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Spookymuffin said: CinisterCee said: There ya go, folks. 
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DiscoballStallion said: Spookymuffin said:  thanks motherfucker. you spoke my language. I will never change. Ever. I'll still crack sick jokes, I'll still want really hardcore sex. 
By the way, what's "virgin(ish)"? Did you stick it in and then pull out and run away? Everything but penetration. I'm saving that. That's special. BTW...my ex's name is Ben. Which is weird because there's this guy I have a crush on who looks like an actor who plays a character named Ben on a t.v. show....The ironicalness of my life. Life's weird. This all came up again cause I was shaving myself down there today (my, my it feels good now!) and I noticed how incredibly sexual I am compared to my friends (I blame Prince) - I'm fucking sexual - I'm open about sexuality, open to sexuality and in love with sexual expression. Unfortunately, my social circle and most of England isn't. Therein lies the problem. And those that are, are also (and I hate to say this) usually very ugly and far older than me.
I can't help but feel that the girl that gets me, or makes the fucking effort is gonna be in for one helluva ride  Even moreso if she isn't as sexual as I am, cause I'll make her. | |
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CarrieMpls said: Spookymuffin said: Thanks
You're a truly great person Carrie. I kinda wanna tell you all things, how I felt and such...I did it once before, but it's weird, and it gets me nowhere, since I don't even know where I'm heading with these thoughts. One thing's for sure; I fucking hate being single, and I fucking hate being this fucking sexually-pent up. It's infuriating. Even worse when you've got 15 year old girls who wanna take you to bed but you have to much of a moral conscience to chase them. I'm 18 this october... I'm still a fucking virgin. It sounds like that's my issue, but there's so much more...so much more. It's just that - well, if I can find someone that loves me for who I am, I think that'll put everything else at bay for a while...gimme more time to deal with the other issues...gimme more self-confidence to ignore half of them, or for them to even go away. It's all kinda fucked up. Sometimes I don't know where my head is. It's got really bad before and I've hurt myself. It's not nice. Paradoxically right now I both feel fine, and miserable. It's a pathetic fallacy. First off- good for you, that you're not taking advantage of 15 year old girls you don't care much for. You're being true to yourself and not harming other people. As much as it sucks, you're doing SUCH a good thing for yourself. And as for the rest, I've been in similar places that you are now. And I know how you feel. But there's always gonna be that one thing that you feel like, if I can JUST get this in order, everything else will work themselves out. And that ONE thing is usually the thing we have the least control over. Best thing to do is take inventory of what you DO have control over and make sure you're taking positive steps in those areas. I'd like to say the rest will fall into place, but it isn't always that easy. For me, though, just knowing I'm working on some of the things that are bothering me, helps me get through the shit things that I'm not happy with yet. ya know? And you can talk to me any time. I don't want you hurting yourself. Thanks for the advice Carrie. My problem is that I also can't help but think I do have control over my love-life (hate calling it that); there's another girl - exactly my age - who keeps dropping hints that she wants to fuck me (like asking me if I'm going to London alone, because she is), and I would so gladly fuck her, because she's hot. Unfortunately, she's from a social circle I hate, not into thinking too deep...essentially, she doesn't have a personality I like, and it puts me right off. I dunno - I have focused on everything I have control over, like my body - whose health I have almost become obsessed with (which is why I am so fucking pleased to see you doing what you're doing...I get quite emotional about it it's pathetic). | |
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kidelrich said: Getting wasted didn't help? It usually solves every problem, while often giving you new and interesting problems to deal with.
like how to go to the loo. | |
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Spookymuffin said: CarrieMpls said: First off- good for you, that you're not taking advantage of 15 year old girls you don't care much for. You're being true to yourself and not harming other people. As much as it sucks, you're doing SUCH a good thing for yourself. And as for the rest, I've been in similar places that you are now. And I know how you feel. But there's always gonna be that one thing that you feel like, if I can JUST get this in order, everything else will work themselves out. And that ONE thing is usually the thing we have the least control over. Best thing to do is take inventory of what you DO have control over and make sure you're taking positive steps in those areas. I'd like to say the rest will fall into place, but it isn't always that easy. For me, though, just knowing I'm working on some of the things that are bothering me, helps me get through the shit things that I'm not happy with yet. ya know? And you can talk to me any time. I don't want you hurting yourself. Thanks for the advice Carrie. My problem is that I also can't help but think I do have control over my love-life (hate calling it that); there's another girl - exactly my age - who keeps dropping hints that she wants to fuck me (like asking me if I'm going to London alone, because she is), and I would so gladly fuck her, because she's hot. Unfortunately, she's from a social circle I hate, not into thinking too deep...essentially, she doesn't have a personality I like, and it puts me right off. I dunno - I have focused on everything I have control over, like my body - whose health I have almost become obsessed with (which is why I am so fucking pleased to see you doing what you're doing...I get quite emotional about it it's pathetic).Hermione? | |
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Spookymuffin said: DiscoballStallion said: Everything but penetration. I'm saving that. That's special. BTW...my ex's name is Ben. Which is weird because there's this guy I have a crush on who looks like an actor who plays a character named Ben on a t.v. show....The ironicalness of my life. Life's weird. This all came up again cause I was shaving myself down there today (my, my it feels good now!) and I noticed how incredibly sexual I am compared to my friends (I blame Prince) - I'm fucking sexual - I'm open about sexuality, open to sexuality and in love with sexual expression. Unfortunately, my social circle and most of England isn't. Therein lies the problem. And those that are, are also (and I hate to say this) usually very ugly and far older than me.
