..and when you feel this way, is there no letting go?

P.M.S.

Ok ok.. I can be calm calm and take soo much shit and still breathe calmly

othertimes I blow up like a pressure cooker

I guess you have to really know me to learn this..

But the biggest thing can be rectified in seconds.. I am a softy really

Other times.. well just dont cross me..



Thats my prerogative.. :evilol:

when the kids wreck my stuff but I wouldn't call that feisty, more like wrath.

babooshleeky said:

Hmm.. I have never in my opinion suffered from PMS..

ZombieKitten said:

Oh fuckkk kids.. I lived with a friend years back and her kid muct have hated me really cos she would pour out my make up and stuff and wreck my clothes.. her mum would laugh and say its just a stage she is going through, so why didnt Amy-Devil-Child wreck her Mums clothes and shit?

I couldnt have cared less but I seemed to be supporting them both and her Mums social life and I got fuck all out of it, except an empty bottle of make up and ruined belongings

REDBABY said:

usually it's people BUT it takes A LOT to get me angry and once I am, well then I am. And it's sort of interesting because lately others saw something or the need to have an intervention with me...it's really strange.

statuesqque said:

Elaborate

REDBABY said:

on which or what part? and I'm not trying to be funny or anything.
[Edited 3/23/07 16:22pm]

I think what makes me angriest is when people either waste my time or ask for advice they really have no interest in listening to (which in a way is wasting my time... )

I'm most feisty when my First Sergeant comes to my desk and gives me a deadline for some shit that's due 15 minutes ago....

and I eventually let go...but I tend to let go by disowning myself from the person or situation that caused the ire in the first place....

statuesqque said:

well all really.. what makes you really angry and how you controlled it.. and why these ppl made you angry.. was it cos of them or more so yourself?

reneGade20 said:

Oh work is an entirely different topic

we had meetings about meetings about meetings and the real work never got done, or suffered

that makes me mad

all this bullshit controlling office practice which when it is boiled down, means absolute nothing

wasting my time


and ok, I am getting paid for it.. but it messes with your mind

i get the most angry when arguing political or religious issues with my dad.

REDBABY said:

Are you in the military too???

We spend almost half of every workday in some kind of meeting....sometimes we'll sit in the head honcho's office for a meeting and it turns into us sitting there watching him open his email....or the worst is when we have a meeting, info gets put out, then we have another meeting 30 minutes later because the info that we just got is either wrong or has changed in some way...it is absolutely infuriating....

thats why my office is so messed up....my way of dealing with that mess is to pitch shit so that I don't harm a human being....

evenstar3 said:

OMG I just had discussions like that tonight.. but seems conversations between father and daughter.. no matter how much he cares and tries to do the best for you.. you still gotta do it HIS WAY

and when I attempt to disagree its like a whole 3rd world war is starting cos I dont agree and I am disrespecting him

its hard.. I DO respect him, but sometimes he has old fashuioned values and wants to complain and argue with everyone just to prove a point..,

reneGade20 said:

No I am in fashion

the only good thing that comes out of these bullshit meetings is either a working lunch when they hire caterers in.. or they take us down the local pub/restaurant and treat us to a REALLY good lunch lol

REDBABY said:

You're lucky....at least they feed y'all...if we miss lunch...or dinner if its a late night meeting, then we're just shit outta luck....

REDBABY said:

yup, it's the same with me. gets frustrating at times.

REDBABY said:

peoples attitudes, if I feel I'm being taken advantage of or been treated in a way that's not necessary and especially if I'm being talked down to or feel as though I am, you know... like their above me. It's fifty fifty some of it's them…some of it's me because I'm a person that will let you hang yourself, I’ll mention it or explain myself once or twice and this it...from that point they’re feeding anger and no, I don't think I can control it as well as I use too hence the intervention...I think something I really needed shattered.

reneGade20 said:

Oh lol I take advantage at these meetings

evenstar3 said:

Its weird isnt it?

So tmrw I have to compose all these letters that I dont wanna write and if I say no, I am in the dog house, and if I say yes my career is over

you know I am gonna say no.. I been putting it off and off for months..

No matter what

I am in the dog house tmrw..

statuesqque said:

your post scares me..

REDBABY said:

I use to have several meetings like that every week for two hours and NOTHING got done. I hated them.

REDBABY said:

Co-sign!!!

REDBABY said:

really, I'm sorry I didn't mean for it to ... plus as I said it takes A LOT A LOT and I do mean a lot to get me angry because generally I have a whatever attitude coupled with the patience of Job.
[Edited 3/23/07 17:42pm]

reneGade20 said:

and just what exactly are you saying with this picture of Froud?

I am pretty laid back and don't lose it with people. I'm not a yeller and it takes a lot to get me going.

Except if I am dealing with my father, or sometimes my mom. They can make me lose it.

REDBABY said:

Will you stop that, I'm not nutty... I'm just as normal as the next person.

I have specific points that must be known.

I get mad at unfairness.


Right now, there's no letting go.

I can get that way sometimes.