my list for me

[b]1. A walking contradiction
2. short fused
3. hyper emotional
4. restless and never at peace
5. like to feel safe in my own little corner sometimes


yeah i admit im a F.U.I ( Fucked up indidvidual) but shit aint nobody perfect right?... have you come to terms of what you are?

yep, I came to terms with it years ago, it is what it is, but I don't dwell on it anymore, I just try to do right things and make it to the end of the day.

jerseykrs said:

me too man, me too it isnt easy you know

Finess said:

hell no that shit ain't easy. The worst is when people say, "aw, you're fine man!" when I know damn well I'm not. But whatever, just maintain.

jerseykrs said:

right and that pisses me off to no end,you ever get one of those headaches that literally shut your eyes for you?... that was me yesterday

Yep...

I'm:

1) A literal
2) A procrastinator
3) Disorganized
4) A loner
5) Often fearful of succeeding


I'm also:

1) Funny
2) Sincere
3) Intelligent
4) Artistic
5) Spiritual


That second list is usually harder to admit to than the first one, though...

Byron said:

see i got some of that too, fear of sucess oh hell yeah!!!

Finess said:

... why a walking contradiction?


I have come to terms with what I am but I regret more as I grow older. I would love to have my life over to put right the things I've done wrong in the past.

Thinking about who I am:

I am:

1. Kind hearted
2. Over-sensitive
3. Like Byron, a procrastinator
4. Unreliable
5. I find it difficult to express emotion.

Reincarnate said:

as long as you have known me, i have always contradicted myself and my ideas, its like theres another me in my head fightin' for somethin' but no idea what

I don't think I know myself at all.

Finess said:[quote]

Reincarnate said:

I've never seen you as contradictory ... but I agree with the "hot headed"

i'm a drunk

Dewrede said:

Reincarnate said:[quote]

Finess said:

hahahaha.. yeah but i chilled out alot, im still the hot headed Rican ya know and love

jerseykrs said:

I am...
naive
very paranoid (to the point I drive people away)
negative
sometimes lazy
nowhere near as intelligent as I'd like to say I am

I am also...
kind
openminded
loving
caring
independant
honest
friendly

Impatient of others
Disingenuous
Angry
Emotionally inhibited
Careless

Dewrede said:

me too.

Byron said:

This could describe me pretty well, too. But what did you mean by "a literal?"

jerseykrs said:

amen my brother

Byron said:

Ooh, good timing.

I'm dishonest
Unrealistic
Critical
Negative
Antisocial
Elitist

OK this is really hard because I don't know completely...

I am..
* loud
* somewhat contrary (as in, I won't do this because people want me to )
* definitely contradictory
* lazy (I only do things like cleaning when I want to)
* unable to take most things seriously. only very serious things get taken seriously by me.
* spoiled

Ack, I've run out of things to say...can't think of anything else...

I am

spoilt (not materially, but I always want my own way)
a total know it all (see above)
judgemental
a hermit
a chronic daydreamer
I have a chip on my shoulder
and Im too aggravational.

But Im also funny
sincere
kind
very giving
intelligent
and I believe in myself

So I really couldn't care less

susannah said:

Protege said:

See, I just realized that last line is proof of that one little asterisk. I *am* lazy. And kind of proud of it.

No-one ever got anywhere being realistic.

Shit.

INSATIABLE said:

Oh yeah Im elitist too.

But not against bunnies!!!