and I am thoroughly frustrated, angry, and embarrassed! The reason why I am so angry is that the team we played was so far less athletically talented than us and we just shot ourselves in the foot. We had 125 yards in penalties! We looked worse than the fucking Raiders! 28 - 7 after leading 7 - 0 at half. we showed no heart. At the end of the game a couple of my shitheads got all pissed and started a fight. It was so ghetto. This is the first time in my 3 years of coaching that I am truly disappointed in a team and that I do not find coaching to be any fun any more. We are 3- 2 and at a serious crossroads going into league play. I need to step up my coaching game,,, My seniors need to step up and lead... if this doesn't happen its going to be a long season. I just hope something clicks and I don't get fired. This is pretty much the last guaranteed year on my contract. I've made playoffs in my previous two seasons,, but I just have a feeling with these kids its gonna be an uphill battle. I know I'm just emotional and pissed and I will be better with some rest. But fuck I need to step up my game and my players need to stop questioning themselves so gosh damn much! Tonight was not friday night lights out for us. Dammint

This is nothing new if you are a Detroit Lions fan.