I realise I'm going to get the obligitory eye-rolls from a lot of people here for this thread but I wanted to say bye. my account will be deleted in under 18 hours from now and I'd be lying if I said I won't want to come back sometime in the future... but I won't because I need to move on

There are many wonderful people and memories here that I will always cherish - some more than others. those that I'm still close to will keep in contact by other means hopefully. there are many of you who I still wish I was closer to and even more that I have been close to and seem to have lost that... THAT'S the most heartbreaking bit

anyway... this is me out

take care guys

Can I have your locker?

why ?

yes father you can and Chris I'm sorry you've got my email though right?

Look after your baht, as you will only get one in this life.

How sad, DON'T GO!

TheBahtMaster said:

funny enough that's exactly what I'm trying to do lol

Natisse said:

That's a good girl.

may the goddess grace your life with beauty, compassion and understanding

Mach said:

Who is this goddess you speak of? Does she not have baht like everyone else?

TheBahtMaster said:

OMG ( goddess )

hush you ...she will knock you on your BAHT for disrespecting her

Mach said:

Just want to make sure her baht is ok.

Mach.

no eyerolls here... there is always purpose to our actions
whatever happens i hope you find peace

and most of all enjoy the time now with your brother

emm said:

wow... thank you Emm for remembering that he has literally hours left in Australia now and is very excited. thank you again for rememebering take care

TheBahtMaster said:

best BAHT EVER !!!

Bye bye.

You know what my response would be so I'm not going to say it.

Still makes me sad, though.

Friends forever, you know that.

to look back over photographs
spilling on the page
to see the smiles that light our face
was it not a stage?
the sun that shone those days has turned dim and grey
I miss those days I miss that sun
but I know it's gone by actions said and done

I don't need to be told anything
I can see it written on the walls
I'm not silly

sometimes mistakes are made in the blink of an eye with good intentions
that shake your world to the core
still mistakes they are... it's my own bed I make and lie in
still I miss friends I've made

onenitealone said:

you, my gorgeous friend, are stuck with me to the end... aint no getting rid of me now

I love you

Aww...Nat...I'm so sorry to see you go
I hope you do decide to ocme back one day. You'll be missed Take care of yourself, sweetie.

onenitealone said:

Im with him

I sure as hell hope ill never lose touch with you

Take care honey, stay smiling and Im sure we'll speak soon

Take care of you, Natisse..

applekisses said:

thank you sweetie I'll probably be back one day... in the future sometime. for a long while though I need space and time to remember who it is I am

take good care hon

Natisse said:

Don't make me





You know I love you, hun. I just hope you're okay.

Good times ahead!

onenitealone said:

will call you tonight hon

thank you to those who replied it means more than you know that you cared enough to take the time... and thank you to those who noticeably (to me, anyway) didn't as it speaks volumes and makes things even clearer


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see you next year

Nat... despite the fact that ur a very nice person, I'm scared of you sometimes.


Will welcome you back when you return

You mean we are truly free to leave this place any time we want?

Honestly, there are a good number of diffrent people here.

most are enjoyable.

some are real assholes.

some are real sweethearts.

it sure is a shame when we loose one of the sweetest hears.