Seriously I just want to scream!!!!

Man I have known so many girls change over the past few years due to drugs. It is so depressing. And I have been dissalusioned to find out many nice girls I know are COKE heads and it just makes me feel so alone!

I've just seen my industry eat girls alive and turn them into people clouded by drugs and I hate having it in my face.

AHHHHHGGGGG! Drugs are not cool. They will kill you..if not your body your spirit.

Krystal666 said:

That's a generalized statement.

I disaprove of most drug use.

However, if a problem wasn't already there drugs wouldn't be the escapegoat.

Krystal666 said:

Neosoprin's not so bad...

What industry? I presume fashion or related...

Drugs are retarded. People who do them become retarded.

I was one. Young and satanic.

Then I grew up and got happy.

MickG said:

Utter bullshit.

I feel depressed.
I am going to use drugs now.

HamsterHuey said:

[humming Nirvana's 'I Hate Myself And I Want To Kill Myself']
[Edited 1/30/06 1:45am]

abierman said:

Sorry abierman... I don't want to get "heavy", but I disagree...I mean...Utter? Bullshit? I think what Mick said isn't totally true for EVERYONE, but it is equally general to say it's completely untrue.

I spent a lot of years around drugs and I still know people who use drugs because they have problems and in my experience, that's USUALLY the reason why anyone does them... self-medication. Sure, it's easy to forget that the experience can be FUN, too... but it is ALWAYS at a price (your physical and mental health in the long run and it can often mess with friendships/relationships).

People who dabble occasionally though, sometimes aren't messed up ... though honestly they must be few and far between because I've never met a dabbler who was what you'd call "well-adjusted"!

...those who say being messed up at all is NEVER an issue are either too inexperienced or in denial, IMO.

And I really don't think it makes you "straight edge" or boring if you've found a way to be happy without them... that's the trap most users fall into in my opinion.

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[Edited 1/30/06 2:02am]

MickG said:

Psst..it's "scapegoat"...lol

Oh Yeah! escape goat was that band in the 80's.

don't worry about abierman. He didn't think before he said what he said. He's been self medicating with drinks.

MickG said:

hehehe.

that's something I can understand... hypocrite that I am... I could use a right now...

MickG said:

That's a generalized statement.

HamsterHuey said:

Yes that's a true enough generalized statement you have there

HamsterHuey said:

I thought you were from Europe!

MickG said:

Cheap shot, MickG ! First, you don't know jackshit about my consumption of drugs & alcohol in the past, present or even future, so ! All I'm saying is that it's utter bullshit to call drugs a scapegoat! For obvious reasons.... Whenever a person starts with drugs (for non-medical reasons), it's a decision made in awareness! Everyone knows drugs are bad for you in the end.....by then it's just too late to call it a scapegoat and blame it all on the drugs....they stayed the same, only the person who uses them doesn't!

Oh yes, drugs can be fun.....God knows that I know (probably better than you, MickG!), but when you start blaming the drugs, that's when you should know that you've lost control!

abierman said:

I love you dude. You just suported my statement. you should read better what is said before jumping to drunking conclusions of meaning. I said.

THERE had to be a PROBLEM before DRUG USE, so using DRUG USE as a scapegoat is a LAME copout. Just like you said. "blaming the drugs"...

MickG said:

.....monday-morning hangover.....I guess..... (j/k!)

HamsterHuey said:

I wish I had the $ to be a cokehead... I don't actually wanna BE one, I just want the $

There are so many signature-worthy lines in this thread, it isn't even funny. Or maybe it is.

I Hate Drugs too Krystal. I'm a Health Freak....I like to do Natural from the Health Stores or Chiropractic/Accupuncture.... I hate reading about people who have OVERDOSED.People NEED to JOIN GYMS and FORGET DRUGS....DRUGScannot make ya HEALTHY , They ONLY CLOUD YA FROM YA PROBLEMS.....DON'T DO DRUGS....Talk to Friends and ESCAPE NEGATIVE PEOPLE,PLACES ,THINGS that WOULD ENTICE YOU!

Zelaira said:

How this post makes me so happy!


Phew!!!

HamsterHuey said:

Dutch...

At least we Finns have the common sense to use drugs when we wan't to feel more depressed,

My drug of choice is extra strength tylenol. One of them puts me OUT!

Novabreaker said:

how was sunrise this morning????

abierman said:

Worse than ever.

Novabreaker said:

This thread calls for the Pulp song "Sunrise".

I used to hate the sun
Because it shone on everything I'd done
And made me feel that all that I'd done
Was overfill the ashtray of my life

All my
Achievements in days of yore
Range from "pathetic" to "piss-poor"
But all that's gonna change

Because here comes
Sunrise
Yeah, here's your
Sunrise

I used to hide from the sun
Tried to live my whole life underground
Oh, why'd you have to rise, and ruin all my fun?
Just turn over, close the curtains on the day

But here comes
Sunrise
Yeah, here's your
Sunrise

When you've been awake all night long
And you feel like crashing out at dawn...
But you've been awake all night
So why should you crash out at dawn?

Novabreaker said:

mrDespues said:

Fashion industry? Oh no I wish...I'm a topless dancer and I guess I never paid attention to the past four years about what everyone was doing but I just feel like it is everywhere. I try to go there and just focus on my job but it is just so depressing when you see coke residue on the toilet paper dispenser!

GOD I JUST FEEL SO ALONE RIGHT NOW! Ofcourse not every girl is like that and I try to surround myself with those who are good girls and don't get down like that but I just HATE HATE HATE having that shit pollute my enviroment.

and yes when I was a teenager I got into drugs and bad people and I was very lost. I'm so glad I got out of that lifestyle and got my head screwed on straight. If I had not gone through that I don't think I would have had the strength to do what I am doing right now. So glad I finnaly saw the light.

But it is just so hard when you have vampires trying to pull you down again. I just try to go there and focus on what I am there to do and avoid those people who try to drag me down. It is a challenge though.