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shausler said: All my life its been an issue Self esteem issue or what ever despite all of the love I receive in my world , it’s the the one or two cases where someone has no use for me that destroys me. Call it ego or needy need for love who knows. Believe it or not I am dealing with it and am more secure than in the past but every now and then the insecurity and bad feelings surface. Such as today, ive always had problems being ignored outright and repetitively and today it came to a head I apologize for how this made me appear
As I sometimes am Defiantly not perfect by no stretch Most def human and I will never apologize for that Thanks for letting me share sh well....man.....you rock in my book! 
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We all go a little crazy now and again. |
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you are an org legend. that should make up for any areas lacking in real life. 
and you're a beautiful human being. 
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We accept you as you are.
Rock on! M MyeternalgrattitudetoPhil&Val.Herman said "We want sweaty truckers at the truck stop! We want cigar puffing men that look like they wanna beat the living daylights out of us" Val"sporking is spooning with benefits" | |
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just take my advice and go
not go as in going away from the org but what i said in my orgnote edit [Edited 3/22/06 13:04pm] | |
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i appreciate that and am very extremely grateful for you all
this wasnt meant so much as an ego stroke as it was an explanation for an earlier hissy fit cause i was way low after that incident i am much better now thanks for lending your :ear: . [Edited 3/22/06 13:02pm] | |
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i think you are dealing wonderfully though...
it occured to me that you might run but we don't want that. it might be silent but i am betting it's a majority of people that have similar feelings shaus...   She couldn't stop crying 'cause she knew he was gone to stay | |
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I think we want the world to be a somewhat orderly place, where we tend to get what we deserve, and avoid what we do not deserve.
When, in fact, we so often do not get what we deserve, and get what we do not deserve. For instance, you deserve a reply that makes sense, and this is not that. Yet, I hope you understand. Seattle Org Invasion July 28th-30th  http://www.prince.org/msg/2/177514
Third Annual MinneVasion Oct 20-22nd  http://www.prince.org/msg/2/183063 | |
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emm said: i think you are dealing wonderfully though...
it occured to me that you might run but we don't want that. it might be silent but i am betting it's a majority of people that have similar feelings shaus... i dont plan on running from nothing again for a while bookmark that statement | |
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Aw Shaus just let it roll off your back..
It all honesty you both are pretty wonderful men.. ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections... unknown | |
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Shausie...you're fine. None of us is perfect...we wouldn't be human otherwise.  | |
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im good with it
so much bad in the world this was not | |
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To be able to communicate about your weaknesses, and to see them as they are, shows how strong you are at the same time...
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shausler said: All my life its been an issue Self esteem issue or what ever despite all of the love I receive in my world , it’s the the one or two cases where someone has no use for me that destroys me. Call it ego or needy need for love who knows. Believe it or not I am dealing with it and am more secure than in the past but every now and then the insecurity and bad feelings surface. Such as today, ive always had problems being ignored outright and repetitively and today it came to a head I apologize for how this made me appear
As I sometimes am Defiantly not perfect by no stretch Most def human and I will never apologize for that Thanks for letting me share sh We all, even those that wish to say not, because they feel some need to hide, execpt for the rare case of the truly sociopathic mind, have our inner issues to deal with. As a child, this is one of them topics I chose to spend my life exploring. It is the makeup that makes us. One must be willing and take action to accept one's true self. Looking for acceptance outside isn't what you really want. But, you know you can always find acceptance here. News: Prince pulls his head out his ass in the last moment.
Bad News: Prince wasted too much quality time doing so. You have those internalized issues because you want to, you like to, stop. | |
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i think you are wonderful  | |
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Wow, Shaus, you went nuts up in here earlier?!?! 
And I missed it? Darn! 
Anyway, it's big of you to admit a weak spot in public like that. I respect that. We all have 'em... only most of us are loath to admit it to ourselves... much less others. Good on ya! And we all are fans of yours here, man. Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
μηδὲν ὅλως σὺ λυποῦ πρὸς ὀλίγον ἐστὶ τὸ ζῆν τὸ τέλος ὁ χρόνος ἀπαιτεῖ.” | |
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Lammastide said: Wow, Shaus, you went nuts up in here earlier?!?!
And I missed it? Darn!
Anyway, it's big of you to admit a weak spot in public like that. I respect that. We all have 'em... only most of us are loath to admit it to ourselves... much less others. Good on ya! And we all are fans of yours here, man. well, he got back on his horse! good work! | |
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progress is not always linear...
sometimes it's one step forward, two steps back. what's important is that we keep moving.  | |
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Emotions. On the surface or below.
Very Human. Some more than others. Those that feel the most and the strongest. Our blessing. People. Everlasting, immortal. Human existence. Our reality. Our world. Close to the essence of eternity. All so very very grounded on Earth. Mind towards Infinity. You, you're you. | |
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and again...
We respect you!
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abierman said: shausler said: All my life its been an issue Self esteem issue or what ever despite all of the love I receive in my world , it’s the the one or two cases where someone has no use for me that destroys me. Call it ego or needy need for love who knows. Believe it or not I am dealing with it and am more secure than in the past but every now and then the insecurity and bad feelings surface. Such as today, ive always had problems being ignored outright and repetitively and today it came to a head I apologize for how this made me appear
As I sometimes am Defiantly not perfect by no stretch Most def human and I will never apologize for that Thanks for letting me share sh well....man.....you rock in my book!
. whether you like it or not! Seriously. One of the most geniune orgers ever!. Smart, talented and funny as hell. It don't get better than that. But I know what you mean shausy, every once in a while the scared nerdling child taps on my shoulder to remind me he's still there. I'm more secure the older I get but it doesn't take much to send me back to that insecure child 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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