I've been out this afternoon with some friends - a couple and their children, plus another couple they are friendly with...

Well, my friend Kevin is friendly with another mutual friend Peter whom is basically the architect of my misery.

Kevin didn't have any money on his mobile phone, so used mine to call Peter. Whilst Kevin was out playing soccer in a park with his kids, Peter called back and I spoke with him.

It was very difficult to talk. It's like my lips wouldn't physically move. I just honestly can't speak with him anymore.

I don't think I can see Kevin and Louise anymore because they're friendly with Peter. I don't want to be ignorant to them, but I can't be around Peter anymore.

I'm back home now and I feel awful. Really fucking awful.

Justin1972UK said:

I am sorry to hear that your afternoon left you feeling awful.

MoniGram said:

I need to log off and gather my thoughts. I've been feeling okay recently but it doesn't take much to crush me. I'll see you all tomorrow. x

is this the asshole from the bar?

talk it over with kevin?
perhaps if he understands he won't put you in that situation again.
if he doesn't understand, then you have to do what you have to do.