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AndGodCreatedMe said: Spookymuffin said: I know it's not...what's bugging me is that this isn't the first time. Life is what you make it...and I've given so much to life; I've tried so many facets of life and each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death. Ben! this is not funny anymore! as your org-mum i demand you to read your orgnotes!!! do as i said... i will be waiting for your call | |
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Spookymuffin said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: Wait till you get 36 like me. the line of people who didn't go anywhere could reach the moon!  Stay strong buddy. This stuff really sucks but it's not the end of the world, nor should you treat it as such I know it's not...what's bugging me is that this isn't the first time. Life is what you make it...and I've given so much to life; I've tried so many facets of life and each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death. hang in there friend. you aint alone. i think it will all make sense one day. As equality grows, violence declines. |
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To live is to suffer
Suffering is caused by desire To live without suffering, one must control ones desire "When I was your age" (I'm sure you've heard too many times) I felt much the same, wish I knew then that the cause of my own suffering was my own desire. Learning to let go of that desire is the hardest thing, but in the long run, leads to a much happier life... -->> This Space 4 Rent <<--
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Spookymuffin said: each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death.
Awesome! That sounds like my lifestory! Next thing you'll be really into industrial music! That's when the real fun just starts! | |
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amyhr said: Suffering is caused by desire. The will to live is also caused by desire, it's not that simple. | |
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For heaven's sake you are 17... You have an entire lifetime ahead of you..
Enjoy life, quit being so serious and the girls will come.  ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections... unknown | |
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Novabreaker said: amyhr said: Suffering is caused by desire. The will to live is also caused by desire, it's not that simple. The will to live goes deeper then desire, it is instinct. One may have no concious desire to live, but still the instinct is there. Suicide happens when the desire to end ones life becomes greater then the instinct to live. But of course you are right that it is not that simple, nothing ever is, but the simpler you can make it, the easier it is to use. -->> This Space 4 Rent <<--
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sag10 said: For heaven's sake you are 17... You have an entire lifetime ahead of you..
Enjoy life, quit being so serious and the girls will come. I could have used that advice back when I was 17 or 18. I was 19 when I finally realized it, and only good things happened afterwards. Just realize that other people do love you, and if you're a religious person, that God loves you as well. And that's the one that really makes a difference. That's why I'm still here today.  | |
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17 years old is probably the hardest part of anyones life. As equality grows, violence declines. |
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Electrostar said: 17 years old is probably the hardest part of anyones life.
 It was for me. | |
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I don't know if this helps,
but you need to get laid, kid. Turn that  "I'm fucked"
to a  "I'm fucked!" | |
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Everyone has given you some great advice. It's hard to believe that it will all pass. Trust us it will.
For some reason I've been attracted to people that basically treat me like shit. I don't know what that's about but it happens. Don't beat yourself up for liking someone that's basically a loser. Just learn from it and move on. It may feel like the end of the world but it isn't. M MyeternalgrattitudetoPhil&Val.Herman said "We want sweaty truckers at the truck stop! We want cigar puffing men that look like they wanna beat the living daylights out of us" Val"sporking is spooning with benefits" | |
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Novabreaker said: Spookymuffin said: each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death.
Awesome! That sounds like my lifestory! Next thing you'll be really into industrial music! That's when the real fun just starts! Dude, check my sig - I do | |
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Illustrator said: I don't know if this helps,
but you need to get laid, kid. Turn that "I'm fucked"
to a "I'm fucked!"That is the root of all my anxt and shitty feelings. I can feel myself repairing slightly. I've cheered up a bit, but I'm still not feeling great. You guys won't wanna see my forearms. | |
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Aw darling everyone in this whole place has been the same as you at that age I was the same for years at that age, falling for boys that werent worth my time and just didnt care. Broken hearts all around. Its just part of life, a part youre not forewarned about. Hang in there, and TRUST US, it will get better. Honestly. BUT it is what you make it - you must have faith and try to be as positive as you can as often as you can, which I know is damn hard, but some days youll be ok.
And leave your forearms alone  that will not solve anything. Think what she'd think if she saw them. Sympathy yeah, but its not gonna help matters, with anyone. Please dont make your own pain worse. | |
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Spookymuffin said: I guess I should let a little more be known. I'm so lost, so overwhelmed...it's just so shit. There's so many issues.
Firstly, there's this girl I've fallen for, stupid fucking me. Idiot. because she hasn't, plus she told me she wants to fuck my best friend "more than once" and he wouldn't be her first either, if you know what I mean. But that hasn't stopped me; unlike the 5 other girls I've felt attached to and broke off of before anything happened, despite all the shit this one has given me...I still like her. It's fucking ridiculous. How does a virgin fall for a slut? I have to go now...I'm fucking swallowed up. There's so much more than just this issue, and it's all suddenly, this week gathered momentum when my life should be good. What the fuck has gone wrong?  let me tell you it gets better. and then worse and then better again!
