Imago said:

IstenSzek said:

I didn't put that fact in the top 10 becuase EVERYBODY knows already.

Imago said:

despite you trying to be so subtle about it

IstenSzek said:

You should grow your hair back out though. I like hair on you. I gives a man somethign to grab on to.

1) I was abused in a very bad way when I was young.
2) I didn't want any children till i was 30 but got pregnant when i was 21.
3) Never regretted the pregnancy although a lot of ppl told me to get an abortion.
4) When I read in the paper that my abuser died his grandchild was sitting next to me in a public swimming pool (without me knowing it)
5) I am very insecure although the ppl in my surrounding think i am not.
6) I was able to let go of my bitterness and hatred towards some ppl due to therapy.
7) I know I have to make some hard decsions to get happy again but I know deep inside that I will come out stronger.
8) I am in love.
9) I sometimes scream to God and think he doesn't hear me
10) I am very isolated from friends and family and have found some ppl online that I love so much I would do almost anything for them.

Imago said:

AndGodCreatedMe said:

AndGodCreatedMe said:

alright already. After being on this site for almost 5 years (I think) I'm not sure there are 10 things about me that ya'll don't know that I'm willing to share. But here goes nothing.

1) I'm hyper caffeine sensitive. If I have something caffeinated past about 10:30am it can keep me up till 2am. It's also a bit like crack to me. I get really get super high and buzzed off of it.
2) When I was 7, my turtle won the grand championship turtle race. I won 7 dollars and a little plastic trophy.
3) I have scratches all over my feet cause my kitty insists on attacking them in my sleep. I still can't bring myself to have her declawed.
4) I get really upset when I don't like my hair. It can make me not want to leave the house. Fortunately, this almost never happens anymore.
5) I once wanted to start my own business as a party planner.
6) I was going to go back to school this fall, but I've pushed it off until winter.
7) I wish I had prettier feet.
8) I'm not much of a music collector, despite being a rabid fan. For example, the majority of my Prince music collection has been gifts from people (read: orgers). I don't even own all of the studio albums. This tends to surprise orgers a LOT when I meet them in person.
9) My first all ages show at First Avenue was Public Enemy, Fear of a Black Planet tour. I was 14.
10) I'm currently utterly broke. I'm considering seeking out a financial advisor soon cause despite my being incredible at math, I can't ever seem to be bothered to make myself out a budget. It may be time I pay someone to do it all for me.

AndGodCreatedMe said:

CarrieMpls said:

That's so cute!

AndGodCreatedMe said:

Spookymuffin said:

i know.

Spookymuffin said:

Cute?

It's true, though. When I used to get bored at work I'd write out long, complex equations for myself to solve, yet I never even balance my check book.

AndGodCreatedMe said:

you are a very strong woman, but i really want to give you a hug right now...

Fauxie said:

My first kiss was when I was 17 and I had sex for the first time with him a few days later.

shanti0608 said:

My whole life I've always said I didn't want to be a parent. Over the last year or so, my mind is beginning to change. I'm having a hard time figuring out if it's biological, or what I truly, deeply want.
[Edited 8/13/06 8:46am]

ok..10 MORE things about me:
1)i don't smoke
2)i don't drink
3)i don't have kids
4)i don't do(or have done) drugs of any kind
5)i can't eat hagendaas ice cream
6)i grew up on the southside of chicago
7)i'm left-handed
8)i've been in fashion shows
9)i go to bed with socks on. i can't stand not having anything on my feet.
10) i like hot dogs


[Edited 8/13/06 9:32am]

Ok, I'll try this.

1) I was born with a hole in my skull and was supposed to have brain surgery due to a possible tumour. They decided that I shouldn't have it done at the last second (thank god, since it turned out to be nothing serious). I have a metal pin in my head covering the hole.

2) I am a sucker for animals in need and have taken in way too many strays.

3) I am tough as nails on the outside but really I am a huge softy and can be very sensitive.

4) I really despise my father, and that's actually very painful to me.

5) I had an eating disorder when I was 21 and I still have body issues today.

6) I am a total masochist in so many ways.

7) I used to be really horrible with money and spending but I now have everything under control.

8) I am really addicted to shoes.

9) I am a little too into my "crush".

10) I have never done any drugs other than pot on two occasions and I hated it.

brownsugar said:

10a. i like to inflict pain

CarrieMpls said:

Biological I'd suspect.

1)i smoke
2)i drink
3)i don't have kids
4)i've have done hash/weed but i'll not do anything harder.
5)i love to masturbate in public
6)i hate the society that surrounds me
7)i'm left-handed
8)i've been in love too many times to count and it's always ended disastrously
9)i still usually sleep with the light on, but normally because i can't be arsed to turn it off.
10) i like toffee popcorn.

CarrieMpls said:

Strange isn't it??

thought of a few more about things about myself..

* I feel inadequate as a woman most if the time because I have small breasts

* I make an awesome carrot cake that I get many requests for on b-days & holidays

* I have the most annoying habit of chewing my finger nails when I am nervous

* when I was younger (MUCH younger) I loved the Bay City Rollers so much that I asked for a BCR outfit for Christmas- and I got it...

* I was born left handed but my school said they only had right handed scissors so they made me write with my right hand.. I still do a lot with my left hand though..
[Edited 8/13/06 10:10am]

hey, people r double posting.. and since it's a new day I'll add a few more

1) Half of my closet consists of black t-shirts and jeans
2) I'm living with my brother and his new room is all blue
3) At this moment I don't really have a paying job but am still overworked
4) My driver's permit expired last year but still makes for an awsome photo ID
5) I hope to move out of this city in the next few years
6) There are no pets in the house nowadays
7) I still have a fear of deep water even though I've done swimming and diving
8) I'm actually writing this as procastination for running or skating


gotta end it here cuz I'm leaving to do a few more things

CarrieMpls said:

that is so cute

JustErin said:

Imago said:

yeah yeah


whatev

LleeLlee said:

hey Llee,

i got a new fruit juicer and saucepan,
wanna come over for some coffee or
tea and bisquits?

kind regards

isten.

Spookymuffin said:

Could be...

But I also have always said I have very, very high expectations of what I think parenting involves and I didn't think I'd ever live up to those expectations myself. Heck, I didn't necessarily want to. But my perspective on myself has changed a great deal over the last year or so though, so it's maybe partly that too.

That and the hormones.

IstenSzek said:

Sounds good, we could try the juicer out on your Plums.

I'll be there around midnight.

kind regards
Lleena