REDFEATHERS said:

Oh I am sure I will check in soon enough but there is a vast difference in checking in for an hour and having non stop access!

i hope you don't end up regretting all this, because you must understand we will make fun of you for months - years, maybe - if this flops!

otherwise, good luck honey!

Anx said:

I see that comming either way I roll! I can't see where this is a bad move to at least try. Its just til the end of summer....

How long do you think I will last?

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

Have a great summer Karen! See you in September!!!!!

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

at LEAST until the end of the miami invasion.

Anx said:

5 weeks Thats pretty good!

SureThing said:

Woohooo! Ill check in here and then!

Karen this is the 127th post.. I am sure you gonna stick around till it hits 200..

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

No way.. beautiful.. dont say that..

you know..

You know I am going to miss you, not so much on here but on Yahoo. You have been a part of my life on a almost daily basis for some time now. We will find other ways. Will miss the random comments and abusive notes waiting for me when I login to yahoo.

Hope it brings you what your heart desires. All you can ask for those you love is that they are happy.

Always in my life

Wherever U go, whatever U do
Oh, please remember that I'll always be there 4 U
U don't have 2 call, U don't have 2 say
Just think about me and I'll be on my way
I don't have 2 worry, I'm sure U'll be fine
Cuz if U stay happy, then what's yours is mine
Wherever U go, whatever U do
Remember that I'll always be there 4 U (Oh yeah)

Wherever U are, think of your dreams
Ooh, please remember life ain't always what it seems
4 each rainy day (rainy day) that come your way
The sun will come shinin' and U'll be okay
Keep on smilin' - every girl and boy
Remember when U were children U had toys
Wherever U are, think of your dreams
Remember that dreams become the life U lead

Whatever U play, it's okay 2 lose sometimes (Oh, sometimes)
As long as U learn from every game U choose
If one thing is sure, U'll always endure
If U try your best at everything U do
Say what U mean and mean what U say
The price 4 a broken heart's 2 much 2 pay
And nothing is worth it if U don't have 2 try
The higher the stakes, the higher the sky

Wherever U go, whatever U do
Please remember, remember that I'll always be there 4 U

Muse2NOPharaoh said:

Go play with your room mate!

ItsOnlyMe said:

There isnt a roomate

I miss Muse.


She barely comes around but 5 or 6 times a day since she left.

Imago said:

u are not nice!

I think there's no other choice but to ban her. I don't see any other way of getting rid of her.

Imago said:

I am sending you a virus.

madartista said:

He will pay for his sins for a long time to come!

fuck that, you'll go stir crazy

jerseykrs said:

I might... lets find out.

I turned in the cable box earlier... you should have seen the kids faces.... Although they only used the damn thing for music stations.... The X is hooking up Aksels Ipod docking station gift and then they will be able to listen to there music in surround sound.....

Ha!

Hey Aksel, I will finally be able to read my Rembrandt book cover to cover!

Whats really cool is their father is thrilled with this concept. He plans to scale down the net and their TV etc in his home too once they have adjusted. They dont know this yet!

@ your sig:

other than the very core of your being and the fabric of your essence, i wouldn't change a thing! -Anx

that's like straight out of p&r!

madartista said:

Yeah, It hurt a lot... but pain can take us to the next level... You know?

Ok silliness aside.....

I know this is a topic that strikes a nerve...after all I have been around here a very long time... and to justify my presence and to be true to myself I took it to the next level . Along with Carrie and many others along the path we reassessed the common conception that the Internet was in personal and false. I am in fact proud of this it is just something I haven't spoke to in the past ever.. well at least here. Who is to say what counts in life? ...and for many this forum provides a voice and this is good.
I have experienced so many amazing things along the way... So many countries and moments. To be certain this will not stop... but I need to move to a different realm for awhile. I am frightened..... but I am right. I pray I have the strength to see it through.... If you are one of faith I ask that you remember me too.....

Yeah , yeah , yeah likely in time I will be back.. ( As I have never said I am entirely leaving) but set yourself aside and see my heart and perhaps your own..... In the case of me, I have wonderful children and all but I haven't found my other. It is something I want ( no kidding right?) Well as I work with females all day and spend the rest of my energy maintaining my international relations... there just isn't much left for anything else... nothing will replace my love for you ... that I am blessed to have spent the last many years with. I love you... and that is not false in any way... nor contrived.....
As for Ben... Look at what you have done? Thank you!
As for Prince... many years of great things ... since I was 15 ( and at 41 that is quite a thing! )Few can say that they have had the validity of an artist through 21 years of their life... had the honor of following their artist through life and still finding it valid. New years after shows were huge.....

Who knows how long this site will remain and who will cross through its open door but I pray they find as valid an experience as have had I and many others!

Karen -- beautifully stated. i love u and i wish u every happiness u seek 2 find on this journey. thank u for everything u have been to me, and 4 opening a side of the org i never would have experienced without your love, affection and guidance.

for me, the org was impersonal and 2-dimensional until u and Invasion craziness ensued. i couldn't make it 2 MPLS for round 1, but i was smart enough 2 pull my shit together for Amsterdam -- at that point, u and i had been in one another's physical presence 2 TIMES. that's it. yet we arrived in Amsterdam the best of friends. my life hasn't been the same since, for all the wonderful people i have met in the real world. thank u for being the driving force behind that.

and for me, sensitive private Scorpio that i am, it wasn't until i got to that place with invasions that i was able to really cyber connect thru the org. the fact that the org has birthed a physical reality in no way negates or diminishes the strength or importance of the virtual component. there is not one without the other.

and i am thankful.

thank u, Muse
thank u, Prince
thank u, all my org friends/buddies/acquaintances.

goodness will guide us if love is inside us...

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