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Last May I posted a thread about feeling like I would never be truly loved That thread is here:
http://www.prince.org/msg/100/190192 In that thread, one of my best friends posted this: Richard --
It is so going to come for you. You really are on the cusp of something big. And those are times when it does really suck to be alone. I've been there too, and I'm there now. Your capability to love and show compassion is phenomenal and you are gifted greatly by that. And all great gifts also carry great responsibility. It is very necessary for you to put yourself first, in a soulful way. You can't do what you are here to do if you don't take care of yourself. Removing yourself from a relationship that doesn't serve you is a great way of telling the universe that you really do value yourself, and that you really are ready to have a partner who can give you what you need on a full-time basis. It comes when and where you least expect it. I know you and I know you will have it all. And while I do not have a boyfriend, I am in such a marvelous space right now 
I wrote that thread one month before I made the real decision to leave my ex. We were together for 5 years and it was crushingly hard to leave. But I did it. I remember that day having all the wishes, thoughts and words of encouragement from my friends here and I knew that I could do it but I was taking a great leap of faith and it was really the support I had from all my friends that gave me that extra something I needed to get over that hill. I had found out that my partner was cheating in face slapping ways and while I knew it had to be happening, it crushed me to have it confirmed. Since my cousin was killed last year I really started thinking about how crucial it is that I heal myself for if I could not help myself, how can I truly help anybody else. It was with that in mind, and all the support swimming around inside me, that I walked into that bar and declared my value and worth and why I needed to leave that relationship. I cried as hard as I have ever cried that day but things have gotten easier for me and I am finding a real sense of peace
The whole time that day, before during and after I told Greg I was leaving, I kept thinking about what my friend said about the Universe validating my decision. That has really become part of the fabric of me. Well because of the decision I made to leave, that set in motion some things in Greg's life and he is leaving the state of California to move to Maine for 4 months and then to settle in Rhode Island. He leaves on Monday. How is that for confirmation?  This relationship will not be a possibility for me to lapse back into even if I wanted. It just can't happen. And to me that is true confirmation
Well, I guess I really just kind of wanted to talk about my progress. It feels good to know I'm making the right choices for my life
. [Edited 2/14/07 17:25pm] 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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You are a miracle... There is nothing like the comfort that comes from knowing you made the right, true and honest decision about something crucial in your life. You're living it, babe.
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: That thread is here:
http://www.prince.org/msg/100/190192 In that thread, one of my best friends posted this: Richard --
It is so going to come for you. You really are on the cusp of something big. And those are times when it does really suck to be alone. I've been there too, and I'm there now. Your capability to love and show compassion is phenomenal and you are gifted greatly by that. And all great gifts also carry great responsibility. It is very necessary for you to put yourself first, in a soulful way. You can't do what you are here to do if you don't take care of yourself. Removing yourself from a relationship that doesn't serve you is a great way of telling the universe that you really do value yourself, and that you really are ready to have a partner who can give you what you need on a full-time basis. It comes when and where you least expect it. I know you and I know you will have it all. And while I do not have a boyfriend, I am in such a marvelous space right now
I wrote that thread one month before I made the real decision to leave my ex. We were together for 5 years and it was crushingly hard to leave. But I did it. I remember that day having all the wishes, thoughts and words of encouragement from my friends here and I knew that I could do it but I was taking a great leap of faith and it was really the support I had from all my friends that gave me that extra something I needed to get over that hill. I had found out that my partner was cheating in face slapping ways and while I knew it had to be happening, it crushed me to have it confirmed. Since my cousin was killed last year I really started thinking about how crucial it is that I heal myself for if I could not help myself, how can I truly help anybody else. It was with that in mind, and all the support swimming around inside me, that I walked into that bar and declared my value and worth and why I needed to leave that relationship. I cried as hard as I have ever cried that day but things have gotten easier for me and I am finding a real sense of peace
The whole time that day, before during and after I told Greg I was leaving, I kept thinking about what my friend said about the Universe validating my decision. That has really become part of the fabric of me. Well because of the decision I made to leave, that set in motion some things in Greg's life and he is leaving the state of California to move to Maine for 4 months and then to settle in Rhode Island. He leaves on Monday. How is that for confirmation? This relationship will not be a possibility for me to lapse back into even if I wanted. It just can't happen. And to me that is true confirmation
Well, I guess I really just kind of wanted to talk about my progress. It feels good to know I'm making the right choices for my life
. [Edited 2/14/07 17:25pm] You SO want me. | |
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madartista said:
keep on keeping on. i'm so very proud of you, and so happy to see you in such a great place! You should not laugh. When you said what you said, you introduced a very important concept that I needed to know. It's with me forever now
 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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2the9s said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: That thread is here:
http://www.prince.org/msg/100/190192 In that thread, one of my best friends posted this: And while I do not have a boyfriend, I am in such a marvelous space right now
I wrote that thread one month before I made the real decision to leave my ex. We were together for 5 years and it was crushingly hard to leave. But I did it. I remember that day having all the wishes, thoughts and words of encouragement from my friends here and I knew that I could do it but I was taking a great leap of faith and it was really the support I had from all my friends that gave me that extra something I needed to get over that hill. I had found out that my partner was cheating in face slapping ways and while I knew it had to be happening, it crushed me to have it confirmed. Since my cousin was killed last year I really started thinking about how crucial it is that I heal myself for if I could not help myself, how can I truly help anybody else. It was with that in mind, and all the support swimming around inside me, that I walked into that bar and declared my value and worth and why I needed to leave that relationship. I cried as hard as I have ever cried that day but things have gotten easier for me and I am finding a real sense of peace
The whole time that day, before during and after I told Greg I was leaving, I kept thinking about what my friend said about the Universe validating my decision. That has really become part of the fabric of me. Well because of the decision I made to leave, that set in motion some things in Greg's life and he is leaving the state of California to move to Maine for 4 months and then to settle in Rhode Island. He leaves on Monday. How is that for confirmation? This relationship will not be a possibility for me to lapse back into even if I wanted. It just can't happen. And to me that is true confirmation
Well, I guess I really just kind of wanted to talk about my progress. It feels good to know I'm making the right choices for my life
. [Edited 2/14/07 17:25pm] You SO want me. Hey, covere Lucy's ears and eyes..... 
