
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: I have seen where you shared that before and Carrie shares of her dark period. I believe it is VERY important to share these things with others. Its those little "word drops" that help others hone in for moment on themselves.... Took several of those word drops over time to get me seeing things again! Pay it forward always.. someone out there is in the same space you have been and needs to hear it! I am thankful for my little signs along the way.I credit the Org...yup, I do....for giving me the comfort level I needed to share the way I did...normally, thats extremely out of character for me....but that openness came about because I had to take ownership of my mess....I truly expected to be crucified by the wimmin folk here ( I know how y'all stick together...  ) but the level of understanding was awesome....so as you mentioned....pay it forward....help if possible, listen always.....He was like a cock who thought the sun had risen to hear him crow.
(George Eliot) the video for the above... 
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reneGade20 said: Muse2NOPharaoh said: I have seen where you shared that before and Carrie shares of her dark period. I believe it is VERY important to share these things with others. Its those little "word drops" that help others hone in for moment on themselves.... Took several of those word drops over time to get me seeing things again! Pay it forward always.. someone out there is in the same space you have been and needs to hear it! I am thankful for my little signs along the way.I credit the Org...yup, I do....for giving me the comfort level I needed to share the way I did...normally, thats extremely out of character for me....but that openness came about because I had to take ownership of my mess....I truly expected to be crucified by the wimmin folk here ( I know how y'all stick together... ) but the level of understanding was awesome....so as you mentioned....pay it forward....help if possible, listen always.....Us wimmin folk make mistakes too No one can ever walk a mile in someone else's shoes. | |
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EverSoulicious said: Us wimmin folk make mistakes too No one can ever walk a mile in someone else's shoes.Co-sign!! 
He was like a cock who thought the sun had risen to hear him crow.
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reneGade20 said: EverSoulicious said: Us wimmin folk make mistakes too No one can ever walk a mile in someone else's shoes.Co-sign!!
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