For some odd reason, even as interesting of a person as I am, i can't find someone to be in love with. I mean, i'm not miserable being single, and I don't let this consume my everyday way of thinking, but it'd still be nice. Anyway, I had just met this guy from Alabama, and we hung out a few times. And the attraction was there. We almost gave in to each other, but for some odd reason, or as fate would have it, we didn't. Then he packs up and moves back to Alabama without a good bye or an "i'm leaving" or anything, and we don't speak for a week. I just get done talking to him, and i don't get an apology or anything, just some stupid banter about how he's gonna do this this and that and the third today, when i at LEAST wanted an apology for him not telling me that he was leaving. It's been almost 2 years since i've met a guy i felt like i could be with, and then he leaves without saying anything, and it was like my window of opportunity slamming in my face. And it hurts. I don't want to cry, but i feel so low and i feel the tears swelling up in my head. It seems like he went back down there and forgot about me. So quick, and it hurts. Sorry if this thread is stupid, but i felt like venting. I need a hug.

Being straight is boring and fascist. It is the lifestyle I have chosen myself but I would not recommend it.

Love finds everybody sooner or later but the road to get there is a bitch. Keep the faith...

See, and I sometimes wish I was gay. I bet gay dudes suck a better dick.

sociopath said:

U'd win that bet.

sociopath said:

you have no idea.

well, maybe you do, but that's your business.

Anxiety said:

I say forget this guy and move on. Maybe you'll find someone you want to hang around with long-term, maybe you won't. I personally believe too many people look to someone else to validate them. Love yourself - that's all that matters. ...Oh and

Ace said:

what he said.

Once one realizes it has noting to do with being straight or gay will you be happy.

I do have to say that the only way either really matter is geographic locations will give you more choice or less choices in regards to dating. But I'll tell ya if you live in Boo Foo Egypt...it don't matter is you are gay or straight...it's still slim pickins. And if you are straight you usually end up with Bucky Beaver Redneck Hee Haw Madness.

RockstarRetrosexual said:

There was a time when i wished i was gay, 4 it's easier 2 find men 2 have sex with than women, when u're shy as i was then...

But i couldn't b gay, i tried & it really wasn't 4 me, so i became bold instead...

I think u need a hug anyway

sociopath said:

Unfortunately that isn't always the case.



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shaomi said:

Thanks for saying this. You didn't have a choice. You went with what is natural to you.


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Love is very,very hard to find. Don't let it get you down. Stick with Lust. It's easier to find, and a lot more fun and exciting. Go with the odds.

Hang in there sweety. You've got many things to still go throgh. Trust me. I know you probably hate it when people say that you're young but it's true. Keep on keeping on and he will come along.

hugs (my emoticons don't work at work sorry)

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oh, thanx for all that replied. By the way, me saying "i'd be better of straight" is being used as a figure of speech. Kinda hard to explain but it'd be easy to understand. But eh, i'm trying to be in good spirits about it. Thanx

superspaceboy said:

Luv ya.

Take this advice, Retro! Wise words.

to everyone, except of course Cloudbuster.