I can't help but feel that the girl that gets me, or makes the fucking effort is gonna be in for one helluva ride Even moreso if she isn't as sexual as I am, cause I'll make her. Oh my God...I've found my Gemini Twin. BTW...I need to cut some corners down there. The valley is getting a little thick on the way to the forest...anyway...Here's a lil' tip...when a girl likes you, ignore the HELL out of here. That drives chicks CRAZY.  Lance is SO a bottom  | |
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kidelrich said: Spookymuffin said: Thanks for the advice Carrie. My problem is that I also can't help but think I do have control over my love-life (hate calling it that); there's another girl - exactly my age - who keeps dropping hints that she wants to fuck me (like asking me if I'm going to London alone, because she is), and I would so gladly fuck her, because she's hot. Unfortunately, she's from a social circle I hate, not into thinking too deep...essentially, she doesn't have a personality I like, and it puts me right off. I dunno - I have focused on everything I have control over, like my body - whose health I have almost become obsessed with (which is why I am so fucking pleased to see you doing what you're doing...I get quite emotional about it it's pathetic).Hermione? I wish! I really do wish! There wouldn't be any questions then though - fuck the personality, I'm getting in there. | |
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Spookymuffin said: kidelrich said: Hermione? I wish! I really do wish! There wouldn't be any questions then though - fuck the personality, I'm getting in there.There's nothing wrong with penetrating circles. My i'm saucey today... Lance is SO a bottom | |
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DiscoballStallion said: Spookymuffin said: Life's weird. This all came up again cause I was shaving myself down there today (my, my it feels good now!) and I noticed how incredibly sexual I am compared to my friends (I blame Prince) - I'm fucking sexual - I'm open about sexuality, open to sexuality and in love with sexual expression. Unfortunately, my social circle and most of England isn't. Therein lies the problem. And those that are, are also (and I hate to say this) usually very ugly and far older than me.
I can't help but feel that the girl that gets me, or makes the fucking effort is gonna be in for one helluva ride Even moreso if she isn't as sexual as I am, cause I'll make her. Oh my God...I've found my Gemini Twin. BTW...I need to cut some corners down there. The valley is getting a little thick on the way to the forest...anyway...Here's a lil' tip...when a girl likes you, ignore the HELL out of here. That drives chicks CRAZY. I know - I almost had a girl once. So very close, but things fell apart. | |
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DiscoballStallion said: Spookymuffin said: I wish! I really do wish! There wouldn't be any questions then though - fuck the personality, I'm getting in there.There's nothing wrong with penetrating circles. My i'm saucey today... Go squeeze out a few knuckle children. | |
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Spookymuffin said: CarrieMpls said: First off- good for you, that you're not taking advantage of 15 year old girls you don't care much for. You're being true to yourself and not harming other people. As much as it sucks, you're doing SUCH a good thing for yourself. And as for the rest, I've been in similar places that you are now. And I know how you feel. But there's always gonna be that one thing that you feel like, if I can JUST get this in order, everything else will work themselves out. And that ONE thing is usually the thing we have the least control over. Best thing to do is take inventory of what you DO have control over and make sure you're taking positive steps in those areas. I'd like to say the rest will fall into place, but it isn't always that easy. For me, though, just knowing I'm working on some of the things that are bothering me, helps me get through the shit things that I'm not happy with yet. ya know? And you can talk to me any time. I don't want you hurting yourself. Thanks for the advice Carrie. My problem is that I also can't help but think I do have control over my love-life (hate calling it that); there's another girl - exactly my age - who keeps dropping hints that she wants to fuck me (like asking me if I'm going to London alone, because she is), and I would so gladly fuck her, because she's hot. Unfortunately, she's from a social circle I hate, not into thinking too deep...essentially, she doesn't have a personality I like, and it puts me right off. I dunno - I have focused on everything I have control over, like my body - whose health I have almost become obsessed with (which is why I am so fucking pleased to see you doing what you're doing...I get quite emotional about it it's pathetic).But there you are. If you really wanted her, you would have by now. It's SUCH a cliche, but you just haven't met the right girl yet. You will. Waiting for it drives you batty, but when you do you're gonna have a fantastic time. |
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Spookymuffin said: DiscoballStallion said: There's nothing wrong with penetrating circles. My i'm saucey today... Go squeeze out a few knuckle children. Not on mom's computer.
