orger, nonorger, some asshole who pissed you off.....

dedicate here!!


my first is to an orger and myspace friend, WillyWonka.


Pure Imagination (smoking popes version)

Come with me and we'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look and you'll see
Into your imagination
We'll begin with a spin
Traveling in a world of my creation
Look and see
We'll defy explanation

[Chorus]
If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world?
There's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there you'll be free
If you truly wish to be

[Chorus]

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there you'll be free
If you truly wish to be

R.I.P. to my old band

Dedicated also to an old friend of mine, also from our old band: You may no longer know me, but I still care about you

"I saw you in a dream, it hit me like a bright light
Flashing on a screen, visions of my whole life.
I used to chase the moment of desire
Back to when my young heart burned like a fire.

It was just a, nothing but a grand illusion.
Heart was quicker than the eye.
Nothing but a grand illusion,
Legend in my own mind.

I held you in my arms till the other side of midnight.
Kept you in my mind, you got me through some long nights.
Standing on the threshold of desire,
Caught between the madness and the fire.

Chorus

It was all a grand illusion.
Hand was quicker than the eye.
Nothing but a grand illusion,
Legends in our own minds.

I used to chase the moments of desire
Back to when my young heart burned like a fire.

It was just a, nothing but a, it was all a grand illusion.
Nothing but a grand illusion.
It was all a grand illusion,
Legend in my own mind.

It was just a grand illusion.
Nothing but a grand illusion.
It was just a grand illusion,
Legend in our own mind."

I feel you moving, slipping away
I try to call, but I can't find the words to say
I hear your voice but you're nowhere around
My lips move ahh but they don't make a sound
I close my eyes I can't find my sleep
My wounds will not heel, If you cut me too deep
I got to get back on my feet
My mind is strong but my spirit is weak
Oh, I just don't understand
Well, you can be so cruel
Do the tears that I cry, baby
And I told you once, boy
Hey, does it make you feel like a man?
Oh, baby let me tell you again
Wrong man
You can't do right 'cause your the

You're the wrong man

You're the wrong man
You're the wrong man

I've got to be stronger, I've got to get over you
I hear you calling but I ain't no fool
Each time I cry it's a sign of my pain
Every tear that falls carries your name
Every thing I do for you is wrong


Ain't nothing I can say or can do
All I know is it cannot go on
I just got to, I gotta get up child
I gotta move.
Hear me baby
Ain't my my my, ain't my lovin' good
Tell me what you want me to do
Enough for you?
I told you once boy, baby lemme
tell you again


You can't do right 'cause.....

You're the wrong man

You're the wrong man
You're the wrong man

You know I love you
Sometimes it just ain't enough
And I don't wanna leave you
Baby but I'm giving you up
And I told you once boy
And I don't wanna tell you again
You can't do right 'cause
You're the wrong man

You can't do right baby
I'd rather lose you, child
I'd rather lose you
Then to lose my mind, yeah

You're the wrong man

Mach said:

[Edited 1/18/07 20:27pm]

Think About You

So close to paradise, but closer than I should be
It’s like I’m along for the ride, it happened unexpectedly
Promised myself that I wouldn’t ever love again
But you make me feel something, my mind’s always on you
I was standing in the rain (I thought about you)
I was riding on the train (I thought about you)
Feeling high like I seem to do
Every time I think about you
Saw two lovers start to kiss (I thought about you)
Had to hold back the tears (I thought about you)
Others no more exist
All because I think about you
Nothing seems to help, I don’t even know myself
I’m trying not to think of you, but a heart does what it wants to do
Pass you by, see you smile and I must admit I get
So emotional, I think I’m falling for you
Bought a pillow for my room (I thought about you)
Heard Alicia sing a tune (I thought about you)
It sends my rocket to the moon
Every time I think about you
Right from this heart of mine (I thought about you)
I wanted you every time (I thought about you)
What I feel is so divine
And it’s all because I think about you
But I’m constantly reminded
Reminded that you’re only someone who I’d like to know
You don’t know me, you’re my private fantasy
You’re with me, constantly in my mind
Had a lovely day today (I thought about you)
Wasn’t hard to get through (I thought about you)
Seems to happen easily
Every time I think about you
Took a walk with myself (I thought about you)
Wish it could’ve been with you (I thought about you)
But every star in the sky came out for me
And it’s all because I think about you

