I got up this morning and walked for six miles, I think in an attempt to walk out of my own skin. Turns out it follows ya around.

For anybody who might be looking for answers in Seattle, there are NONE to be found between the green and red dots.

HereToRockYourWorld said:

awwww...

HereToRockYourWorld said:

Fucking org.

Anyway, . I hope that at the very least you feel good from the walk. Endorphins and all that.

calligraphy called me sis
but i guess i don't have locs and stuff


but over all just about sums up where my life is at.

calligraphy called me sis
but i guess i don't have locs and stuff

emm said:

Oh, you know you're cute... And, I call most female acquaintances that.

I already told you your chin hair was hot. What else do you want?

I am on a roller coaster ride...UP & DOWN moment to moment

Is a very weird time for me. I am about to move house almost 200 miles away and leave behind just about all that I know. But it is also a new start and new chapter in my life. I am also having to leave behind my kitty Bolly who I have had for 9 years . We decided that it would be in her best interest as when the baby arrives she will be locked out from half of the house. I am comforted by the fact that she is going to a good home. But still I keep bursting into tears about it all and when I take her to her new house on Friday I know it will be so hard to walk away.

Then I have the pending arrival of a little baby. Talk about mixed emotions. Sometimes I am the happiest woman alive and others I worry that I will fail as a mother and not be able to cope. I guess these are normal emotions that every future Mother has experienced but they have me churned up inside.

I am looking forward to my future with my new family unit but it also scares the crap out of me.

Thanks to anyone who has had the patience to read all this ramble lol.

shanti0608 said:

how did it go?

ZombieKitten said:

It was really tough because Willie acted like he was himself again Monday. He ran into the vets office as if nothing was wrong with him which was breaking my heart in a way. He was very anxious (his normal self) so they had to give him something to calm him down. I held him as he calmed himself and then we put him on the table and he got his final shot. I had my head down with him talking to him and touching him, comforting him. He went peacefully to sleep.
I stayed a while - it was so hard to leave.....


It is something I never want to do again but I love dogs so I will probably go through it again some day.
It will take me a long time to heal from this.

ZombieKitten said:

It was really tough because Willie acted like he was himself again Monday. He ran into the vets office as if nothing was wrong with him which was breaking my heart in a way. He was very anxious (his normal self) so they had to give him something to calm him down. I held him as he calmed himself and then we put him on the table and he got his final shot. I had my head down with him talking to him and touching him, comforting him. He went peacefully to sleep.
I stayed a while - it was so hard to leave.....


It is something I never want to do again but I love dogs so I will probably go through it again some day.
It will take me a long time to heal from this.

shanti0608 said:

my parents will soon be going through it I think, their malamute has pretty bad athritis

ZombieKitten said:

Well for them it is peaceful and quick. It just sucks for those of us that are left behind.
Now my Willie has not arthritis pain, no neurological problems and he is chasing squirrels.

This morning is tough..the first morning I woke totally ALONE...silence....
All Alone.....

Well, today I'm going to Funen to stay with my parents for a week. It's my birthday tomorrow, so I'll be celebrating that with my parents, and then again on Saturday with my whole family - my brother and sisters and their spouses and children.

ZombieKitten said:

It was really tough because Willie acted like he was himself again Monday. He ran into the vets office as if nothing was wrong with him which was breaking my heart in a way. He was very anxious (his normal self) so they had to give him something to calm him down. I held him as he calmed himself and then we put him on the table and he got his final shot. I had my head down with him talking to him and touching him, comforting him. He went peacefully to sleep.
I stayed a while - it was so hard to leave.....


It is something I never want to do again but I love dogs so I will probably go through it again some day.
It will take me a long time to heal from this.

shanti0608 said:

ah, but not for too much longer is it?

scififilmnerd said:

Happy Birthday to you, Michael !

shanti0608 said:

Serious said:

All of those hugs right back to you Martina!
Your the best

Ignored by most wholistically desirable single women, and flirted with by women who wear rings.



I'm feeling perpetually late to the party, this week.

ZombieKitten said:

Nope...I have some crazy British guy arriving tomorrow night and then we fly home on Sept 25th.
Lots to do in the mean time..he better be rested when he gets here.

ZombieKitten said:

Nope...I have some crazy British guy arriving tomorrow night and then we fly home on Sept 25th.
Lots to do in the mean time..he better be rested when he gets here.

shanti0608 said:

I am English dammit!