How can we expect Anx to change himself when he wont' even change his underwear.

Anx said:

yeah i know...

man, i'm tired it's 1.42am here... gotta log off!

Anx said:

i wish more smokers had your view on things.

Mach said:

all from within yourself?

Imago said:

weren't you the high bidder on my last auction for used manties on eGay?

Natisse said:

I used to be twisted and evil, now I'm good, mellow and tolerant... I started to lose friends back then! People didn't want to hang...

Oh yeah, I used to be so nearsighted that I was legally blind without glasses... so I got Lasik back in 1999. Worked out great!

I used to be so out of shape (no muscle, a bit skinny), so I joined a gym in 1998... now I'm in good enough shape to where people remark on it.

Anx said:

ufoclub said:

good for you

Natisse said:

yes ... and that was the hardest part

though many of those things came form outsiders also

OMG THEE absolute biggest thing I've changed was quitting smoking.

I tryed and failed about 5 times maybe.

The last time, I just prayed and prayed. I put myself on prayer chains and just had faith that God would help me.

Looking back I STILL don't know how I did it.

I really believe there was a higher power involved.

luv4all7 said:

everything has a higher power, whether it be inner strength or something bigger than us guides us in a direction that we have trouble on going. when we want to go right something tells us to turn left and its usually the right choice.

Hey Nat,

I do it by not lookin' at it as change,
but more like becoming more who I really am.

Illustrator said:

hey stranger so good to see you here!! and that's a great way to look at it... thank you

I think wanting to change is more imprtant than thinking you should change.

NDRU said:

good point intention IS very important

... and sometimes, situations force us to change.

ThreadBare said:

ain't that the truth!

ufoclub said:

I woke up with your song Guinevere in my head this morning!!

I would like a change, but it's not me I need to change, it's everything around me

I've changed plenty over the years, but I change with the times so it's just a matter of figuring out who changed in what way. Just a little bit at a time I guess, making one thing, fixing it when it's broken, getting angry at starting it in the first place, being pround of the disasterous leftovers, etc.

I just got a new "design studio" that basically is a newly painted room with a computer and am in the process of renovating a house and websites. This full time job seems like it's without pay but all the hours of labour that goes into it balances itself out for the place I get to live in as a return so it's alright for the next year or so.

Change is all around.

In my professions (teaching special ed, Coaching high school basketball football) one must always be evolving. Yes your find certain tricks in the bag that are always your go to tools, but If you don't evolve as a coach or teacher you go the way of the dodo bird. Thats also the case in life. I never wanna be one of those, guys that says you know the problem with your generation,,, you need to learn to manipulate your core values to be able to fit in with this so called generation. Evolution is the only way to grow and maintain a healthy productive mental life!

Natisse said:

The world is as you choose to percieve it. You can only be as you percieve you are. However we have the ability to change our minds. I've changed my world by changing my mind. See it, and it will be.

Org Note me for more info

MickG said:

hey MickG, do you recognize the alter account?

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