I'D BANG YOU!
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 Happy Valentine'z Day man...u have been on my mind lately HONESTLY...we still have never talked but 4 different reasonz u came n 2 my life if only 2 talk about the MAN...u r gonna b just fine...I PROMISE Just LIVE N LET LIVE...MUAH  Later on 0)+>...oh yeah kitShe stole my medallion n she called me a BITCH!!! | |
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solandsky said: Happy Valentine'z Day man...u have been on my mind lately HONESTLY...we still have never talked but 4 different reasonz u came n 2 my life if only 2 talk about the MAN...u r gonna b just fine...I PROMISE Just LIVE N LET LIVE...MUAH Later on 0)+>...oh yeah kitDang girl, we need to hook up for real. I'm ridiculous on my end Send me the digits and I will make it a priority! 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: You should not laugh. When you said what you said, you introduced a very important concept that I needed to know. It's with me forever now
ah, it's a laughter that's full of joy at seeing you recognize who you are. i love you and i'm honored that you have allowed me into your life. http://elmadartista.tumblr.com/ http://twitter.com/madartista | |
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madartista said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: You should not laugh. When you said what you said, you introduced a very important concept that I needed to know. It's with me forever now
ah, it's a laughter that's full of joy at seeing you recognize who you are. i love you and i'm honored that you have allowed me into your life. Same goes for you, pal! VOTE....EARLY | |
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applekisses said: You are a miracle...
There is nothing like the comfort that comes from knowing you made the right, true and honest decision about something crucial in your life. You're living it, babe.
I love you.Thank you for truly being there when I really needed you most
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I'm glad your over the hump. 
I thought I was truly loved. Until I got lame ass FLOWERS for Valentines Day.  | |
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Richard you know im absolutely crazy about ya,fuck what everyone else thiks or says, you are in that space of where you wanna be. shit most people gotta scratch and climb to be there and i was one of them. | |
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i'm so proud of you!  | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: applekisses said: You are a miracle...
There is nothing like the comfort that comes from knowing you made the right, true and honest decision about something crucial in your life. You're living it, babe.
I love you.Thank you for truly being there when I really needed you most
Honey...I wish I could have been there more...and you don't have to thank me...family is supposed to be there for each other | |
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Upward and onward in 2007. No More Haters on the Internet. | |
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growth is a beautiful thing and you are a beautiful person...
to whom i owe a big thanks at the moment. (you know what for) Power tends to corrupt; absolute power corrupts absolutely. - Lord Acton | |
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you can't love another until you learn to love yourself. you're on your way, big guy  | |
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Isn't it WONDERFUL when the sun finally comes out?
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My myspace page has always had one name under "heroes": Richard Corona. That's dorky to some and all, but I am so honored to know you--and you deserve this happiness. Oh shit, my hat done fell off | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: madartista said:
keep on keeping on. i'm so very proud of you, and so happy to see you in such a great place! You should not laugh. When you said what you said, you introduced a very important concept that I needed to know. It's with me forever now
How strange! I just knew Chris was the one who introduced that to you.. How did I know? Because he trusts in the Universe.. ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^
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Knowing what your past was like, it's great to hear that your world is a million times better now. You are one of the nicest people here on the org and truly deserve the best! | |
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DiminutiveRocker said: Same goes for you, pal!
thank u! hope all is well! http://elmadartista.tumblr.com/ http://twitter.com/madartista | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: In that thread, one of my best friends posted this: Richard --
It is so going to come for you. You really are on the cusp of something big. And those are times when it does really suck to be alone. I've been there too, and I'm there now. Your capability to love and show compassion is phenomenal and you are gifted greatly by that. And all great gifts also carry great responsibility. It is very necessary for you to put yourself first, in a soulful way. You can't do what you are here to do if you don't take care of yourself. Removing yourself from a relationship that doesn't serve you is a great way of telling the universe that you really do value yourself, and that you really are ready to have a partner who can give you what you need on a full-time basis. It comes when and where you least expect it. I know you and I know you will have it all.
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sag10 said: How strange! I just knew Chris was the one who introduced that to you.. How did I know? Because he trusts in the Universe.. http://elmadartista.tumblr.com/ http://twitter.com/madartista | |
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