days where you feel like you are stuck inside a dryer set on tumble and the buzzer is broke so you just keep flip flopping around.

I just wanna be good and do good and feel like I am needed. But I am so not needed in most situations.

At work I feel like I can never do enough,with my family I feel like everything I am is just so at odds with everything they are and I do nothing but make them scratch their heads and go WTF??, with Rich and those few who I love I feel like they could do much better than me and that what I give isn't half of what they need, so at times I just give up and avoid people.

I feel so down today...and I don't know what else to do.

I need love.

Love me.

WE LOVE YOU SWEENY!!
You made my day by posting the link to Magni..

We need you and love you!!



Your awesome but I know how you feel- we all go through this!
It sucks! Just remember you always have us to vent to...

Would going for a walk help?

shanti0608 said:

Thanks hon

applekisses said:

Maybe

I just had a really odd convo with my teaching partner for this year that didn't go to well and I'm taking it a little too hard.

this calls for ice cream. and chocolate.
Sweeny, you're so fucking cool, you're off the cool meter scale. this too shall pass

I love you, Sweeny. It's a fake Internet love, but surely's it better than nothing.

j/k

purplerein said:

Thanks

kidelrich said:

it is

kidelrich said:

Sweeny79 said:

Go for a walk and clear your head see if that helps clear the sky for you, ok?

Sweeny79 said:

i'm feeling down myself today. i'm lost and don't know where i'm going.... sorry.

God, I'm crying like a baby here... I don't know why I let people get to me.

Sweeny79 said:

Sweeny79 said:

sometimes it's easier to go numb.

I've got cramps, I'm all bloated, my tummy hurts, my boobs are swollen, I'm feeling unloved, but dammit, I refuse to let it get me down!

Let's get up and keep going, girls...

Sweeny79 said:

Awww baby Maybe you need to concentrate on yourself for a while Come back stronger to be able to spread yourself around to all those around you without breaking

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

Actually, I'd say forget yourself for awhile. Go out with your hubby and get sloshed. He can drive you home!

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

I totally agree...go for a walk...indulge yourself...take a bubble bath...lie on the couch in your robe and watch TV...buy youself some flowers.... You'll be ok, sweeners.

applekisses said:

Now that I think of it, we didn't paint each others toenails on my trip! Next time

Thank you so much guys


Sometimes, if it's healthy or not I don't know or care, sometimes... I don't know what I would do without you guys.

Orgnote me, it's my turn to help you like you've helped me.

I'm feeling low today. I've just been crying (in fact, that's the first time I've cried in about 2 years), I'm just hiding it from you all right now, tomorrow I'll probably have a full-blown depressing explosion.

Kim, let's have miserable chats.

Spookymuffin said:

Ok...maybe yahoo...ok? Give me a few to calm down

Sweeny79 said:

No tengo yahoo, tienes MSN? El tuyo marcha con MSN? Dáme tu email.

Spookymuffin said:

Well I was thinking voice chat .... less typing while blinded by tears the better

I don't have msn do they have voice chat??

Pease answer in English.

I don't know but I think we need to get Mach on this and find out what the hell is going on in the stars or universe or something- DAMN!
Hugs to all of us..

Sweeny79 said:

While crying isn't necessarily a bad thing, hope you are feeling a little more "up" soon.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

OHSHIT! OMG! We've been planning that for years!!!! I had the color picked out and everything

shanti0608 said:

My horoscope today:

You are extremely motivated now, yet it's crucial that you slow your pace so you don't waste precious energy. Avoid swinging impulsively into action, especially around issues of romance and recreation. Try not to become too obsessive about these things or you'll end up taking the fun out of the lighter side of your life.


tomorrow:

Chances are you already pushed your energies over the top. Now it may be time to pull back. Unfortunately, that won't be likely today as your plans become even larger in scale. Keep in mind that details count more than you realize -- and the sooner you integrate them, the better it will be in the long run. If you do choose to avoid what's important, you may have to pay for your poor judgment sooner than you think.



Something is going on

Sweeny79 said:

Yahoo and Microsoft did a deal - orgnote me your email and I think I'll be able to add you even though you're on yahoo im. They do voice chat but I don't have a mic and I'll have to lock all my doors por culpa de mis hermanos. WHY THE FUCK DO I KEEP SLIPPING INTO SPANISH? Oh my God I figured it out....It's a psychological link between Guiness and Spain because I only drunk Guiness in Spain - that's phenomenal. Anyway, back on track..I really want to help you so..yeah - orgnote your email.