narcotizedmind said:

Yes, I am. At the moment I can stay til latest December at the appartement from related friends. I have no frigo, only a campingcoocker, and etc. but I feel more protected as a few month a go. I take it step by step, day by day... I have to left there, I know and that makes me become nerveus. But... come time, comes advice... I don't like it to do border anybody...

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[This message was edited Sat Sep 28 6:15:49 PDT 2002 by Arcamar]

Freespirit said:

Freespirit... I feel you too and I realy love you my friend... feel like to be soulsister

Your story is really inspiring Arcamar ... much love to u

God Bless you Arcamar. My prayers are with you.

Arcamar said

But if you need help, never be afraid to ask, o.k.? If no one takes the first step, nothing will ever change.

narcotizedmind said:

I'll no more take the first step:)

narcotizedmind said:

Never idealistic! Why can't we help her? I would. What are you you getting together?

sag10 said

Nothing so far. I guess before we do anything we'd better establish that she does want to be helped (from her last post I'm getting a kind of 'piss the fuck off - don't even think about it' vibe). I think the rest will be pretty easy, if enough people get on board. I'm not sure what the best way is of doing this. Perhaps I should just ask. Here goes:

Hey, Arcamar, do you want/ would you accept the help of your Org friends?

Even if Arcamar says 'no', thanks sag10 for responding

narcotizedmind said:

I'm not sure about the attitude, she doesn't express well in English..

Dear orgers, thank you very much... I would accept help, but I don't know how the help could be like,as the situation I brought me is like *the end* and similar as *the begin*. I reely don't know...

Last year an orger was helping me with money 3 month. Not knowing me!! That happens for REAL!!
I'm so sorry for inconveniences, if.


But this is a long term solution, to get money like this, I don't like. I will work for my life, as we all have to do. I will be useful and not feel as if the last way would to make what somes expect I do: prostitution. Somes make me feel like this. I would like to shave my head again... feel free to receive the energy from abouve... that I am, how I am right now, and living like that, has also spiritual reasons for me and do understand, if I am hardly to understand.

I even thought about it to look for a monastery to go in to meditation... But I can't be enclosed or with many people like that.

Thank you for caring!

[This message was edited Wed Oct 2 3:14:48 PDT 2002 by Arcamar]

Arcamar said

If you want help getting a clean, safe place to live, tell someone on the org and we'll do it, or at least give it a damn good try. But if you don't want help, hey that's cool. I hear what you're saying (well, most of it!). Actually it just makes me admire you even more. You're amazing!! (and the anonymous orger - same goes for you!)

I wish you love. keep it up baby.

narcotizedmind said:

Yes, I want a place I KNOW I can stay and I want a JOB I can earn some $$ to can look for myself. After the 30.years, we are TO old to get a job, this for real! Without no $ without $ no flat.
So, if I am treated as "special case" from everywhere, at the end I'm what? -
Caritas couldn't give me support on this, the gouvernement? Do you think? And social workers said they have no resources. So what to do with ppl like me? Let them vegetate, to fall deeper into an inferno, why? - It is so not realistic this politic and the social system can't work like that. Or does it? Maybe yes, forgetting all the "Harlems and Bronxs" and and and! allover, indeed... for them somes.

Lao Tse would maybe say: But what they do know about the TAO? -

So if YOU want or believe you can give me a hand, I am greatful. I would like to moove.

I just do ask for human rights.

Thank you for carring.
[This message was edited Thu Oct 3 7:38:49 PDT 2002 by Arcamar]

Arcamar said

Sorry, just found this. OK, let's do it!! Arcamar, I think Freespirit is going to orgnote you very soon. Anyone who wants to participate, please orgnote Freespirit, Sag10 or me, and let's see if we can't do something good for a fellow Orger!!

Hi Dear Friends!

After that chock, I had to take some free days to reflect.

Originally I came for other reasons at prince.org on, as abouve mentioned and I want to do my way straight as I am.

So it isn't me as I do know me or the life I have been doing, if I would no do choice thisways.

I wont take profit for myself and because of this thread. Not here at prince.org and nowhere. I wont abuse of you or anyperson. Of course, I'm sure, your intention is clean and goodmeant, I have no dude. True community. This counts for me a lot and I'm happy with.

I wish, this thread wouldn't been only seen as my personal case.
I'm truly one of (too) many people soffering of beeing homeless, longer as me I am, thiswhile also in bader circumstancies. I have been speaking with them in Switzerland, in France, in Holland, Italy and also in the U.S.A. Noone is happy with theyr situations and all would love it to have a place to stay, a good job, friends family and partner...

Our brothers and sisters in Africa... all the children soffering hunger, in need of better hygiene conditions... how wonder if AIDS is growing there as nowhere else? Asia...poverty, hunger, natural catastophes... where is our responsability to take? ...

Friends, this are questions I do ask me... every day... yes, it is to become crazy sometimes. What can I make? STOP!

Please, see my thread as act for solidarity. Everybody can give theyr part.

That would give me more sinn and you would help me help.

But I can't take profit from you and from the prince.org for only myself.

Thank you!

Arlette