good morning. thanks for listening to me about this thing here.
I cannot discuss this with people that actually know me because I know they will not understand.
Annnnnywho, we took things very slowly. verrrry slowly. then not so slow. anyway i'm not giving away every detail but she was just as beautiful (and delicious) as i expected.
We went out for a bit. To a mall, shopped - I watched her try on some clothes, got some take out, then back to her place.
(fast forward)
first kiss with a girl (nice)...she wanted to freshen up. I waited (no I did not join her, too busy trying to erase the huge grin from my face.)

I logged onto the org while she was in the shower last night and quickly logged off like "what the hell am I doing?!"

*giggle giggle kiss kiss kiss, touchy feely, undress,(marvelous breasts) feel feel feeeeel*
fast forward
*giggle giggle giggle gasp, gasp, moan moan moaaaaan....giggle/moan -coupla "oh my Gods" hair pulling*
fast forward
*heavy breathing breathing, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh.....*silence*(<---i thought i was messing up here but then) BIG O. I whispered "good girl" (she thought I was talking to her but I was really congratulating myself ). lots of oh oh oh's accompanied by more hair pulling followed by raucus laughter.

I am glad I did it. I was thinking about it for a long time and now it is finally done. So that gets scratched off my "things to do before I die" list. lol

thedribbler said:

Final Note:
Saw girlcrush at work Monday (first workday following the deed) She showed up looking positively edible in a clingy turquoise blouse and multi-colored skirt. (Goddamn)
I managed to control my excitement Monday. However today I could not and I talked her into an "extended" lunch at her apartment where she was ordered to remove those garments (pretty as they were) and wait for me while I filled a bowl with ice.

Anyway I started to feel guilty about my little sexual indulgence. So I think that we're nearing the end of the road here. But we're still so buddy-buddy and friendly and funny together that I hope we can remain friends when the end comes.

*sigh* thanks for letting me reveal this to someone (even if it is a bunch of people I don't know.)

Final Note:
Saw girlcrush at work Monday (first workday following the deed) She showed up looking positively edible in a clingy turquoise blouse and multi-colored skirt. (Goddamn)
I managed to control my excitement Monday. However today I could not and I talked her into an "extended" lunch at her apartment where she was ordered to remove those garments (pretty as they were) and wait for me while I filled a bowl with ice.

Anyway I started to feel guilty about my little sexual indulgence. So I think that we're nearing the end of the road here. But we're still so buddy-buddy and friendly and funny together that I hope we can remain friends when the end comes.

*sigh* thanks for letting me reveal this to someone (even if it is a bunch of people I don't know.)

alwayslate said:

"People call me rude. I wish we all were nude. I wish there was no black or white, I wish there were no rules."

You go girl.

alwayslate said:

Awwww that calls for a bouquet of flowers. Whats her fav. flower?

Final Note:
Saw girlcrush at work Monday (first workday following the deed) She showed up looking positively edible in a clingy turquoise blouse and multi-colored skirt. (Goddamn)
I managed to control my excitement Monday. However today I could not and I talked her into an "extended" lunch at her apartment where she was ordered to remove those garments (pretty as they were) and wait for me while I filled a bowl with ice.

HereToRockYourWorld said:

CO-FUCKIN'-SIGN.

good morning. thanks for listening to me about this thing here.
I cannot discuss this with people that actually know me because I know they will not understand.
Annnnnywho, we took things very slowly. verrrry slowly. then not so slow. anyway i'm not giving away every detail but she was just as beautiful (and delicious) as i expected.
We went out for a bit. To a mall, shopped - I watched her try on some clothes, got some take out, then back to her place.
(fast forward)
first kiss with a girl (nice)...she wanted to freshen up. I waited (no I did not join her, too busy trying to erase the huge grin from my face.)

I logged onto the org while she was in the shower last night and quickly logged off like "what the hell am I doing?!"

*giggle giggle kiss kiss kiss, touchy feely, undress,(marvelous breasts) feel feel feeeeel*
fast forward
*giggle giggle giggle gasp, gasp, moan moan moaaaaan....giggle/moan -coupla "oh my Gods" hair pulling*
fast forward
*heavy breathing breathing, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh.....*silence*(<---i thought i was messing up here but then) BIG O. I whispered "good girl" (she thought I was talking to her but I was really congratulating myself ). lots of oh oh oh's accompanied by more hair pulling followed by raucus laughter.

I am glad I did it. I was thinking about it for a long time and now it is finally done. So that gets scratched off my "things to do before I die" list. lol

thedribbler said:

I am in soooo much trouble. I thought this was going to be a "just to see what it would be like" kinda thing. Now I am wondering what exactly is happening here. I am scrambling for babysitters just so I can run and see this girl whenever she wants me to.

One day, somebody is gonna ask me, "why the hell you wanna go out so much all of a damn sudden?"

At work today, 2 and a half hour meeting. I get back to my seat and a post-it is on my screen when I get back to my desk. Friday, please. "please" is underlined. I'm calling my mom, dad, fricking distant cousins to take my boy off my hands tomorrow night.

My goodness, I think this girl's body is coated in essence of crack or something. I am starting to embarass myself I really thought we'd be finished with this by now.

Sooooo, gazillion-dollar question:

Is it still just sex (ie. no feelings/romance)? For both of you?

I am in soooo much trouble. I thought this was going to be a "just to see what it would be like" kinda thing. Now I am wondering what exactly is happening here. I am scrambling for babysitters just so I can run and see this girl whenever she wants me to.

One day, somebody is gonna ask me, "why the hell you wanna go out so much all of a damn sudden?"

At work today, 2 and a half hour meeting. I get back to my seat and a post-it is on my screen when I get back to my desk. Friday, please. "please" is underlined. I'm calling my mom, dad, fricking distant cousins to take my boy off my hands tomorrow night.

My goodness, I think this girl's body is coated in essence of crack or something. I am starting to embarass myself I really thought we'd be finished with this by now.

HereToRockYourWorld said:

I am afraid to answer that question. I am pretty sure it is mostly sex. But I can't tell you how fast my heart was beating when I saw that note. I coulda just been overcome with lust though. I can't tell the damn difference. She comes up to me and asks me for work-related advice or whatever from time to time and the whole time she's talking I can't pay attention to anything except the fabric of her skirt brushing up against her thighs. Shit, is this how men lust after women? it's fun, funny and terrifying at the same time.

(Bible class)