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I'm fucked No one will realise how low I'm feeling. Lower than I've ever felt before. I stayed up last night questioning the purpose of anything, including myself. I look in the mirror and I don't like what I see. It's all so messed up right now and I need it all to go away. | |
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I have no idea what this is all about but....
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Baby, there are lots of orgers here who love you and if you need to talk, about anything I'm here to listen 
Don't give up now, you are at such an exciting time in your life! You are set to enter into your own and the best is yet to come. I remember that age, lots and lots of feelings floating around. Talk if you need to, it'll do you some good  [Edited 3/20/06 12:09pm] 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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I'm not good at giving any meaningful advice, I'll just say that I hope you'll be better.
I don't know you're situation, but remember that things change. And never question the purpose of yourself. Just to live is our purpose. Remember there are people who love you. | |
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I guess I should let a little more be known. I'm so lost, so overwhelmed...it's just so shit. There's so many issues.
Firstly, there's this girl I've fallen for, stupid fucking me. Idiot. because she hasn't, plus she told me she wants to fuck my best friend "more than once" and he wouldn't be her first either, if you know what I mean. But that hasn't stopped me; unlike the 5 other girls I've felt attached to and broke off of before anything happened, despite all the shit this one has given me...I still like her. It's fucking ridiculous. How does a virgin fall for a slut? I have to go now...I'm fucking swallowed up. There's so much more than just this issue, and it's all suddenly, this week gathered momentum when my life should be good. What the fuck has gone wrong? | |
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doublepost [Edited 3/20/06 12:33pm] | |
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It's Puppy Love! 
Spook, this is a part of being human. Young hearts are especially vulnerable to the pain  Stay strong, cry and get it out of you but don't get too crazy. No girl is worth it.2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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hey fuckhead!!! orgnote me!!!
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Read your orgnotes Ben... | |
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Spookymuffin said: I guess I should let a little more be known. I'm so lost, so overwhelmed...it's just so shit. There's so many issues.
Firstly, there's this girl I've fallen for, stupid fucking me. Idiot. because she hasn't, plus she told me she wants to fuck my best friend "more than once" and he wouldn't be her first either, if you know what I mean. But that hasn't stopped me; unlike the 5 other girls I've felt attached to and broke off of before anything happened, despite all the shit this one has given me...I still like her. It's fucking ridiculous. How does a virgin fall for a slut? I have to go now...I'm fucking swallowed up. There's so much more than just this issue, and it's all suddenly, this week gathered momentum when my life should be good. What the fuck has gone wrong? even though you like her just try to fight it and leave it alone a guy your age has plenty ahead of him! dont date her dude! 
seriously just let it fade and it will, sooner than you know. | |
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Ben!! | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: Ben!!
don't ignore Petra! you know how dangerous that can be  2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: AndGodCreatedMe said: Ben!!
don't ignore Petra! you know how dangerous that can be 
Searching for a way to get to him now... I'm seriously worried abt him... | |
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It's alright. I won't date her, but I still really like her. I'm such an idiot.
The whole thing just made me turn around and look at myself, and I didn't like what I saw. I'm fucked, where am I heading? I ain't pretty, I'm fucking 17 and where's my girlfriend. the fact that i've had 4 girls i've liked who i didn't go anywhere with because they all had flaws I couldn't take leads me to blame myself. Right now I'm just some fucking number helping to make a machine work and when i'm gone I won't be remembered...not at all. | |
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Ben I will keep posting on your shitty thread till you respond...
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Spookymuffin said: It's alright. I won't date her, but I still really like her. I'm such an idiot.
The whole thing just made me turn around and look at myself, and I didn't like what I saw. I'm fucked, where am I heading? I ain't pretty, I'm fucking 17 and where's my girlfriend. the fact that i've had 4 girls i've liked who i didn't go anywhere with because they all had flaws I couldn't take leads me to blame myself. Right now I'm just some fucking number helping to make a machine work and when i'm gone I won't be remembered...not at all. I will not get into this in public! read your orgnotes!!!  | |
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Good! you read it now answer me... | |
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brownsugar said: Spookymuffin said: I guess I should let a little more be known. I'm so lost, so overwhelmed...it's just so shit. There's so many issues.
