MIGUELGOMEZ said:

I normally HATE futons. But this one was cute enough and will fit in with my other stuff.

CarrieMpls said:

I certainly can't sleep on them and they're so bulky but this one was small and so cute. It would be great for my tiny entertainment room.

HamsterHuey said:

WHAT?????

I'll be in Munich coming Saturday.....start of the Oktoberfest!

The direction in which I'm going is a steep and narrow one, with little room for people in my life with a different mindset. I've spent most of my years trying to be all-inclusive to the myriad of different kinds of people that are my friends and family, but I fear that I'm probably going to be even more alone than I've ever felt; which seems so incredibly backwards when it comes to what I'm choosing to do with my life.

When people don't understand or agree with the choices you're making, they want nothing to do with you. That can be said for how I'm being treated by my loved ones, and how I'm viewing the very people I'm abandoning. The work isn't the scary part. It's the detachment from the comforts of those connections that is truly frightening.

on the verge of a melt down

abierman said:

Oktoberfest is being hosted by China.

CarrieMpls said:

horatio said:

INSATIABLE said:

Ahhhhh fuck em!

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

Bless you. You have always been there. Regardless of my consistent inability to make it to invasions.

I am so proud that you've accomplished what you have (especially during recent toiling), and am so happy that you're "back to being you"!

I took the position with the real estate firm! I think it will be the perfect place to train.

I start the traning the 2nd week in October as i have something to tie up first... They say be prepared for 3 exhausting months. I think that is just what the Dr. ordered.

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

HOOORAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!


Yay!!! I'm so happy for you!!!!!

OH MY GOD!


Yay Ka!!!!

CarrieMpls said:

Me too! So much pandemonium ahead.... I am happy for it however. I think it will be a very healthy distraction for me for me as well.

INSATIABLE said:

http://www.youtube.com/wa...5t9I0-7PEc

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

OMG! :yah:






Watchu buyin' me?

Imago said:

As the market is in a deep slump not much... but there is greatness in the future!

Is a very weird time for me. I am about to move house almost 200 miles away and leave behind just about all that I know. But it is also a new start and new chapter in my life. I am also having to leave behind my kitty Bolly who I have had for 9 years . We decided that it would be in her best interest as when the baby arrives she will be locked out from half of the house. I am comforted by the fact that she is going to a good home. But still I keep bursting into tears about it all and when I take her to her new house on Friday I know it will be so hard to walk away.

Then I have the pending arrival of a little baby. Talk about mixed emotions. Sometimes I am the happiest woman alive and others I worry that I will fail as a mother and not be able to cope. I guess these are normal emotions that every future Mother has experienced but they have me churned up inside.

I am looking forward to my future with my new family unit but it also scares the crap out of me.

Thanks to anyone who has had the patience to read all this ramble lol.

ellieadore said:

You will be an amazing mom sweety and you have a great man that will be there the whole time.

A big WOO HOO!!!!!

TO KAREN AND ELLIE!!!!

Congrats!! I know you're excited!!


Life for me know is so odd. I'm really learning alot about Rhonda. I've been a little blah lately but I'll recover and be fine.

Life has been in a very happy state for the past couple of months. I mean, in a way were I would ask myself every morning: "Are you happy, rightnow?" And I can truly say "Yes!". I mean of course I have desires, but I don't NEED any of it to be truly happy.

The best part about it, is that I am happy by myself. There is not one external factor that is of influence of my happiness at this point.

If I'd have to name a few external facts that made me even MORE thankful than I already am at this point, I'd say:

I spent a good year working very hard, which left me with a feeling I missed out on Summer. I moved out of a life's-chapter, I moved out of my first house, I moved into a new challenging job and worked VERY hard at making my new apartment a home.

Last week somehow I was given a piece of summer back as I was in Milan for the weekend including attending the Formula 1 races in Monza, immediately continued with 4 days in London to attend the Prince concerts.

At the aftershow I was all the way up front, and mr. P stood not more than 8 inches away from me. Now that was a blessing. The great sunny weather, the company, the music, the excitement all over and Prince up so close, that was a gift, and I felt like I came full-circle.

I have so much to be thankful for! Besides great health, new friends, a strong inner circle and comfort zone, my best friend's newborn,...shall I continue?

That is why I am visiting my girls in the U.S. in November to officially celebrate Thanksgiving at JadaKaye's house. A wish I have always had. With the stuffed Turkey and cranberry sauce, soul-food and all that good stuff!

But best of all, I will spend Thanksgiving with a bunch of lovely people who individually have so much to be grateful for as well.
It will be a blessing thanking God together for all His blessings.

Long story short: Life is at it's peek!

Despite sad times like recently with Willie, nothing can take away from the fact i am loved.

ellieadore said:

mdiver said:

YES YOU ARE

shanti0608 said:

As are you....thankyou

I got up this morning and walked for six miles, I think in an attempt to walk out of my own skin. Turns out it follows ya around.

For anybody who might be looking for answers in Seattle, there are NONE to be found between the green and red dots.

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

Congratulations

HereToRockYourWorld said:

awwww...