a life

can anyone tell me where I can find one ?

Mach said:

Sure...as soon as I find my own!

I need a life too.

MoniGram said:

Thanx

Mach said:

Oh you have plenty of life from what you tell us young lady! Keep working hard and living for those kids and grand chillerns!

My life has become the org.

karmatornado said:

Yeah - true

Thanx

I'll just keep working hard and living for the kids and grands

ThirdandFinal said:

become a pole dancer ?

Mach said:

That would be an interesting life.

Mach said:

Yes at least you have them. I am a 27 year old burn out who has his iron in so many fires that he stretches himself thin and doesn't have time to date. I will probably end up old with cats and a bunch of refrigerators in the back yard! Oh well god loves me!

karmatornado said:

Mach said:

Well you have to live for yourself as well. When I feel the way you do right now I find if I log off of the computer and go do something constructive I feel a little better.
I know it is easier said than done. I was feeling like that Friday night- since I live here virtually alone - I have a few friends but they live over an hour away and never have ventured up to see me. So the weekends bring me down some times- I go the entire weekend without seeing a familiar face.
So I find I have to do something for me to draw me out of it.
I do find though that being here can remind me how alone I really am. So when I feel that way I log off and call a friend, write in my journal or take a walk. I used to play in my garden when I felt this way but I am in a rental place now so I have no garden. Some times I go play in a pot of dirt.

karmatornado said:

well here is my youngest ( incredible ) daughter yesterday @ Riverfest preforming for the crowd

Before she started just enjoying the water


Dancing




so yeah - at least I know I am and have been and will continue to be a good Mom

shanti0608 said:

Thanks and yes ...

right now I have my mom and for me to sit still helps her to not pace as much so I sit here post some, chat with her some - well smile and nod as she repeats herself over and over

When she is gone I will log off and go outside to watch the sunset

Mach said:

Sure, try something you've never tried before.

Sweeny79 said:

Okay - very good point

Mach said:

Good idea beautiful lady

We are getting ready for a storm so I will sit an listen to the thunder and rain and watch the lightening.

shanti0608 said:

I love storms - wish I could sit with you and watch

it looks like it will stay clear here so the meteor shower late late tonight may be nice to watch

Mach said:

Just called a girlfriend of mine that is south of me. She is getting it worse where she is but it freaks her out. I think it is beautiful...as long as the lightening does not hit the house and set it on fire. The news showed a house that got hit last week...OMG.. I would freak being here by myself if the house went up in flames.
YES Mach..I wish you were here with me to share the storm with.

Mach said:

Don't say that, Mach you have a life. A loving husband, kids and grandkids.

psychodelicide said:

I know

I am greatful for my blessings

I guess I was just a bit bored with being the mom the wife the daughter

that's all

Mach said:

I understand, I get bored with my life too.

Mach said:

Well we love you and I am sure if I was a wife, mother, and a caregiver I would have days where I would just want to have my own life.
It is a lot of work - your doing a good job

shanti0608 said:

Thanx I was feeling a bit low I guess - now I am going outside to watch the blazing orange sun set behind the mountians

Mach said:

I can relate to that

Go outside and enjoy. I will stay inside..the lightening is intense.

Mach said:

That sounds beautiful, the sun setting in the mountains.

Mach said:

What's the work? Household work or something else?

In my pants

ArielB said:

You need a life in your pants???