Ocean said:

you know about that honey I've talked to you about it

Natisse said:

...and another for you.

Natisse said:

Many times. That is an awful state of mind to be in.

i went through some serious drug problems. The only way out i thought was suicide. I pulled through it with help from my family and friends.
It was a bad time and i'm glad it's well in my past.

well if the teenager has no one that cares for him/her you shouldn't think they're selfish. People who have a lot of friends and family that care about him/her and then commits suicide I wouldn't understand.

Only curiosity could kill this cat, unless it's some form of self-inflicted euthanasia due to debilitating physical illness or losing my willy in a work-related accident or something.

Number23 said:

What do you do?

CarrieMpls said:

I put the freeze-dried peas in Pot Noodles. 'Five every tub, or lose your job'*, that's our motto.



* It rhymes when said in a Scottish accent, drunk, after a stroke,



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Number23 said:

Awww, you're funny.

gemini13 said:

Am I some fucking clown, fucking here to amuse you?

Number23 said:

Take it easy....

Where the heck have you been?

gemini13 said:

I've been around but can't be arsed posting as much. This is my Grafitti Bridge era, maybe. A bit crap, but you can still tell there's something special behind the yawns. Maybe I'll get a rapper in.

TMPletz said:

thanks honey! i wrote a poem about it not to long ago, want me 2 post it?

Imago777 said:

Lately I think about it alot , recently failed . Was it a cry for help ? Yes . Do I feel any better now , no , not really .

Pochacco said:

I have downs like that too. I hope that you have some friends or family members to talk to. If not or if you want to chat with someone who can relate, you can always orgnote me.

In my late teens, as a part of a growing process.
I'm quite sure I won't have it again, I can handle it now. My outlook on life has completely changed.

some really sad things on this thread, im sorry some of you arent feeling well and i hope that passes quickly for you remember that although it seems a good way out, you would leave behind people that would be forever hurt and angry that you left them that way... whatever is going on, it WILL pass, time does help, and try to talk about it with someone you care about... its a horrible way to feel.


have i thought about it, yes i have.... i was young, and thought that the point in life i was in was all i had to look forward to. thank God i never lived out my plans or that my attempts were never accomplished, i would have missed out on the best part of my life

its kinda like a really good storm.... the skies look really dark, everything gets silent, then all hell breaks loose.... but, when its over, things are much cleaner feeling, the flowers are brighter, the air is fresh, and the birds are singing again have no fear, tomorrow will be better

I've struggled with depression most of my life. Thinking about suicide comes with the territory. I've been close a few times over the many years. But ultimately, there are those wee thoughts in the back of my head that have kept me from doing it. When I was young it was my mother. When I was older it was my niece. Knowing that they would and could never possibly understand. And I couldn't put them through the pain it would cause. Which ultimately brings me back to remembering that I am loved. It doesn't all go away after that. But it helps.

CarrieMpls said:

orgnote

charlottegelin said:

iguanacide!!!

No, I have SERIOUSLY contemplated homicide

CarrieMpls said:

well said Carrie

Natisse said:

AndGodCreatedMe said:

I miss you sweetie I've promised Herman and Marion and I'll promise you too... I'll be back asap

CarrieMpls said:

I guess I have been the same way. I went through counseling before and they asked me when my depression started. I could not answer that, I have been depressed for as long as I can remember. I still think about suicide, not as much as I used to though. I do not want to hurt my mom or my husband, I would miss my dogs too much too.
Having depression as an illness is terrible, I wish they could find a cure.

shanti0608 said: