I left my failed relationship.....

Hope you feel ok. Or at least not too bad.

I feel I should say, "Well done," but I'm sure you don't want to hear that so instead ...

sj1600 said:

you think he's deaf????

i know that was a big step to make... like we talked about its the steps in process U need to take for the plans n goals U are setting for urself

RICHARD-

Congratulations on making a brave and painful decision. This is a GIANT step on your journey to yourself. I applaud, respect & admire you.



CHRIS

sj1600 said:

Quite honestly I feel horrible. But I feel so great at the same time. I don't know how I could feel both at once but I do I have been trying to put this relationship on life support for so long and I can't fight the tide that is my life. I am going in certain directions and this thing was hurting me. Now I can work on clearing my head and clearing my heart for more important things that I have to do

purplekisses said:

Well PK, I'm glad that you got to witness the old me for the last time. Last night I became someone else

...Freedom
[Edited 6/9/06 9:39am]

good 4 u. i know you'll be fine.

madartista said:

I was so afraid and when I got out of the car I prayed for my spirit to lead me and it did

you are making life affirming decisions all over the place these days baby!

the important part is that you are loving yourself by moving on
the best gift we can give ourselves
we love you supa!!

emm said:

I guess I figure I better just do it all at once I am really at a crossroads and I know which road I need to travel. We have been together for 5 years so it was so hard for me to do what I did. I need peace within myself if I'm ever to truly bring peace to others

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

weed out your garden

Rhondab said:

I am my own hoe!!!

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

no comment

JasmineFire said:

at least I'm not being pimped

you made a very brave move. being the breaker-upper is hard to do because you're the initiator, and thusly you're assigned the role of "asshole" instead of "victim"...though of course, in time both of those labels are proven to be false.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

true.

Anx said:

Well I was definitely the victim and allowing myself to be victimized by staying. Greg is emotionally unavailable and has been pretty much the whole time. I made do and met him all the way but I have come to the point that I cannot tolerate that anymore. Nothing I can do is going to change him, that is something he has to do for himself. Actually the breakup went rather well I cried the whole time but I laid out exactly why I needed to leave and that I could not be in something so wretched when I am set to become a counselor for gay youth. I could not in good concience show up as a hypocrite. Trying to bring healing to others without healing myself.

Good for you!
Onward and Forward!
Things are going to be great for you, I can feel it!

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

I think I just did that too ... but it really just means I need a break from everything and am working on an alternative project

hope thing's work out in the long run

Actually, I drew on several orgers for inspiration to make this move. They have told me in the past how I inspired them and they made this same move ahead of me and I was feeling like if those people can be that strong, so could I

Use this as a time to get back in touch with yourself.

Illustrator said:

I have never lost touch with schweenman

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