for anelia

Goodnight, my angel
Time to close your eyes
And save these questions for another day
I think I know what you've been asking me
I think you know what I've been trying to say
I promised I would never leave you
And you should always know
Wherever you may go
No matter where you are
I never will be far away

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to sleep
And still so many things I want to say
Remember all the songs you sang for me
When we went sailing on an emerald bay
And like a boat out on the ocean
I'm rocking you to sleep
The water's dark and deep
Inside this ancient heart
You'll always be a part of me

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to dream
And dream how wonderful your life will be
Someday your child may cry
And if you sing this lullabye
Then in your heart
There will always be a part of me

Someday we'll all be gone
But lullabyes go on and on...
They never die
That's how you
And I
Will be

Have you ever been kicked to the curb
When the party finally ends
Just when I thought that you left me for dead
You dust me off again

Maybe you thought you could throw me away
Like a shoe that doesn't fit
But you've created your Frankenstein
And now you've gotta live with it

And here I am

Thought I'd turn and walk away
Guess this ain't your lucky day
Too bad if you think I'm leavin'
I'm here to put you through hell
Too bad if you don't believe it
You've done it to yourself

Too bad if you think I'm leavin'
Who cares if you hate my dog
Maybe I'll get another
Just to piss U off

I don't mind tying up the phone
And sleepin' in real late
Haven't you noticed me fillin' the fridge
With all the foods you hate

And here I am

Thought I'd turn and walk away
Guess this ain't your lucky day
Too bad if you think I'm leavin'
I'm here to put you through hell
Too bad if you don't believe it
You've done it to yourself

Too bad if you think I'm leavin'
Who cares if you hate my dog
Maybe I'll get another
Just to piss U off

Fashion fascists out in droves,
Some with powder up their nose ...
And the money men who had to steal away.
Telling stories who theyve had.
Whos a no count, who looks bad.
Then they turn around and say how much they like you ...
Like you ... like you ? no.

I love to hate you... I love to hate you ... I really do.

Playing games with people lives
Change the rules when stakes are high.
All the vampires come out at night to play ...
Things are different today, that is always what you say.
Well maybe so, except for people like you ...
Like you ... like you ? no.

I love to hate you ...

Look around you cant look down.
You might miss out on what you think is cool ... you fool.

Youve decided who I am, in this brief experience
And if its worth spending your precious time on me.
My friend mel he could relate,
Told me once I love to hate
I get so hot the words get stuck
Stuck like you ...
Like you ... like you ? no.

I love to hate you ...
Its not just the clothes that you wear
Or the way you do your hair
Its just you.

to a (non-orger) friend

today could be a different day
if the sky lifts up the haze
off of my front lawn
or just another time i hold my tears
for another year
on my way back home

can i sell this sunrise, in return for a sunset? yeah..
can i just be here one more day, until my sunburn fades away?

I've asked a hundred times what's going on
but it went through one ear and out the other one
why can't i take a palm tree home with me?
for the memory of you when i'm at home
I've been looking forward, months back
vacation's everything we need...

can i sell this sunrise, in return for a sunset? yeah..
can i just be here one more day, until my sunburn fades away?

I'm taking pictures
of everything
to remind me of the place that's so perfect for me
and i'm taking pictures (taking pictures)
of everything (of everything)
so go ahead and take this place away from me

today could be another day
when the sky lifts up the haze
off of my front lawn
just another time i hold my tears
for another year
on my way back home

can i sell this sunrise, in return for a sunset? yeah..
can i just be here one more day, until my sunburn fades away?


for another non-orger.


