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Walking on eggshells .. tip toeing around ppl is really exhausting, and makes me feel real bad about myself
The slightest, cough, laugh, sentence can be turned around and you are accused of being unkind, unfeeling, etc etc I really hate this atmosphere, where you are trying your best to protect others, but still means you cant even live or breathe for fear of upsetting a loved one..  [Edited 4/8/07 11:36am] I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F.  | |
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REDFEATHERS said: .. tip toeing around ppl is really exhausting, and makes me feel real bad about myself
The slightest, cough, laugh, sentence can be turned around and you are accused of being unkind, unfeeling, etc etc I really hate this atmosphere, where you are trying your best to protect others, but still means you cant even live or breathe for fear of upsetting a loved one.. Much love, patience and peace of mind to your heart and spirit soon 
It will get better soon- just sucks right now I am sure. 
Wish I could do more to help. [Edited 4/8/07 10:11am] | |
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REDFEATHERS said: .. tip toeing around ppl is really exhausting, and makes me feel real bad about myself
The slightest, cough, laugh, sentence can be turned around and you are accused of being unkind, unfeeling, etc etc I really hate this atmosphere, where you are trying your best to protect others, but still means you cant even live or breathe for fear of upsetting a loved one.. I hear ya more than I've ever heard a post b4! Isn't it exhausting?!? [Edited 4/8/07 10:21am]  | |
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is it like some easter family gathering you tipy toeing around folks? | |
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Shanti1 said: REDFEATHERS said: .. tip toeing around ppl is really exhausting, and makes me feel real bad about myself
The slightest, cough, laugh, sentence can be turned around and you are accused of being unkind, unfeeling, etc etc I really hate this atmosphere, where you are trying your best to protect others, but still means you cant even live or breathe for fear of upsetting a loved one.. Much love, patience and peace of mind to your heart and spirit soon
It will get better soon- just sucks right now I am sure.
Wish I could do more to help. [Edited 4/8/07 10:11am] OMG today has really made me sit back and rethink wtf is it about? some ppl just have NO respect..  I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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babooshleeky said: REDFEATHERS said: .. tip toeing around ppl is really exhausting, and makes me feel real bad about myself
The slightest, cough, laugh, sentence can be turned around and you are accused of being unkind, unfeeling, etc etc I really hate this atmosphere, where you are trying your best to protect others, but still means you cant even live or breathe for fear of upsetting a loved one.. I hear ya more than I've ever heard a post b4! Isn't it exhausting?!?
[Edited 4/8/07 10:21am] It surely is.. you cannot be natural for fear of upsetting someone, and you know, playing back in your mind, if you had done it differently, it still wouldnt be good enough.. you are doomed, ever which way I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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SexualHazard said: is it like some easter family gathering you tipy toeing around folks?
Fuck I dont know.. yes and no.. omg I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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Guess I should be glad that I have been all alone today apart from stopping into work to give an old lady medication. She didn't even wish me a Happy Easter. Right as she hit the door and I realised she was not going to say it- I said "HAVE A HAPPY EASTER" and she said "thanks"...
Oh well just me and my dog and I guess it is better that way...  | |
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REDFEATHERS said: babooshleeky said: I hear ya more than I've ever heard a post b4! Isn't it exhausting?!?
[Edited 4/8/07 10:21am] It surely is.. you cannot be natural for fear of upsetting someone, and you know, playing back in your mind, if you had done it differently, it still wouldnt be good enough.. you are doomed, ever which way It must be that other person , not us 
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babooshleeky said: REDFEATHERS said: It surely is.. you cannot be natural for fear of upsetting someone, and you know, playing back in your mind, if you had done it differently, it still wouldnt be good enough.. you are doomed, ever which way It must be that other person , not us
[Edited 4/8/07 10:57am] Oh fuck.. I got no energy left..  I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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REDFEATHERS said: .. tip toeing around ppl is really exhausting, and makes me feel real bad about myself
The slightest, cough, laugh, sentence can be turned around and you are accused of being unkind, unfeeling, etc etc I really hate this atmosphere, where you are trying your best to protect others, but still means you cant even live or breathe for fear of upsetting a loved one.. I gave up doing that 
But I love you for still trying to
Do I sound patronising now?  I don't mean to | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: REDFEATHERS said: .. tip toeing around ppl is really exhausting, and makes me feel real bad about myself
The slightest, cough, laugh, sentence can be turned around and you are accused of being unkind, unfeeling, etc etc I really hate this atmosphere, where you are trying your best to protect others, but still means you cant even live or breathe for fear of upsetting a loved one.. I gave up doing that
But I love you for still trying to
Do I sound patronising now? I don't mean to NMo darling you dont.. fuck today is NEVER a good day for me.. too many bad memories, I hate easter,, I am better just going to bed and sleeping through it.. or just  I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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REDFEATHERS said: AndGodCreatedMe said: I gave up doing that
But I love you for still trying to
Do I sound patronising now? I don't mean to NMo darling you dont.. fuck today is NEVER a good day for me.. too many bad memories, I hate easter,, I am better just going to bed and sleeping through it.. or just
Chin up Nicole! Want me to  you? | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: REDFEATHERS said: NMo darling you dont.. fuck today is NEVER a good day for me.. too many bad memories, I hate easter,, I am better just going to bed and sleeping through it.. or just
Chin up Nicole! Want me to you? No Petra.. it doesnt matter
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REDFEATHERS said: AndGodCreatedMe said:
Chin up Nicole! Want me to you? No Petra.. it doesnt matter
you do matter sweetheart!!! | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: REDFEATHERS said: No Petra.. it doesnt matter
you do matter sweetheart!!! Today was really nice and ended really shit.. I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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REDFEATHERS said: AndGodCreatedMe said: you do matter sweetheart!!! Today was really nice and ended really shit.. Life seems to have a way of doing that to us
But you're here now and we are about to make you forget abt your shitty ending of this day | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: REDFEATHERS said: Today was really nice and ended really shit.. Life seems to have a way of doing that to us
But you're here now and we are about to make you forget abt your shitty ending of this day Fuck no darling, I got 8 minutes here now.. I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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REDFEATHERS said: AndGodCreatedMe said: Life seems to have a way of doing that to us
But you're here now and we are about to make you forget abt your shitty ending of this day Fuck no darling, I got 8 minutes here now.. 8 mins should be enough to make you laugh till your stomach hurts
no? | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: REDFEATHERS said: Fuck no darling, I got 8 minutes here now.. 8 mins should be enough to make you laugh till your stomach hurts
no? Cute sext.. orgnote I will love you forever and you will never be forgotten - L.A.F. | |
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REDFEATHERS said: AndGodCreatedMe said: 8 mins should be enough to make you laugh till your stomach hurts
no? Cute sext.. orgnote | |
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