Well folks...I know it's been a while since I spoke 2 the majority of u that I considered my close friends that I've known/chatted with since the mid 90's.
The last 18 months have been about the most un-imaginable HELL I've ever expected that I would ever go through.

I lost an uncle,my dog,my house,my marriage,an aunt,a cousin and a grandmother since January of 2005...and I've since moved in with my mom 2 help her out and get 2 c my daughter every other weekend.Earlier this year,my mom started having trouble with her knees and she needed surgery to repair them.When she went in late last month 4 pre-op screening,they found a spot on her lung and had 2 postpone her knee surgery until they could i.d. the problem.Her biopsy was last Friday...and we got the results on Tuesday.

She has cancer in both lungs...2 tumors in her left and 1 in her right.
This woman has never smoked a day in her life...never worked around dangerous chemicals or carcinogens.It's just NOT FUCKING FAIR !!!
I hate 2 sound whiny or bitter...but it just tears me up inside 2 know that this is the LAST person I would ever expect 2 suffer from this and it's probably going 2 wind up killing her.

Those of u that hung out with me back in the day and even 4 those of u who don't know from Adam...please send up a good thought 4 her if u can...it would mean the world 2 us.

Peace and Love 2 all of u....

Chad
[Edited 11/25/06 12:08pm]

wow sending positive Energy to her and to you, Chat

Hi Chad, I'll keep you and your Mom in my prayers. Lots of positivity coming your way.

Damn man, I can feel what you must be experiencing. Don't give up, I truly believe that life throws this shit at you for a reason. Things will eventually get better.

ChadNPG69 said:

I know exactly how you feel.

I won't say none of that be strong bull sh*t cause you don't want to hear it. Just try to think straight because your mom need you right now.

You are both in my thoughts and prayers.

x

i hope things get better for you and your mom, chad-dahling.

wow....

I'll keep you and your mom in my prayers.

For all concerned...

I'm so sorry Chad. I will definitely keep you and your family in my prayers.

chad, yes it has been a long time

i am glad you can be there for your mother
help her fight this... i don't know if it is possible
in this case but if they can get the tumors out she could have a lot more time

everything you have been through just makes you painfully aware that
we have nothing if we don't have our health.
for your sake and for your daughters sake remember to take care of yourself
both physically and mentally...

and come here and bitch and whine all you want

Hi Chad, I'm sorry to hear that. I'm praying for you and Mom.

ChadNPG69 said:

Chad, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. I will definitely keep her in my prayers.

I'm definitely one of those that don't know you from Adam, but I like to look at everyone here as fam, whether I know them or not....

I wish you well and every prayer I can muster is yours....

Oh Chad My thoughts and prayers are with you!

ChadNPG69 said:

You're in my prayers in my family we attend/plan funerals the way most families have weddings so I know exactly how you feel.

Special prayers of healing for mom...
[Edited 11/24/06 16:06pm]

You got em!

Oh man, chad Some of us seem to bear bigger burdens in life than others. And it never seems fair. And I'm not going to lay the lines on you about God not giving us more than we can handle because sometimes I think that's not true. Sorry you've had too much to deal with and I hope you find peace or a way to deal with these hardships.

That's terrible.

you'll all be in my prayers