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PrintableSupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: heartbeatocean said: The best part is the video "I was never able to pick a favorite angel"   
What a striking man. Very handsome in a different way. I can see how/why people would be drawn to him. It's fantastic that you are able to memorialize him the way you have  Thank you SO MUCH for watching it. I think that video expresses everything I remember about Cayce exactly. He had tons and tons of friends. He was very engaged in life. For our first year MFA show, he forced everyone in the class to dress up in boxing gloves and pose for the theme "Knockout '97". I was upset because it was such macho theme and I was really shy. He compassionately allowed me to hold flowers in my boxing gloves and the whole thing came out brilliantly. I felt much better this morning, but now I'm falling apart again. | |
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heartbeatocean said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:
What a striking man. Very handsome in a different way. I can see how/why people would be drawn to him. It's fantastic that you are able to memorialize him the way you have Thank you SO MUCH for watching it. I think that video expresses everything I remember about Cayce exactly. He had tons and tons of friends. He was very engaged in life. For our first year MFA show, he forced everyone in the class to dress up in boxing gloves and pose for the theme "Knockout '97". I was upset because it was such macho theme and I was really shy. He compassionately allowed me to hold flowers in my boxing gloves and the whole thing came out brilliantly. I felt much better this morning, but now I'm falling apart again. And you will. Over and over again. My heart is with ya my friend. It's hard to be in your place but you haven't nor will you forget your friend and that is everything. I'll say a prayer for you, his wife, children, friends and everyone he touched. It's very unfortunate and sad that it came to this. But he obviously had a legacy that is worth remembering so keep him alive....  2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: heartbeatocean said: Thank you SO MUCH for watching it. I think that video expresses everything I remember about Cayce exactly. He had tons and tons of friends. He was very engaged in life. For our first year MFA show, he forced everyone in the class to dress up in boxing gloves and pose for the theme "Knockout '97". I was upset because it was such macho theme and I was really shy. He compassionately allowed me to hold flowers in my boxing gloves and the whole thing came out brilliantly. I felt much better this morning, but now I'm falling apart again. And you will. Over and over again. My heart is with ya my friend. It's hard to be in your place but you haven't nor will you forget your friend and that is everything. I'll say a prayer for you, his wife, children, friends and everyone he touched. It's very unfortunate and sad that it came to this. But he obviously had a legacy that is worth remembering so keep him alive.... If it's affecting me this hard, I can't imagine what his family is going through. I didn't even get invited to his memorial because I had been out of his life for so long and now he's all I can think about and it's simply breaking my heart. The amazing thing is, I'm going on a spiritual retreat in Hawaii on Thursday for nine days with close friends. What timing. Some kind of a gift I suppose. | |
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heartbeatocean said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: And you will. Over and over again. My heart is with ya my friend. It's hard to be in your place but you haven't nor will you forget your friend and that is everything. I'll say a prayer for you, his wife, children, friends and everyone he touched. It's very unfortunate and sad that it came to this. But he obviously had a legacy that is worth remembering so keep him alive.... If it's affecting me this hard, I can't imagine what his family is going through. I didn't even get invited to his memorial because I had been out of his life for so long and now he's all I can think about and it's simply breaking my heart. The amazing thing is, I'm going on a spiritual retreat in Hawaii on Thursday for nine days with close friends. What timing. Some kind of a gift I suppose.  The same kind of thing happened when I visited Detroit last year. I could not have known how much I would have needed it when I started planning it the year before. Use this trip as a vehicle to dealing with your loss. Allow it to be what you need to get through 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: heartbeatocean said: If it's affecting me this hard, I can't imagine what his family is going through. I didn't even get invited to his memorial because I had been out of his life for so long and now he's all I can think about and it's simply breaking my heart. The amazing thing is, I'm going on a spiritual retreat in Hawaii on Thursday for nine days with close friends. What timing. Some kind of a gift I suppose. The same kind of thing happened when I visited Detroit last year. I could not have known how much I would have needed it when I started planning it the year before. Use this trip as a vehicle to dealing with your loss. Allow it to be what you need to get through Totally weird because the theme of the retreat is death as an illusion, reincarnation, karma and how to have a conscious rebirth. So I guess I'm all ready and primed to become enlightened! If you don't hear from me in a couple of weeks, it means I became the salt doll who walked into the ocean -- in a good way! | |
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heartbeatocean said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: The same kind of thing happened when I visited Detroit last year. I could not have known how much I would have needed it when I started planning it the year before. Use this trip as a vehicle to dealing with your loss. Allow it to be what you need to get through Totally weird because the theme of the retreat is death as an illusion, reincarnation, karma and how to have a conscious rebirth. So I guess I'm all ready and primed to become enlightened! If you don't hear from me in a couple of weeks, it means I became the salt doll who walked into the ocean -- in a good way! I'll be sure to tell Tori all about it! It'd make a great song
All the best I'm excited for what you are going to find on this retreat
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I am so sorry. Evenin your pain, you offered up words of encouragement and I thank you for them. | |
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