yup, feeling a little down. i was sorting expecting this to happen, but when it does actually happen, it's still a shock. I don't know if this is weird or not, but this was my dad's mother, I wasn't really close to her like I am to my other grandmother, but I still feel a sense of loss. I'm still sad about it. When i got the news, i took it a bit harder than I expected myself to. I dunno, just waiting until the funeral is over, I really can't stand going to funerals but I have to go to pay my respects. It was hard enough going to my daddy's funeral when he passed away and him being gone still hurts to this day. I don't know, i just need a hug i guess.