just wanted to reach out.. scream out and tell a person how much you need them. How much it stings to never hear from them again. Yet.. you can't bring yourself to doing becuase of things like how it might effect somebody else... or the fear of neglect and pure rejection it may lead into. It's just so hard because you know that pain? The one in your chest? where you heart just fucking bleeds? yet.. no blood is realling actually pouring from your body it just hearts that much. If you could just tell that person regaurdles and at least make some of the pain stop.Have you ever just wanted to do it? You know where im coming from? Or am I just basically talking to myself as ussual?

Not sure what to say here...but the pain does diminish, just too slowly.

Yes I've felt that pain through grief. The strength of the feeling does fade and things do get better. Hang on in there.

Is there any way you can talk to somebody about this, even if it isn't the person? Someone not connected, who can help you find a way forward?

Last night I watched 'Magnolia' again.....it left me very depressed again, after a great weekend.....it totally brought me down!

Great movie though.... Tom Cruise is excellent in that one.... and the ending with the "strange" rainfall is great!!!

Hey babe I'm hear to listen and help if I can....Please feel free to vent or just cry to me

I've been there sooooo many times.....it just takes time...and talking about it helps!

Holding it all in hurts worse!

I'm here for you sweetie

MartyMcFly said:

the last good role he played....

abierman said:

Possibly... though I haven't seen them all.... Isn't Collateral supposed to be pretty good?

MartyMcFly said:

first good role since Magnolia

StaticDeth said:

I bloody know what it is. I'm so sorry 4 u. I guess the org sometimes helped me 2 go thru it, when it was 2 late 2 call anyone & none of my insomniac friends was on msn...

Time heals

(((StaticDeth)))

dolphngin said:

huh?