Relationship issues SUCK! Because of all that's involved. Or who's involved and their agendas etc. It can make the strongest guy the weakest at the worst times. When times like this happen all you can do is steel yourself, brush yourself off and keep going. As long as you're healthy, dry and safe, that's really the best you can do. This WILL pass, as all things do and you'll be your muffiny self all over again and will even forget how bad you feel now. Christian Zombie Vampires | |
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Spookymuffin said: It's alright. I won't date her, but I still really like her. I'm such an idiot.
The whole thing just made me turn around and look at myself, and I didn't like what I saw. I'm fucked, where am I heading? I ain't pretty, I'm fucking 17 and where's my girlfriend. the fact that i've had 4 girls i've liked who i didn't go anywhere with because they all had flaws I couldn't take leads me to blame myself. Right now I'm just some fucking number helping to make a machine work and when i'm gone I won't be remembered...not at all. I didn't even get to kiss my first girl til I was 19 and then I came out and didn't date till I was 20. You're doing fine. You don't see it now. But if you can trust some of what we are saying (I'm sure it's all the same message), it'd do you good. Christian Zombie Vampires | |
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Hey boy I'm sorry to here you're feeling so low but always remember better days are ahead!
Life is full of highs and lows. Socks still got butt like a leather seat... | |
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If she can't see how great you are the heck with her.
It's just another Love TKO. When you finally get a girl the feels the way you do, you're going to love her so much more because of this. No More Haters on the Internet. |
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hey, I'm a similar boat, though not for the same reasons. just can't seem to pick myself up at the moment, but i'm trying | |
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I was a complete loser at that age, and really, nothing much has changed not very good advice really  sorry
I thought I was ugly and no boys even asked me out, turns out (I find out WAY too late  ) that there were 3 or 4 with really bad crushes on me that were too shy to let me know, and I had no clue. The boy I was obsessed with, well that is another story  | |
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charlottegelin said: I thought I was ugly and no boys even asked me out, turns out (I find out WAY too late
) that there were 3 or 4 with really bad crushes on me that were too shy to let me know, and I had no clue.I went through the same with some girls that never let me know back then.  | |
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TMPletz said: charlottegelin said: I thought I was ugly and no boys even asked me out, turns out (I find out WAY too late
) that there were 3 or 4 with really bad crushes on me that were too shy to let me know, and I had no clue.I went through the same with some girls that never let me know back then. bastards! I let the boy I liked know if any of these boys (who have since confessed) let their friend tell my friend that they liked me, I would have gone out with them, they were all very nice and I would have looked at them in a new light. | |
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Damn. You're like the straight version of me or something.
cue Twilight Zone music *neenerneenerneenerneenerneener....* Sweetie, I'M not dead yet. So you'll be alright Don't get all hung up on being a virgin. Sex isn't everything you know.One of Dansa's org hornies
Supa is my gay messiah and he eats homeless dandruff sammitches on the bus. HULK NEED LAID, HULK SMASH!!
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Spookymuffin said: Novabreaker said: Awesome! That sounds like my lifestory! Next thing you'll be really into industrial music! That's when the real fun just starts! Dude, check my sig - I do Oh... but dear, that's not industrial. But Nine Inch Nails is a nice start nevertheless! | |
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MIGUELGOMEZ said: Everyone has given you some great advice. It's hard to believe that it will all pass. Trust us it will.
For some reason I've been attracted to people that basically treat me like shit. I don't know what that's about but it happens. Don't beat yourself up for liking someone that's basically a loser. Just learn from it and move on. It may feel like the end of the world but it isn't. M I agree, you'll move on to better and bigger things, being let down is a horrible feeling but dont turn your hurt inward or blame yourself and in time you will feel better. you're 17, you've got the world at your feet and you can do anything you want. go out and get it Spooky! | |
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Novabreaker said: Spookymuffin said: Dude, check my sig - I do Oh... but dear, that's not industrial. But Nine Inch Nails is a nice start nevertheless! I knew you were gonna pick up the technicalities.
Thanks for all your help, everyone - really. It's made me feel so much better, as did the heavy metal dance-athon last night. | |
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I ain't pretty, I'm fucking 17
I don't know whether this makes you feel any better, but I think you look hot 
Hang in there | |
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DynamicSavior said: Damn. You're like the straight version of me or something.
cue Twilight Zone music *neenerneenerneenerneenerneener....* Sweetie, I'M not dead yet. So you'll be alright Don't get all hung up on being a virgin. Sex isn't everything you know.I agree dude. I actually made the decision to swear off sex about a year ago. It complicates things...for me at least. Focus on yourself, not just now, but always. You have to be at peace with yourself before you can ever let anyone else into your life. | |
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