XxAxX said:

Steadwood said:

well, maybe 'cad' is too negative. after all, he was just trying to cheer you up.

Suffered terrible bouts over the years , traumatic childhood and all that crap . Was on a cocktail of anitidepressants for years which pretty much zombiefied me out , they didnt help the depression just masked everything .

To be honest at the moment Im feeling like going back on them what with one thing and another , I just feel incredibly lonely and its the most horrible feeling ever ....

Im OK tho ... just lonley

depressed as hell now..

Pochacco said:

Lonely is horrible.. I am always lonely

psychodelicide said:

My younger Brother has suffered from mass depression, after a very volatile marriage and heavy divorce, then his ex wife not allowing him to see his 3 kids, massive debt due to solicitors fees, eventually all this took toll on him.

Without going into too much detail, he began showing symptoms very similar to Schizophrenia and Bi-Polar disease, which caused all kinds of issues - Hallucinations, mood swings and he began to live in a Fantasy world etc etc.

I managed, with the help of a sister, to get him to a Doctor by tricking him. Then the bloody Doctor went and told him it was my Idea Nice one Doc

Anyway, good news is that he now has medication and after almost 2 years is a whole lot better - After his initial angriness at me for the trickery, he has forgiven me and can now see why I had to do it. In August he came to stay for a few days with my Family and it was great - He was like my Little brother again and not this stranger who he had become.

I don't remember the name the Doctor gave his illness, but it stemmed from a Serious level of Depression which just worsened into the above symptoms.

REDFEATHERS said:

me too... and I never want to say anything because it gets looked at as paranoia and smothering to others

big hug for both of you you're not alone (in any sense of the word)

Natisse said:

Me three. I hate being lonely, but always seem to be, even though Im happy with my own company, i just feel like everybody else is doing things with other people, fun things, all the time. And Im not.

susannah said:

There are probably more people who are lonely than we are aware..

REDFEATHERS said:

we need to form like a club or something

susannah said:

yeah.. and call it Prince.Org..

REDFEATHERS said:

What a cool idea! lets do it!




So, um, Ill see you there, like, Friday night?

susannah said:

.aaany day, alll dayy.. its not as if I have any friends or anywhere else to go..

XxAxX said:

Steadwood said:

okay, if you say so.

XxAxX said:

Don't be silly

Steadwood said:

well, you would know best

REDFEATHERS said:

Yeah who am I kidding. Im here now arent I?

XxAxX said:

You truly are the master of the baskets

Steadwood said:

*I* don't do naughty things like that.

XxAxX said:

Now don't come over all shy

Steadwood said:

you ARE a cad, sir!

XxAxX said:

Steadwood said:

i did not know that. well, sounds like fun. enjoy

Lots of Prince tunes and your good org buddies to console ya.

KoolEaze said:

If you´ve followed ll my advice above and you´re still depressed you should seriously consider professional help. Depression ain´t no joke. Then again, my program works miracles....

XxAxX said:

I will... but you'll have to sneak in the back way...

...and be quiet in case Ma Rosewood hears you

Steadwood said:

i'm sure he appreciates that, on some level

XxAxX said:

He's sorry... but says he'll be ready for you tomorrow

Steadwood said:

well, that's okay with me, actually.