having the worst afternoon...

ever had one of those moments where u feel like the biggest ass and there's nothing u can do about it?
everything i've done has been a hardcore fuckup since about 3o'clock this afternoon..

it's like everything i've said has been SHIT.


i just want to crawl in a hole and die...


thought i'd just rant a bit...as u all were.

I've been living that shit since about 2001

jerseykrs2 said:

SammiJ said:

luv4all7 said:

thanks

I got married in 2001. Sometimes I'd like to rewind too. But other times. I would not change a thing. Just keep going and trying to live the best ya can. The alternative is not going and growing. It's a difficult balance this life we got. Until you reach.

SammiJ said:

OMG DON'T CRY!!!!!
(If ya wanna talk.....)
Awwwww.

at the moment I want a fast forward button to summer

Therapy taught me to just try and make it to the end of each day. So, that's what I do.

july said:

its just no matter who i talk to i get them mad, like christ, what am i saying?
i feel like i've been campaigning for satan or hitler or something and everyone hates me...

fuck.

ZombieKitten said:

yeah id like a fast forward to school so i can have something to focus on...

SammiJ said:

SammiJ said:

there have been times where that was the story of my life, girl.

it'll get better.

JasmineFire said:

thanks

i tried sleeping it off, hoping i'd sleep thru the night until work next morning...
only go two hours, now my sleep for the night is fuck'd

oye!

yaknow, forget REWIND or FASTFORWARD...



... i need an ESCAPE button

SammiJ said:

that happened to me yesterday! i thought i would go to bed early but i only ended up taking a diso nap and was restless for the rest of the night and exhausted in the morning. ah well, such is life.

jerseykrs2 said:

he's right

Sorry your day was poopy, Sammi

SammiJ said:

There's always tomorrow baby!!

Sweeny79 said:

thanks

well, it's just after 9 here
maybe i'll go watch tv or something

thought i'd try writing, but that's all gone 2 shit too

gemini13 said:

thanks!
i think 2morrow after work im going to work out some aggression @ the gym...

SammiJ said:

wouldn't that be nice, though? a button you could press and it sends you into some alternate universe or something until you felt ready to deal with the world. i think everyone needs one of those once and awhile.

JasmineFire said:

oh for SURE
i can't wait for the weekend!

Don't sweat the small stuff SammiJ!

Besides, in you're next life, you'll be given ample opportunity to makeup for it, such is the way karma works.

Aww SammiJ- I am sorry

Right now I want a fastforward button then I could use a pause button

Imago said:

that's true
it's just hard dealing with it in the now you know?

jazz seems to be soothing right now, so i'm slowly getting thru it...

shanti0608 said:

if only life were that easy

Awww... just think though... tomorrow all of this will be forgotten. If not by you, right away, by others involved. I know it may not seem like it now but, trust me... soon, today won't be a thought in your pretty little mind.

Try and relax and focus on things that did go well today.

Mazurack said:

thanks

SammiJ said:

Hugs to ya, baby...

If all else fails, take a Tylenol PM and try and doze it off.