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PrintableXxAxX said: mdiver said: Plus you have not had what you want for ages.....so no you don't you selfish little mother fucker whoa.  he makes me want to swear too.  | |
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Anx said: yeah, and in retrospect i realized the other was not so significant, other than to help teach me a lesson about my own dependence on others and how i needed to keep that kind of longing in check.
have i told you lately that i love you??
I think what you want and what you haven't got are different than what you think you've got and would want if you did not have it, but the truth is you get what you do not want, and want what you can't get.
Isn't that a Sinead O'Connor album title?   She couldn't stop crying 'cause she knew he was gone to stay | |
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fantasyislander said: XxAxX said: whoa. he makes me want to swear too. he makes ME want to laugh  | |
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Yep. Just happened to me 2 weeks ago and it's NOT cool at all. You just don't do that to someone...
And I'm just trying to keep busy to deal with it. I can't eat, can't sleep, it's on my mind every minute of the day. I've lost a total of 12 lbs and if I try to eat I vomit. It's not a good time in CarrieLee's life right now. But only time will heal... [Edited 2/28/06 13:42pm] | |
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CarrieLee said: Yep. Just happened to me 2 weeks ago and it's NOT cool at all. You just don't do that to someone...
And I'm just trying to keep busy to deal with it. I can't eat, can't sleep, it's on my mind every minute of the day. I've lost a total of 12 lbs and if I try to eat I vomit. It's not a good time in CarrieLee's life right now. But only time will heal... [Edited 2/28/06 13:42pm]  so sorry sweetie, hope things get better.  | |
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Sometimes that is the best way to end things. Makes things a lot less difficult. No drama. | |
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CarrieLee said: It's not a good time in CarrieLee's life right now. But only time will heal...
have you gotten mad yet?? get mad - get furious! i'm pretty sure carrielee can get reallllly pissed off when she wants to. it will help. She couldn't stop crying 'cause she knew he was gone to stay | |
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Spats said: I think i will. My relationships usually last only a couple months because i get bored. So i am the one that does the abandoning. If they did it it would not matter because i would be bored anyways and not mind if they did it. It would save me doing it.
Only the boring get bored... | |
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CarrieLee said: Yep. Just happened to me 2 weeks ago and it's NOT cool at all. You just don't do that to someone...
And I'm just trying to keep busy to deal with it. I can't eat, can't sleep, it's on my mind every minute of the day. I've lost a total of 12 lbs and if I try to eat I vomit. It's not a good time in CarrieLee's life right now. But only time will heal... [Edited 2/28/06 13:42pm] yep this was me a few weeks ago also. we are all in this together, but there is light at the end of the tunnel...[Edited 3/1/06 4:15am] I will forever love and miss you...my sweet Prince. | |
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emm said: CarrieLee said: It's not a good time in CarrieLee's life right now. But only time will heal...
have you gotten mad yet?? get mad - get furious! i'm pretty sure carrielee can get reallllly pissed off when she wants to. it will help. I go up and down with it. It ended so abruptly that I'm just too confused about it right now. Everyone is shocked, nobody knows why...his friends and mine. We were always so happy, I just don't get it. | |
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CarrieLee said: emm said: have you gotten mad yet?? get mad - get furious! i'm pretty sure carrielee can get reallllly pissed off when she wants to. it will help. I go up and down with it. It ended so abruptly that I'm just too confused about it right now. Everyone is shocked, nobody knows why...his friends and mine. We were always so happy, I just don't get it. again, I'm really sorry to hear this Carrie  | |
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emm said: Anx said: yeah, and in retrospect i realized the other was not so significant, other than to help teach me a lesson about my own dependence on others and how i needed to keep that kind of longing in check.
have i told you lately that i love you?? shucks, thank you.
i guess one of the hard lessons i learned about relationships is that you can never control the way another person truly feels, but you can do a few things to control your own feelings...not to put a damper on the wild abandon of romance and all that great shit, but a little bit of perspective can save a whole lot of pain down the road.  | |
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CarrieLee said: emm said: have you gotten mad yet?? get mad - get furious! i'm pretty sure carrielee can get reallllly pissed off when she wants to. it will help. I go up and down with it. It ended so abruptly that I'm just too confused about it right now. Everyone is shocked, nobody knows why...his friends and mine. We were always so happy, I just don't get it. Oh man, I'm really sorry for you... I could tell from random posts that you were really into this guy. | |
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I honestly feel like people who do this shit (just leave w/o saying a fucking word) are sociopaths. I mean, how the fuck do you do that to someone you claim to have cared about? 
