purplehippieonthe1 said:

I am sooooo glad I am not a guy.

JustErin said:

So I'm guessing you've never had a "desperate" moment, right?

Probably not something as brutal as what I experienced,
but still, you've never experienced a REALLY lousy lay?

purplehippieonthe1 said:

I've never slept with someone I wasn't attracted to. I can't imagine being that desperate.

I have been with a guy or two that was boring, but I wouldn't call it lousy.

It has been characterized by highs and lows.

Highs
I met Howard Hewett, last night, at a private party where he sang. Brother still has it.

I played guitar in church today. The first time I'd played with a choir during a real service in about 4 years. So much has changed, in that time.

I've been talking to my dad, who is recovering well from his December health crisis. He's sounding almost like his former, healthier self. That's really encouraging.


Lows

Well, why belabor it...

My weekend was WEIRD. I still dont understand anything

right now it pretty much sucks and i just want to cry.

fantasyislander said:

DanceWme said:

but thanks. now get the pornographic avatar out of my face.

(just because i'm depressed doesn't mean i can't have a sense of humor.)

fantasyislander said:

I am still sick with a cold STILL!!


My mom is going through some shit so I had to help her out yesterday- got to talk to a dear girlfriend of mine which helped me feel better.
My mom is going to be leaving and she is the only reason I live in Florida so I am coming to terms with that.

Luckily I have some support.
It could have been worse- I did get a little rest today.

DanceWme said:

and just like that the laughter is gone.

fantasyislander said:

awwww stop it. Ur gonna make me cry

DanceWme said:

sorry

fantasyislander said:

How about these guys

purplehippieonthe1 said:

just be careful

DanceWme said:

thanks for trying

emm said:

Wait, that's first time ever? Or first time in a long time?

JustErin said:

my first time story was a one night stand and rather forgettable...
and i was soooo lucky i didn't catch anything

but i don't regret it

emm said:

Mine wasn't a one nighter but I was hammered out of my mind. Looking back now, I wish I was sober so I could at least kinda remember it.

JustErin said:

I have no recolection of some of my fondest memories

JustErin said:

i was really drunk too... (same for the next experience, and the next... )
gosh i'm not doing much for the canadian stereotype


speak for myself edit
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JustErin said:

I wish I was hammered- he was not that good and it wasn't his first time....

Shanti1 said:

i wish i'd been hammered too. mine was very forgettable, and i would definitely take it back if i could. mainly b/c of the jerkass i was "in love" with.

emm said:

I'm a drunk sex kinda girl myself(when I am single, that is). Not too drunk, though...really drunk sex is awful. Just tipsy enough to totally let loose and have some great no holds barred fun.

Do Canadian girls have the rep of being drunk and easy?

JustErin said:

Well now you do.

CarrieMpls said:

Touche.

fantasyislander said:

I would not take it back- just made me appreciate the good ones later. I learned to think before I leaped.

Went to the mall, but did not buy anything for myself.

Shanti1 said:

my taking it back has more to do with the man it was with. he TOTALLY didn't deserve what i gave him, and definitely didn't appreciate it.

fantasyislander said:

Well the guy I was with sure didn't appreciate it either but I was 17 and I was too young to truly appreciate it myself.I should have known better but I did not at the time.
I have learned a lot since then.