As I'm talking my words slip to the floor
and they crawl through your legs and slide under the back door
rendering me freakish and dazed.
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
So I'll go walking in the streets 'til my heels bleed
and I'll sing out my song in case the birds wish to sing along.
And I'll dig a tunnel to the center of the universe.
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
I'll make my way across the frozen sea, beyond the blank horizon,
where I can forget "you and me" and get a decent night's sleep.
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
Don't shut me out.
[Edited 1/19/07 0:18am]

Father and Daughter

If you leap awake
In the mirror of a bad dream
And for a fraction of a second
You can't remember where you are
Just open your window
And follow your memory upstream
To the meadow in the mountain
Where we counted every falling star

I believe the light that shines on you
Will shine on you forever
And though I can't guarantee
There's nothing scary hiding under your bed
I’m gonna stand guard
Like a postcard of a Golden Retriever
And never leave till I leave you
With a sweet dream in your head

I'm gonna watch you shine
Gonna watch you grow
Gonna paint a sign
So you'll always know
As long as one and one is two
There could never be a father
Who loved his daughter more than I love you

Trust your intuition
It's just like going fishing
You cast your line
And hope you'll get a bite
But you don't need to waste your time
Worrying about the market place
Try to help the human race
Struggling to survive its harshest night

I'm gonna watch you shine
Gonna watch you grow
Gonna paint a sign
So you'll always know
As long as one and one is two
There could never be a father
Who loved his daughter more than I love you

I'm gonna watch you shine
Gonna watch you grow
Gonna paint a sign
So you'll always know
As long as one and one is two
There could never be a father
Who loved his daughter more than I love you

I don't like you

To a special somebody :


Times Are Bad

Well times are bad
And all the time you're feeling sad
And people are laughing
Telling you to go away
And your feet are trudgin'
You're always acting like a curmudgeon
Well I know I know
That it's hard hard hard

Well it's hard to walk around
Feeling like a circus clown
Grab a big baton
And twirl it like a magic wand
'Cause your cards are dealt
And everything is deeply felt
Well I know I know
That it's hard hard hard

And the people that you love
Are attacking you from above
And everyone that you trust
Is just selling you a bucket of lies
Well just believe
That it's all gonna be ok
Well I know I know
That it's hard hard hard

how can you mend a broken heart?


I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do.
I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, noone said a word about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.


You didn't deserve her

fantasyislander said:

Dear lady, I apologize for not responding sooner to this post! I didn't see it until now. Thank you for thinking of me.

For you, sweet fantasyislander:

Good Friends Are For Keeps
Hey now dont let your empty room ever get you down
You can fill the silence with a smile
And dont let the crowds on the street
Make you feel like you are just a stranger in town
If you feel happy,
Or if you wanna weep,
Or you want a warm word before you sleep
Remember,
Good friends are forever
Good friends are forever
Good friends are for keeps
Good friends are forever
Good friends are forever
Good friends are for keeps


Incidentally, I'm happy you've returned.

WillyWonka said:

thank you kind sir!! and please, give charlie and grandpa my regards.

If I were you




If I was good
I'd tell everyone I know
If I was free
I wouldn't be so keen to go

If I was wrong
I would take it like a man
If I was smart
I would get out while I can

If I was broken
I would probably let it be
If I was dying
I wouldn't go out quietly

If I was lost
Well my heart would feel the same
If I was honest
I would probably be ashamed

But if I were you
I would notice me
If I were you
I would wait for me

If I were you
I would easily hold me and say
It's all gonna be OK

If I was rich
I would spend it on my own
If I was dignified
I'd only smoke at home

If I was dark
I would only dress in black
If I was chosen
I would gladly give it back

It's not for you to judge
From all this kind of stuff
I'm only half of what you see


To Matt- hope you find your one true love someday

To my Dad.


http://www.youtube.com/wa...VrV1TlmnNQ


Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.

