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PrintableAnx said: fhqwhgads said: 
You're not a monk, so it's cool. You have all these distractions. You can still be a good lay, man.  part of me thinks i'm undervaluing the quality of myself that DOES tolerate the annoying behavior day after day, and that in itself is a battle won on a regular basis. but it's not much of a victory when inside, there's a little ren the chihuahua in my head turning all red and veiny and screaming YOOOOU EEEEDIOTS!!!! i think i'd be much worse off if i gave in and engaged in the toxicness. if i can somehow internalize that fact a little deeper, i'm sure i'll be golden.  So you're patient, forgiving, at least outwardly, and pretty easy going. I suppose it would all depend, then, on how much grief this internalizing causes you and whether it significantly affects how you view other people in general. I'm pretty sure all but the most blunt person knows the feeling of letting things go when they wish sometimes they could just say what they feel. Who are you keeping that inside for more, you or them? | |
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Lou "Waiting to be banned" | |
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liberation said: Lou
Ferrigno? 
That's it! Use David Banner's line: "Don't make me angry. You wouldn't like me when I'm angry."  | |
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liberation said: Lou
yeth, andy, wot ith it?  Power tends to corrupt; absolute power corrupts absolutely. - Lord Acton | |
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My AMP stalker has followed me here, i denied him oxygen on AMP so now he's come here. "Waiting to be banned" | |
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fhqwhgads said: Anx said: part of me thinks i'm undervaluing the quality of myself that DOES tolerate the annoying behavior day after day, and that in itself is a battle won on a regular basis. but it's not much of a victory when inside, there's a little ren the chihuahua in my head turning all red and veiny and screaming YOOOOU EEEEDIOTS!!!! i think i'd be much worse off if i gave in and engaged in the toxicness. if i can somehow internalize that fact a little deeper, i'm sure i'll be golden. So you're patient, forgiving, at least outwardly, and pretty easy going. I suppose it would all depend, then, on how much grief this internalizing causes you and whether it significantly affects how you view other people in general. I'm pretty sure all but the most blunt person knows the feeling of letting things go when they wish sometimes they could just say what they feel. Who are you keeping that inside for more, you or them? Oh, for them, definitely. I'm not trying to brag on myself here, but I have a kind of merciless talent for dressing people down...which is why I don't ever do it if I can help it. And it's not out of spitefulness or hatred - it's a manifestation of frustration, like "okay...nobody in your ENTIRE LIFE has told you about this really hideous flaw you have SO NOW I WILL." And really - I don't want to put that kind of investment in these people. I don't want to be responsible. I don't want to handle their mess, even if I have to tip-toe around it every day. And, I suppose to a lesser extent, I keep it inside for me, because in the larger picture I don't want to endure the ramifications of engaging with them. Some bitchy comments out of my mouth aren't worth having to deal with their reaction for weeks/months/whatever on end. The question of internalization is an interesting and troubling one. | |
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liberation said: Lou
skip to it then | |
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xplnyrslf said: Anx said: Nothing I hate worse than stupid people with an agenda.
Lately I've had to deal with people on a regular basis who have decided it's time to blur the personal and the professional, and by God, they're bound to include me in the process. And they employ really stupid, passive-aggressive tactics like talking to each other very near me and making "random" mentions of my name, or dropping other "cues" that I'm clearly supposed to respond to. And I really want NO part of it. 
Furthermore, I'd love it if they would gladly KNOCK IT OFF before I am forced to start reading pedigrees. Is there a gentle, compassionate, "you are of the universe and thus I love you" way of saying to someone, LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE ? Or should I just keep on with the oblivious/silent treatment and hope they eventually get the hint? Or should I start engaging in the conversations like they're trying to get me to do, and casually point out every single infuriatingly ignorant comment I hear? Or is Xanax the answer?  What type of comments??? Be specific. Are you talking about gossip? PAY ATTENTION HERE!!!!!  | |
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xplnyrslf said: xplnyrslf said: What type of comments??? Be specific. Are you talking about gossip? PAY ATTENTION HERE!!!!! you just want DIRT | |
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Anx said: Teacher said: Well, after all he IS gay so a bit of girlishness wouldn't go amiss.  wow, THAT'S not offensive. 
where would we be without your sage words of wisdom? It was a joke  | |
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Teacher said: Anx said: wow, THAT'S not offensive.
where would we be without your sage words of wisdom? It was a joke so THAT'S what it was. ok. | |
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Anx said: Teacher said: It was a joke so THAT'S what it was. ok. I'm sorry, didn't mean anything by it.   | |
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Anx said: oldpurple said: yeah he carried their bags for them he slept with ALL their wives???  and the goats | |
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oldpurple said: Anx said: he slept with ALL their wives??? and the goats i'll be damned. at least he didn't screw the chickens too. gotta have SOME standards | |
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Anx said: oldpurple said: and the goats i'll be damned. at least he didn't screw the chickens too. gotta have SOME standards no he dont have you hear him sing!!! | |
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Anx said: xplnyrslf said: Are you talking about gossip? PAY ATTENTION HERE!!!!! you just want DIRT You're being unco-operative and unruly. No wonder your co-workers antagonize you. Give me their ph #'s and I'll contact them and give them fresh ideas..... Seriously: You could always wear earplugs. The bright yellow ones you smoosh in your ears. Or ear protectors, like the one's worn at the shooting range. The message you're sending is "out of commission".  | |
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xplnyrslf said: Anx said: you just want DIRT You're being unco-operative and unruly. No wonder your co-workers antagonize you. Give me their ph #'s and I'll contact them and give them fresh ideas..... Seriously: You could always wear earplugs. The bright yellow ones you smoosh in your ears. Or ear protectors, like the one's worn at the shooting range. The message you're sending is "out of commission". now that's a good idea. and believe me, you don't want to enter the tangled webs of these people's lives, even if it IS to further antagonize me. it's like entering a black hole of the banal. no matter how strong you think you are, you'll never be seen again unless they release some lobotomized version of yourself back into society. trust me on this. | |
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oldpurple said: Anx said: i'll be damned. at least he didn't screw the chickens too. gotta have SOME standards no he dont have you hear him sing!!! so you're saying he boffed the chickens too, basically.  | |
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Anx said: oldpurple said: no he dont have you hear him sing!!! so you're saying he boffed the chickens too, basically. Sheep, too.  | |
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oldpurple said: Anx said: he slept with ALL their wives??? and the goats I am scared of supernatural things  | |
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ZombieKitten said: oldpurple said: and the goats I am scared of supernatural things goats got the devil eyes | |
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Anx said: ZombieKitten said: I am scared of supernatural things goats got the devil eyes my sister in laws mother in law saw hundreds of goats on the way back from Horsham once OMG! | |
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ZombieKitten said: Anx said: goats got the devil eyes my sister in laws mother in law saw hundreds of goats on the way back from Horsham once OMG!were they the kind that wear capes? those goats creep me out. | |
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Anx said: ZombieKitten said: my sister in laws mother in law saw hundreds of goats on the way back from Horsham once OMG!were they the kind that wear capes? those goats creep me out. I don't know, maybe just white ones? | |
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ZombieKitten said: Anx said: were they the kind that wear capes? those goats creep me out. I don't know, maybe just white ones? little pygmy goats are the cutiest, sweetiest creatures around 
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