Yea, I've been "abandoned" by 2 friends - different reasons, different times. And the 2nd asshole saw what friend #1 did, how it affected me & damn near did it the same way!!!   
My being just doesn't allow me to understand such behavior - if you go from being in my face for YEARS & YEARS then one day completely shut off, that's an assault to what was supposed to be a friendship. And if you can't be bothered to explain yourself, you're a fucking coward. I should be glad these muthafuckas walked out of my life (as one of them was sucking me dry!) but I'm still pissed about this latest one... & it still hurts    I never met you, but I LOVE you & I will forever!! Thank you for being YOU - my little Princey, the best to EVER do it | |
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Heiress said: Spats said: I think i will. My relationships usually last only a couple months because i get bored. So i am the one that does the abandoning. If they did it it would not matter because i would be bored anyways and not mind if they did it. It would save me doing it.
Only the boring get bored... Then millions and millions and millions of people are boring because most people on the planet get bored. You must be one of the lucky few that do not.  | |
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CalhounSq said: I honestly feel like people who do this shit (just leave w/o saying a fucking word) are sociopaths. I mean, how the fuck do you do that to someone you claim to have cared about?
Yea, I've been "abandoned" by 2 friends - different reasons, different times. And the 2nd asshole saw what friend #1 did, how it affected me & damn near did it the same way!!!
My being just doesn't allow me to understand such behavior - if you go from being in my face for YEARS & YEARS then one day completely shut off, that's an assault to what was supposed to be a friendship. And if you can't be bothered to explain yourself, you're a fucking coward. I should be glad these muthafuckas walked out of my life (as one of them was sucking me dry!) but I'm still pissed about this latest one... & it still hurts A fucking men! In my case he is being a total coward, he doesn't like any kind of confrontation at all. Tough guy my ass! | |
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CalhounSq said: I honestly feel like people who do this shit (just leave w/o saying a fucking word) are sociopaths. I mean, how the fuck do you do that to someone you claim to have cared about?
Yea, I've been "abandoned" by 2 friends - different reasons, different times. And the 2nd asshole saw what friend #1 did, how it affected me & damn near did it the same way!!!
My being just doesn't allow me to understand such behavior - if you go from being in my face for YEARS & YEARS then one day completely shut off, that's an assault to what was supposed to be a friendship. And if you can't be bothered to explain yourself, you're a fucking coward. I should be glad these muthafuckas walked out of my life (as one of them was sucking me dry!) but I'm still pissed about this latest one... & it still hurts Dayum, thats happened to me in the past too.. fucking weird, but I hear ya.. | |
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Anx said: Spats said: No, i get what i want. Who are you to say what I think I want and what i want are different? I know what i want.
I think what you want and what you haven't got are different than what you think you've got and would want if you did not have it, but the truth is you get what you do not want, and want what you can't get. Isn't that a Sinead O'Connor album title? i think that's 'i don't want what i haven't got' which i think is the opposite of what you're saying.  i think... | |
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Spats said: Heiress said: Only the boring get bored... Then millions and millions and millions of people are boring because most people on the planet get bored. You must be one of the lucky few that do not. is that the best you can come up with?? | |
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Yes. The truth is the best i can come up with. | |
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Yeah. It was terrible. Thinking about it still brings tears to my eyes sometimes. Everything about it was so fucked up. . . so unfair.
I do think I'm stronger for it, though. I know that I can be my worst, most broken self, and and still take care of my own damn self in the end. Makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter Seattle Org Invasion July 28th-30th  http://www.prince.org/msg/2/177514
Third Annual MinneVasion Oct 20-22nd  http://www.prince.org/msg/2/183063 | |
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Spats said: Heiress said: Only the boring get bored... Then millions and millions and millions of people are boring because most people on the planet get bored. You must be one of the lucky few that do not. Yes, I do count myself lucky, indeed I do. Lucky just to be alive. And there's so much I want to do with this life that I never have time to do it all... so yeah, effectively speaking, I can't possibly get bored.
