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Printableshanti0608 said: HereToRockYourWorld said: Oh, don't worry, I've lived with men. . . I know it's you that I'm ultimately scheduling with.  hehehe actually he does the scheduling for the most part..well he tries too but some times he is a typical man and does it without thinking it through. I have ALWAYS wanted to see Seattle and Mt Ranier as well. One of the places I wanted to see in the US along with more of CA like Yosemite. I would love to meet you and give you a hug and thank you in person for all of yours support  Well. I would LOVE to show you the city and the mountain and enthusiastically return that hug. Whenever you get here. oh noes, prince is gonna soo me!!1! | |
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HereToRockYourWorld said: shanti0608 said: hehehe actually he does the scheduling for the most part..well he tries too but some times he is a typical man and does it without thinking it through. I have ALWAYS wanted to see Seattle and Mt Ranier as well. One of the places I wanted to see in the US along with more of CA like Yosemite. I would love to meet you and give you a hug and thank you in person for all of yours support Well. I would LOVE to show you the city and the mountain and enthusiastically return that hug. Whenever you get here. 
HUGS and Mountains ...my favourite things.
I want to come now instead of finishing packing and sorting my place. | |
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Calligraphy said: Ahhh.
I see... [Edited 9/19/07 18:19pm] 
you mean like The Light?  | |
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shanti0608 said: HereToRockYourWorld said: Well. I would LOVE to show you the city and the mountain and enthusiastically return that hug. Whenever you get here.
HUGS and Mountains ...my favourite things.
I want to come now instead of finishing packing and sorting my place. Ah, Phil can do that crap. Come on over!  oh noes, prince is gonna soo me!!1! | |
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wow, going through big changes lately, all for the good.
Today I turn 40!!!
I'm in love, can't believe it. The first mature relationship of my life! I'm aiming toward a job transition, but that always has its glitches. My income has been climbing up a bit. A good friend is moving out of town, but another good friend is moving back! My relations with my family are as even-keeled as could ever be expected. I wish I could find time for creative work, but the great news is I'm getting a piano for my birthday!  Life is good while it lasts. | |
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ZombieKitten said: you know when I asked about self-actualisation on the needs thread, I was not making a joke, I truly wonder about this, what is the point? Is it because we expect things like fulfilment or self-actualisation that we become depressed when it doesn't look like it is going that way? Was I an idiot to expect motherhood to bring some kind of fulfilment? - for some people it does, but not for me. Having a full time paid job didn't do it for me either, it always seemed like that was in the way of me achieving something. But what! What should I be achieving?  What is in your heart? What are your dreams? Follow them!!! | |
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heartbeatocean said: wow, going through big changes lately, all for the good.
Today I turn 40!!!
I'm in love, can't believe it. The first mature relationship of my life! I'm aiming toward a job transition, but that always has its glitches. My income has been climbing up a bit. A good friend is moving out of town, but another good friend is moving back! My relations with my family are as even-keeled as could ever be expected. I wish I could find time for creative work, but the great news is I'm getting a piano for my birthday! Life is good while it lasts.Happy Birthday to you!  With a very special thank you to Tina: Is hammer already absolute, how much some people verändern...ICH hope is never so I will be! And if, then I hope that I would then have wen in my environment who joins me in the A.... | |
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Serious said: heartbeatocean said: wow, going through big changes lately, all for the good.
Today I turn 40!!!
I'm in love, can't believe it. The first mature relationship of my life! I'm aiming toward a job transition, but that always has its glitches. My income has been climbing up a bit. A good friend is moving out of town, but another good friend is moving back! My relations with my family are as even-keeled as could ever be expected. I wish I could find time for creative work, but the great news is I'm getting a piano for my birthday! Life is good while it lasts.Happy Birthday to you! Thank you! | |
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heartbeatocean said: ZombieKitten said: you know when I asked about self-actualisation on the needs thread, I was not making a joke, I truly wonder about this, what is the point? Is it because we expect things like fulfilment or self-actualisation that we become depressed when it doesn't look like it is going that way? Was I an idiot to expect motherhood to bring some kind of fulfilment? - for some people it does, but not for me. Having a full time paid job didn't do it for me either, it always seemed like that was in the way of me achieving something. But what! What should I be achieving? What is in your heart? What are your dreams? Follow them!!! you mean like me living in the minimalist apartment by myself, $10000 furniture and art "pieces" with a hotshot job, friends to partaaayy with after work each night, armani suits and a geometric haircut? I don't think my family will be pleased  | |
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Muse2NOPharaoh said: where is life at for you at the moment?