Firstly, there's this girl I've fallen for, stupid fucking me. Idiot. because she hasn't, plus she told me she wants to fuck my best friend "more than once" and he wouldn't be her first either, if you know what I mean. But that hasn't stopped me; unlike the 5 other girls I've felt attached to and broke off of before anything happened, despite all the shit this one has given me...I still like her. It's fucking ridiculous. How does a virgin fall for a slut? I have to go now...I'm fucking swallowed up. There's so much more than just this issue, and it's all suddenly, this week gathered momentum when my life should be good. What the fuck has gone wrong? even though you like her just try to fight it and leave it alone a guy your age has plenty ahead of him! dont date her dude!
seriously just let it fade and it will, sooner than you know. I'm more pissed off with my best friend for not having realised how much I like her, and constantly chasing her to the extent that I'm like some fucking sideshow to her now. That let me down...he let me down the fuck. He spends all his time with me, and he didn't realise. | |
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I'm warning you..
I don't care how fucked you feel right now it will be nothing compared to what i will do to you 
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I remember all too well feeling exactly as you do. Especially at your age.
I've no good advice. Just know that you'll feel better soon. With time. |
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CarrieMpls said: I remember all too well feeling exactly as you do. Especially at your age.
I've no good advice. Just know that you'll feel better soon. With time. ditto | |
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Spookymuffin said: How does a virgin fall for a slut?
I did at your age, and he eventually broke my heart. |
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Spookymuffin said: It's alright. I won't date her, but I still really like her. I'm such an idiot.
The whole thing just made me turn around and look at myself, and I didn't like what I saw. I'm fucked, where am I heading? I ain't pretty, I'm fucking 17 and where's my girlfriend. the fact that i've had 4 girls i've liked who i didn't go anywhere with because they all had flaws I couldn't take leads me to blame myself. Right now I'm just some fucking number helping to make a machine work and when i'm gone I won't be remembered...not at all. Wait till you get 36 like me. the line of people who didn't go anywhere could reach the moon!  Stay strong buddy. This stuff really sucks but it's not the end of the world, nor should you treat it as such 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: Spookymuffin said: It's alright. I won't date her, but I still really like her. I'm such an idiot.
The whole thing just made me turn around and look at myself, and I didn't like what I saw. I'm fucked, where am I heading? I ain't pretty, I'm fucking 17 and where's my girlfriend. the fact that i've had 4 girls i've liked who i didn't go anywhere with because they all had flaws I couldn't take leads me to blame myself. Right now I'm just some fucking number helping to make a machine work and when i'm gone I won't be remembered...not at all. Wait till you get 36 like me. the line of people who didn't go anywhere could reach the moon! Stay strong buddy. This stuff really sucks but it's not the end of the world, nor should you treat it as such I know it's not...what's bugging me is that this isn't the first time. Life is what you make it...and I've given so much to life; I've tried so many facets of life and each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death. | |
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Spookymuffin said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: Wait till you get 36 like me. the line of people who didn't go anywhere could reach the moon! Stay strong buddy. This stuff really sucks but it's not the end of the world, nor should you treat it as such I know it's not...what's bugging me is that this isn't the first time. Life is what you make it...and I've given so much to life; I've tried so many facets of life and each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death. Petra!!! Will you fly over and spank this boy, talkin like this. I hope you are only talking poetically. No girl is worth your life! 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: Spookymuffin said: I know it's not...what's bugging me is that this isn't the first time. Life is what you make it...and I've given so much to life; I've tried so many facets of life and each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death. Petra!!! Will you fly over and spank this boy, talkin like this. I hope you are only talking poetically. No girl is worth your life! booked my ticket as i type | |
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Spookymuffin said: SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: Wait till you get 36 like me. the line of people who didn't go anywhere could reach the moon! Stay strong buddy. This stuff really sucks but it's not the end of the world, nor should you treat it as such I know it's not...what's bugging me is that this isn't the first time. Life is what you make it...and I've given so much to life; I've tried so many facets of life and each time life's come back and given me a kick in the teeth...I'm surprised I have any left. I've tried being good, I've been really bad, I thought I found a balance...but seemingly not. I've tried being nice, I've tried being dirty and in the end it all amounts to nothing. Everything I do in my life culminates in my death. Ben! this is not funny anymore! as your org-mum i demand you to read your orgnotes!!! | |
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Love the title of this thread. | |
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