Aww who am I kidding.... *puts Vaseline in the microwave* Lance is SO a bottom | |
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DiscoballStallion said: Spookymuffin said: Go squeeze out a few knuckle children. Not on mom's computer.
Aww who am I kidding.... *puts Vaseline in the microwave*  | |
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CarrieMpls said: Spookymuffin said: Thanks for the advice Carrie. My problem is that I also can't help but think I do have control over my love-life (hate calling it that); there's another girl - exactly my age - who keeps dropping hints that she wants to fuck me (like asking me if I'm going to London alone, because she is), and I would so gladly fuck her, because she's hot. Unfortunately, she's from a social circle I hate, not into thinking too deep...essentially, she doesn't have a personality I like, and it puts me right off. I dunno - I have focused on everything I have control over, like my body - whose health I have almost become obsessed with (which is why I am so fucking pleased to see you doing what you're doing...I get quite emotional about it it's pathetic).But there you are. If you really wanted her, you would have by now. It's SUCH a cliche, but you just haven't met the right girl yet. You will. Waiting for it drives you batty, but when you do you're gonna have a fantastic time.I know  | |
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DiscoballStallion said: Spookymuffin said: Go squeeze out a few knuckle children. Not on mom's computer.
Aww who am I kidding.... *puts Vaseline in the microwave* | |
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Spookymuffin said: DiscoballStallion said: Not on mom's computer.
Aww who am I kidding.... *puts Vaseline in the microwave* Lube means it's taking too long to finish yourself off. A tip: wear something sexy tonight and surprise yourself with flowers. It's all about the foreplay. | |
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kidelrich said: Spookymuffin said: Lube means it's taking too long to finish yourself off. A tip: wear something sexy tonight and surprise yourself with flowers. It's all about the foreplay. 
I know the best way to jerk myself off. Makes me go places every fucking time. It's one helluva orgasm. | |
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kidelrich said: Spookymuffin said: Lube means it's taking too long to finish yourself off. A tip: wear something sexy tonight and surprise yourself with flowers. It's all about the foreplay. Actually, I perform lubeless. I love the friction. I'm gonna start a fire one day. [Edited 6/25/06 14:05pm] Lance is SO a bottom | |
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It's designed to be that way  . | |
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nurse said: It's designed to be that way
. Oy. Lance is SO a bottom | |
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DiscoballStallion said: nurse said: It's designed to be that way
. Oy.Well-it is, but the key is how you deal with the everyday trials and such  . | |
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Spookymuffin said: 
Just...I dunno. It's a bit shit, isn't it?  at times it is a bit shit yes ... but no one says you have to make th shit your focus ...
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nurse said: DiscoballStallion said: Oy.Well-it is, but the key is how you deal with the everyday trials and such .Oh. You were talking about something else...Oopseth Lance is SO a bottom | |
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kidelrich said: Spookymuffin said: Lube means it's taking too long to finish yourself off. A tip: wear something sexy tonight and surprise yourself with flowers. It's all about the foreplay. I think the opposite. For me, I always thought that one of the biggest advantages of self-pleasure was that you don't have to look your best. | |
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I dont know but I'm getting sick fed up with it all!!  | |
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katt said: I dont know but I'm getting sick fed up with it all!!
Everytime I masterbate, I kill your avatar. Lance is SO a bottom | |
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DiscoballStallion said: katt said: I dont know but I'm getting sick fed up with it all!!
Everytime I masterbate, I kill your avatar. Did I forget 2 mention I have got violent this weather so be quiet  | |
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Spookymuffin said:
Just...I dunno. It's a bit shit, isn't it? Shit is the fertilizer from which life springs forth. .....or some shit like that.  | |
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dude, you're 18.
most people don't lose their virginity till 18 or later. just chill, something will happen. if you don't ignore these thigns and just work and go about your way as normal, nothing good will come off it. it's only when we're not trying too hard that good things come our way. the reason is that life DOES have a purpose and something behind it (i am convinced it's not merely a huge machine or automaton) and these are lessons for you... you will grow in time and soon you will simply not care or worry as much, but you'll be having a lot of fun instead if you LEARN HOW TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY. you've almost finished school, so your universe is about to get a lot bigger and that means more opportunities, (more lessons too) and ultimately a lot more fun leading to some kind of contentment and getting your head together towards 30, where is where i am now. and trust me dude, you're not a bad lookin' fella, there'll be at least several women to meet you in the next few years. take it from me, you've just jumped in the swimming pool - soon it'll be time to meet all the other fish in the real world... you'll be in for some good times...just have faith in yourself and your HIGHER PURPOSE... all will follow, and i'm not trying to be cliched or cheesy... as the old orger Mr Bliss had in his sig, "follow your bliss"!
. [Edited 6/25/06 19:17pm] | |
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