CarrieMpls said:

True. This smile I wear is WAY too easy to fake.

CarrieMpls said:

People have said to me ... gee, you must not have any problems in your life. You're so happy all the time

Do we have a "guffaw" emoticon? I have problems that rival those that others have but I just hate being unhappy and I choose to be as happy as possible even when my life sucks

I have had 2 long term relationships. The first was horrific, the second dysfunctional. The second relationship was light years beyond the first one but still not what I deserve and need. I want my next relationship to be the freakin bomb and I am working towards making myself better for that reality.

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If I'm being completely honest, I'm not sure I'll ever have good, functional relationship. Things don't seem to work that way for me. A while ago I had myself fooled that I didn't even want one. But I've come to realize that's not true at all. But I have to learn to be happy without one. And honestly, most of the time I am.
But I still want.

MIGUELGOMEZ said:

I know you don't know me, but I've read many of your posts on this site as well as the ones on this thread, and wanted to say that you seem like a terrific person, which I'm sure is even more apparant to those you encounter in your real life.

I just wanted to tell you to try not to close off your heart, or lose faith that you one day will meet your very own perfect-for-you movie-love.

Don't give up on that hope. There is likely another guy out there somewhere wondering when he will meet someone like you. Just give destiny the time it needs.

WillyWonka said:

If you only knew. This man is a phenominal person and friend

i think it's exactly when you STOP looking that someone perfect falls out of the sky and into your life. that's been my experience, anyway. don't know why that is, but i won't question it.

Anx said:

I've carved my eyes out on the subject. I'm expecting Jesus Christ himself to come walking through that door

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

you know, i love a man with carved out eyes.

Anx said:

That's fine and nice and all, but I NEVER look. I wasn't looking for YEARS.

So no, what you're saying is not true. harrupmh.

CarrieMpls said:

well, don't look HARDER. you're not not-looking effectively enough! have you been rolling your eyes? sighing? feigning disinterest? work with me here!

Anx said:

I suppose I could roll my eyes a bit more... Maybe even glare a bit now and again.

CarrieMpls said:

you need to practice your "as if" face.

Anx said:

You mean like this??

None.

CarrieMpls said:

You better hope Dan doesn't see that!!!

CarrieMpls said:

jerseykrs said:

Good point. I may have to break the link soon.

there are 3 relationships I have been in, 2 were shi* and my first relationship I adooooored it, i love that person then and I still do, I will always whereever they are.

I'd say I've only had 2 "real" relationships over the years. Yeah, I've gone out
with more people, but in retrospect I wouldn't count then (for various reasons).
Still waiting to meet "that certain someone", someone who won't be just another
"relationshit"

BorisFishpaw said:

Spookymuffin said:

Ditto.

Even though I was 'with someone' for six years, it was not a real relationship. So I guess zero. It's extremely hard to be in love with someone at the same time as you are with them or them with you.

paisleypark4 said:

Z to the ero

CarrieMpls said:

WillyWonka said:

Miguel ooooozes beauty and kindness. He'll get his movie-love.

CarrieMpls said:

That's hot.


Look, you're just too fabulous for most of humanity, so it's gonna take a little longer for you. But he'll come a long, and he'll GET it, and you'll be like, "gawd damn, about friggin' time," and there will be no doubt.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

And Jesus would be lucky to have you.

charlottegelin said:

My partners were ass holes!