I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Ooh whoa....
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
but I'm not giving in this time.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto
Goodbye to you, (goodbye to you)
goodbye to everything I thought I knew, (goodbye to you)
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto,
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)

Mach said:

Omg they are some strong words..

whats that song?

To my Husband, cuz the guy in the song reminds me of him.

I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends

I wont leave a note
For anyone to find
Tomorrow they'll know
What I've done here tonight


The drastic steps I'm takin'
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some kind of cry for help
Just good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I'm gonna kill myself

Now who is that
In my easy chair
Now wait a minute
That's the old me sittin' there

And I thank God
The devil in me died
I stand before you now
A man changed and alive


The drastic steps I'm takin'
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some kind of cry for help
Just good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I have to kill myself

Gonna clean the house
Gonna fix that fence
In my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends

For my best Org buddy:

Shining Light- 10,000 Maniacs

Something was pulling me without knowing what was leading me on:
your shining light.
In my darkest hour the only way to bring the dawn was your shining light.
But you're unaware your shining light is even on.
Like with a little glance when you take me by surprise
and I take a chance and see it all through your eyes.
Free me from my history and show me where to draw the line,
by lighting up the mystery,
and you don't even know that it shines.
I'm not worried now about flying too close to the sun.
When December skies are cold,
you know I will always run to your shining light.
I won't abuse it so please just let it glow behind your smile.
Let me use it,
let me feel the warmth like a little child who understands your glance,
though it takes me by surprise.
And I take a chance and I see it all through your eyes.

For the most beautiful Megs:

These Are Days- 10,000 Maniacs

These are the days
These are days you’ll remember
Never before and never since, I promise
Will the whole world be warm as this
And as you feel it,
You’ll know it’s true
That you are blessed and lucky
It’s true that you
Are touched by something
That will grow and bloom in you

These are days that you’ll remember
When May is rushing over you
With desire to be part of the miracles
You see in every hour
You’ll know it’s true
That you are blessed and lucky
It’s true that you are touched
By something that will grow and bloom in you

These are days
These are the days you might fill
With laughter until you break
These days you might feel
A shaft of light
Make its way across your face
And when you do
Then you’ll know how it was meant to be
See the signs and know their meaning
It's true
Then you’ll know how it was meant to be
Hear the signs and know they’re speaking
To you, to you

MANDOLIN WIND
(Rod Stewart)

When the rain came I thought you'd leave
'cause I knew how much you loved the sun
But you chose to stay, stay and keep me warm
through the darkest nights I've ever known
If the mandolin wind couldn't change a thing
then I know I love ya

Oh the snow fell without a break
Buffalo died in the frozen fields you know
Through the coldest winter in almost fourteen years
I couldn't believe you kept a smile
Now I can rest assured knowing that we've seen the worst
And I know I love ya

Oh I never was good with romantic words
so the next few lines come really hard
Don't have much but what I've got is yours
except of course my steel guitar
Ha, 'cause I know you don't play
but I'll teach you one day
because I love ya

I recall the night we knelt and prayed
Noticing your face was thin and pale
I found it hard to hide my tears
I felt ashamed I felt I'd let you down
No mandolin wind couldn't change a thing
Couldn't change a thing no, no

The coldest winter in almost fourteen years
could never, never change your mind

And I love ya
Yes indeed and I love ya
And I love ya
Lordy I love ya

why aren't any of you telling me my daughter is gorgeous!?!?

fantasyislander said:

She's more than gorgeous. a word hasn't been invented to describe how pretty she is

fantasyislander said:

Believe it or not, I was just going to post just that (hadn't looked through this thread until just now)!

BlackAdder7 said:

you are now officially my favorite orger.

TMPletz said:

and i love you too.

fantasyislander said:

Your blessed

fantasyislander said:

fantasyislander said:

you must have heard about the enormous size of my penis

BlackAdder7 said:

you have a penis??