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CalhounSq said: I honestly feel like people who do this shit (just leave w/o saying a fucking word) are sociopaths. I mean, how the fuck do you do that to someone you claim to have cared about?
Yea, I've been "abandoned" by 2 friends - different reasons, different times. And the 2nd asshole saw what friend #1 did, how it affected me & damn near did it the same way!!!
My being just doesn't allow me to understand such behavior - if you go from being in my face for YEARS & YEARS then one day completely shut off, that's an assault to what was supposed to be a friendship. And if you can't be bothered to explain yourself, you're a fucking coward. I should be glad these muthafuckas walked out of my life (as one of them was sucking me dry!) but I'm still pissed about this latest one... & it still hurts Have you read this book? 
I haven't gotten to it yet... hopefully soon. | |
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CarrieLee said: CalhounSq said: I honestly feel like people who do this shit (just leave w/o saying a fucking word) are sociopaths. I mean, how the fuck do you do that to someone you claim to have cared about?
Yea, I've been "abandoned" by 2 friends - different reasons, different times. And the 2nd asshole saw what friend #1 did, how it affected me & damn near did it the same way!!!
My being just doesn't allow me to understand such behavior - if you go from being in my face for YEARS & YEARS then one day completely shut off, that's an assault to what was supposed to be a friendship. And if you can't be bothered to explain yourself, you're a fucking coward. I should be glad these muthafuckas walked out of my life (as one of them was sucking me dry!) but I'm still pissed about this latest one... & it still hurts A fucking men! In my case he is being a total coward, he doesn't like any kind of confrontation at all. Tough guy my ass! "I don't like confrontation" is SUCH a cop out  The truth is they need more time to think up excuses to try & cover up the fact that they're a shitty person doing a shitty thing to someone who probably doesn't deserve it. They simply don't want to get called on their bullshit & it's pathetic  I never met you, but I LOVE you & I will forever!! Thank you for being YOU - my little Princey, the best to EVER do it | |
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Heiress said: CalhounSq said: I honestly feel like people who do this shit (just leave w/o saying a fucking word) are sociopaths. I mean, how the fuck do you do that to someone you claim to have cared about?
Yea, I've been "abandoned" by 2 friends - different reasons, different times. And the 2nd asshole saw what friend #1 did, how it affected me & damn near did it the same way!!!
My being just doesn't allow me to understand such behavior - if you go from being in my face for YEARS & YEARS then one day completely shut off, that's an assault to what was supposed to be a friendship. And if you can't be bothered to explain yourself, you're a fucking coward. I should be glad these muthafuckas walked out of my life (as one of them was sucking me dry!) but I'm still pissed about this latest one... & it still hurts Have you read this book?
I haven't gotten to it yet... hopefully soon. Never heard of it If it tells you how to steer clear of these fuckers I'm buying it! I never met you, but I LOVE you & I will forever!! Thank you for being YOU - my little Princey, the best to EVER do it | |
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CalhounSq said: Heiress said: Have you read this book?
I haven't gotten to it yet... hopefully soon. Never heard of it If it tells you how to steer clear of these fuckers I'm buying it! I read about it on salon.com... I think there was an interview w/ the author. It's probably archived on the site. | |
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CalhounSq said: CarrieLee said: A fucking men! In my case he is being a total coward, he doesn't like any kind of confrontation at all. Tough guy my ass! "I don't like confrontation" is SUCH a cop out The truth is they need more time to think up excuses to try & cover up the fact that they're a shitty person doing a shitty thing to someone who probably doesn't deserve it. They simply don't want to get called on their bullshit & it's pathetic Ya know...you're right. Your posts are helping me more than you know!!! | |
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CarrieLee said: CalhounSq said: "I don't like confrontation" is SUCH a cop out The truth is they need more time to think up excuses to try & cover up the fact that they're a shitty person doing a shitty thing to someone who probably doesn't deserve it. They simply don't want to get called on their bullshit & it's pathetic Ya know...you're right. Your posts are helping me more than you know!!! I LOVE confrontation. It's sad, actually. | |
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jerseykrs said: CarrieLee said: Ya know...you're right. Your posts are helping me more than you know!!! I LOVE confrontation. It's sad, actually. Cuz youz a drama queen! | |
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CarrieLee said: jerseykrs said: I LOVE confrontation. It's sad, actually. Cuz youz a drama queen! Cause I'm an asshole!  | |
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