I for one have had a very difficult past 18 months but for a multitude of reasons I am back to being me again. I can honestly say it was very hard work ( I dont think I have ever had to work at life) .. so thrilled with life.... and you? Not too good at all actually. Something very devestating happened last week that shook my faith's foundation pretty badly. Besides losing a loved one a week ago, it looks like somebody else dear to me might not have much longer neither. I'm usually the most optimistic guy you'd ever meet but I just don't have it in me anymore. | |
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ZombieKitten said: heartbeatocean said: What is in your heart? What are your dreams? Follow them!!! you mean like me living in the minimalist apartment by myself, $10000 furniture and art "pieces" with a hotshot job, friends to partaaayy with after work each night, armani suits and a geometric haircut? I don't think my family will be pleased Well, probably if you did a 100% reversal, you'd miss your family too. How about bringing in pieces of your dream? Start an art collection! I know it's hard with kids but I hope you can make a little room for yourself. If you're happy, your family might prosper even more. Sorry you feel so off track. | |
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heartbeatocean said: ZombieKitten said: you mean like me living in the minimalist apartment by myself, $10000 furniture and art "pieces" with a hotshot job, friends to partaaayy with after work each night, armani suits and a geometric haircut? I don't think my family will be pleased Well, probably if you did a 100% reversal, you'd miss your family too. How about bringing in pieces of your dream? Start an art collection! I know it's hard with kids but I hope you can make a little room for yourself. If you're happy, your family might prosper even more. Sorry you feel so off track. of course I would, and if I'd never had them in the first place I am sure I would be obsessing about having kids and a house in suburbia 
 I don't want to own anything worth anything, I would go mental worrying the boys or my husband would wreck it.
I don't know what I want for myself, to be honest. I hated it at university, I wouldn't dream of going back to study for example. I found a course in Photography that teaches what I'd like to learn, but I don't want it bad enough to save up $12,000 for it. There isn't anything I yearn to do  | |
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ZombieKitten said: heartbeatocean said: Well, probably if you did a 100% reversal, you'd miss your family too. How about bringing in pieces of your dream? Start an art collection! I know it's hard with kids but I hope you can make a little room for yourself. If you're happy, your family might prosper even more. Sorry you feel so off track. of course I would, and if I'd never had them in the first place I am sure I would be obsessing about having kids and a house in suburbia
I don't want to own anything worth anything, I would go mental worrying the boys or my husband would wreck it.
I don't know what I want for myself, to be honest. I hated it at university, I wouldn't dream of going back to study for example. I found a course in Photography that teaches what I'd like to learn, but I don't want it bad enough to save up $12,000 for it. There isn't anything I yearn to do Sometimes it takes time and effort to dig up the yearning. I know, I've been there. It's like a sleeping dragon. When it awakens, it breathes fire. | |
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heartbeatocean said: ZombieKitten said: of course I would, and if I'd never had them in the first place I am sure I would be obsessing about having kids and a house in suburbia
I don't want to own anything worth anything, I would go mental worrying the boys or my husband would wreck it.
I don't know what I want for myself, to be honest. I hated it at university, I wouldn't dream of going back to study for example. I found a course in Photography that teaches what I'd like to learn, but I don't want it bad enough to save up $12,000 for it. There isn't anything I yearn to do Sometimes it takes time and effort to dig up the yearning. I know, I've been there. It's like a sleeping dragon. When it awakens, it breathes fire. Necessity (ie, being 5 people on a single wage with a mortgage) has made me push from my thoughts things that cost money, or things requiring travel, extended periods of time away from home etc. Back in my youth I don't think I had any strong yearnings either, I finished school, did the thing everyone thought I should do (which also happened to be the only thing I can imagine myself doing for a living fortunately) and coasted along letting things happen to me along the way - like meeting a man, buying a house with him, having a litter of boys, starting my own business etc. To top it all off, the man I share my life with, has an incredibly strong compulsion to make music, I do feel like I am the person that makes it all possible for HIM at my expense. Yet until I find what I WANT to do, he isn't going to change his schedule. How did you awaken your sleeping dragon? Did you know you had it before? | |
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DesertEskimo said: heartbeatocean said: Sometimes it takes time and effort to dig up the yearning. I know, I've been there. It's like a sleeping dragon. When it awakens, it breathes fire. Necessity (ie, being 5 people on a single wage with a mortgage) has made me push from my thoughts things that cost money, or things requiring travel, extended periods of time away from home etc. Back in my youth I don't think I had any strong yearnings either, I finished school, did the thing everyone thought I should do (which also happened to be the only thing I can imagine myself doing for a living fortunately) and coasted along letting things happen to me along the way - like meeting a man, buying a house with him, having a litter of boys, starting my own business etc. To top it all off, the man I share my life with, has an incredibly strong compulsion to make music, I do feel like I am the person that makes it all possible for HIM at my expense. Yet until I find what I WANT to do, he isn't going to change his schedule. How did you awaken your sleeping dragon? Did you know you had it before? Wait, you're Zombiekitten, right?
