Okay..remember that guy I was dating? Guess what. He just told me that he's moving back to Pittsburgh, and next week no less. But before all this..he tells me that he's still in love with his ex and all this bullshit. Okay...
If you're still in love with someone who dogged you and shit, why the HELL would you even try to pick something up with someone else when you're still carrying baggage and shit? What kind of bullshit is that? And I mean, if he wasn't interested in me, he could've told me a WHILE ago and saved me some fucking time. Seriously, what the fuck? I am SO fucking pissed right now. I could fucking slap him inside out. Fucking bastard. I want him to leave. He BETTER leave. He better get the fuck away from me and stay away. So I asked him if he was interested in me and he gave me some bullshit answer. I could just FEEL the rejection coming on. He said "oh...I have all this drama in my life and I'm not ready to settle down blah bleh bley BULLSHIT so on and so forth..OH! But i'm still so in love with my ex and I just want to kick it with my girlfriends." Oh you can kiss the BLACKEST part of my ass. And you know what? It didn't even bother me that he doesn't want me. I'm so fucking used to the rejection that it didn't even "hit" me like it used to. This is some fucked up shit for real. I don't even know what I'm supposed to be feeling right now. Right now I'm just PISSED THE FUCK OFF. I wasted my time with this piece of shit bastard. I wish I never met him.
Thoughts?
and p.s. please don't turn this into an intervention kissie huggie "you'll be alright" type thread. I don't want to hear it.

I U!

kissie huggie "you'll be allright" type stuff

i cant think of anything but to say but you just gotta move on. fuck 'em. lucky you didnt get to deep or it really would've been a mess.

Oh girl you be str8 tripping word,
niggas always the same its mad world out there..
i swear..
but dear life will get betta best believe..FLAVA FLAVE!

i aint jawzing..smirkish..lol..

CynthiasSocks said:

I am so pissed right now. And another guy I was gonna be introduced to died in a car accident 3 weeks ago.

but seriously..i like you..your anger exicites me lol..no speaking truthfully..
dont get all mad..men will come and go..you got live for the positive things in life!

oh yeah do you mean pittsburg,california..becuase so..i live so close by thier..perhaps you have heard of it..a place called richmond?

DynamicSavior said:

weepingwall said:

I seriously want to blow something up or burn something down. Hell. I'll just blast Computer Blue. My theme song.

DynamicSavior said:

music helps.

DynamicSavior said:

blast it.

that song helps... been there

brownsugar said:

ANGRY MUSIC

DynamicSavior said:

*Turned On*


Wendy yes Lisa!..is the water warm enough..yes lisa..shall we begin..yes lisa..

DynamicSavior said:

nirvana and NIN are good when i am pissed

cborgman said:

I'm just gonna get the lyrics tattooed on me. I wish he would sign off and stop talking to me. I don't have anything to say to him anymore.

weepingwall said:

No, I'm in Pennsylvania. Hmm..there's a place over here called California too.

DynamicSavior said:

and don't forget to wear your angry eyes!

charlottegelin said:

Ya'll never take me serious.

DynamicSavior said:

yeah we do, we're just trying to make you feel better.

brownsugar said:

sorry!

charlottegelin said:

girl, you mean well! he knows.

brownsugar said:

Right now I need ya'll to be mad with me. And direct all your negative energy towards him. PLEASE.

DynamicSavior said:

this is like prayer in reverse

I HATE MEN, SOMETIMES I WISH THEY WOULD JUST JUST JUST FALL OFF A CLIFF!!!!

Well i am sorry to hear that! Go straight! The gay lifestyle was a waste of my time mostly! don't Switch over yet!!
[Edited 3/16/06 22:13pm]

saintsation said:

Fuck You.

DynamicSavior said:

i know thats the last thing you wanna hear

DynamicSavior said:

co-fuck you.

it's one thing for you to decide you are not gay. it's a whole other when you are telling gay men t go straight because our lives are a waste