I knew I had it, because I had experienced long periods of life where it was awake. And then I got burnt out in graduate school and couldn't figure out what I was doing or what I wanted. I actually hired someone to help me figure this out. She is called a "life coach" and about six months of weekly discussions and exercises and explorations, I started hitting gold. Not long after that, I landed my dream job. It was like I was on fire. But it took serious effort, constant focus and someone keeping me accountable. Though I'm still pursuing several dreams, I am also struggling. I lost my dream job this year and often feel like I'm straying from who I am because of "realities", paying rent etc. But I'm still taking steps to move forward, but it was all much more effective when I had someone encouraging me, forcing me to think about myself rather than my duties to other people. Our hearts can really get covered over and encrusted with all the responsible gook, but I think it's worth it to not give up on seeking ourselves too. If you're dragon awoke, you might bring a whole lot of energy into your family situation. There are a lot of fears and beliefs preventing us from finding it -- that people won't support us, that we can't afford it, that we're selfish, etc. I could go on and on. | |
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heartbeatocean said: DesertEskimo said: Necessity (ie, being 5 people on a single wage with a mortgage) has made me push from my thoughts things that cost money, or things requiring travel, extended periods of time away from home etc. Back in my youth I don't think I had any strong yearnings either, I finished school, did the thing everyone thought I should do (which also happened to be the only thing I can imagine myself doing for a living fortunately) and coasted along letting things happen to me along the way - like meeting a man, buying a house with him, having a litter of boys, starting my own business etc. To top it all off, the man I share my life with, has an incredibly strong compulsion to make music, I do feel like I am the person that makes it all possible for HIM at my expense. Yet until I find what I WANT to do, he isn't going to change his schedule. How did you awaken your sleeping dragon? Did you know you had it before? Wait, you're Zombiekitten, right?
I knew I had it, because I had experienced long periods of life where it was awake. And then I got burnt out in graduate school and couldn't figure out what I was doing or what I wanted. I actually hired someone to help me figure this out. She is called a "life coach" and about six months of weekly discussions and exercises and explorations, I started hitting gold. Not long after that, I landed my dream job. It was like I was on fire. But it took serious effort, constant focus and someone keeping me accountable. Though I'm still pursuing several dreams, I am also struggling. I lost my dream job this year and often feel like I'm straying from who I am because of "realities", paying rent etc. But I'm still taking steps to move forward, but it was all much more effective when I had someone encouraging me, forcing me to think about myself rather than my duties to other people. Our hearts can really get covered over and encrusted with all the responsible gook, but I think it's worth it to not give up on seeking ourselves too. If you're dragon awoke, you might bring a whole lot of energy into your family situation. There are a lot of fears and beliefs preventing us from finding it -- that people won't support us, that we can't afford it, that we're selfish, etc. I could go on and on. I am absolutely sure of it!
 My old flatmate turned client: http://www.self-mastery.com.au I should ask her! | |
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DesertEskimo said: heartbeatocean said: Wait, you're Zombiekitten, right?
I knew I had it, because I had experienced long periods of life where it was awake. And then I got burnt out in graduate school and couldn't figure out what I was doing or what I wanted. I actually hired someone to help me figure this out. She is called a "life coach" and about six months of weekly discussions and exercises and explorations, I started hitting gold. Not long after that, I landed my dream job. It was like I was on fire. But it took serious effort, constant focus and someone keeping me accountable. Though I'm still pursuing several dreams, I am also struggling. I lost my dream job this year and often feel like I'm straying from who I am because of "realities", paying rent etc. But I'm still taking steps to move forward, but it was all much more effective when I had someone encouraging me, forcing me to think about myself rather than my duties to other people. Our hearts can really get covered over and encrusted with all the responsible gook, but I think it's worth it to not give up on seeking ourselves too. If you're dragon awoke, you might bring a whole lot of energy into your family situation. There are a lot of fears and beliefs preventing us from finding it -- that people won't support us, that we can't afford it, that we're selfish, etc. I could go on and on. I am absolutely sure of it!
My old flatmate turned client: http://www.self-mastery.com.au I should ask her!YES! It won't hurt to give her a call! | |
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heartbeatocean said: DesertEskimo said: I am absolutely sure of it!
My old flatmate turned client: http://www.self-mastery.com.au I should ask her!YES! It won't hurt to give her a call! thank you so much | |
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ZombieKitten said: There isn't anything I yearn to do
I feel the same way.  FREE THE 29 MAY 1993 COME CONFIGURATION!
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scififilmnerd said: ZombieKitten said: There isn't anything I yearn to do
I feel the same way. 
what hobbies and interests have you had in your life, starting from when you were little | |
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ZombieKitten said: scififilmnerd said: I feel the same way.
what hobbies and interests have you had in your life, starting from when you were little I like science fiction movies and comic books. Always have. FREE THE 29 MAY 1993 COME CONFIGURATION!
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scififilmnerd said: ZombieKitten said:
what hobbies and interests have you had in your life, starting from when you were little I like science fiction movies and comic books. Always have. I LOVE sci-fi movies 
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ZombieKitten said: scififilmnerd said: I like science fiction movies and comic books. Always have. I LOVE sci-fi movies
what were you good at in school? Danish and English. FREE THE 29 MAY 1993 COME CONFIGURATION!
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scififilmnerd said: ZombieKitten said: I LOVE sci-fi movies
what were you good at in school? Danish and English. write a sci-fi story! with lots of robots in it for me | |
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ZombieKitten said: scififilmnerd said: Danish and English. write a sci-fi story! with lots of robots in it for me I'll think about it. FREE THE 29 MAY 1993 COME CONFIGURATION!
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