well, now that's a NON-summer here in Lyon, which, after a NON-spring, is really beginning 2 break my nerves up!

It's been a very harsh spring 4 me, 4 many personnal reason i've been on the verge of depression 4 months, & that bloody grey sky was a huge part of it. I remember one day in april, i had been crying 4 one hour because of the aforementionned personnal shit, & then i looked @ the weather broadcast on the internet, which said it was gonna rain 4 the next 10 days: i cried 2 more hours (i mean, really) just because of this, like "i won't b able 2 to it if there's no sun 4 10 days, i won't b able 2 fight my problems without the sun".

I dunno, when the sky is all grey like it was 2day, & yesterday, & the day b4... it's getting me claustrophobic, like i was trapped under a roof of clouds, like there was no sky at all, like i can't go outside cuz there's no outside, like it's a permanent night like in the movie "dark city"... I should write something about this.

Gosh, i don't know why i'm saying all this 2 u, there's no solution except learning 2 live with it until i can leave 2 a warmer, shinier place in a few years...

My... these r gonna b LONG years...

Just needed 2 talk about it, i guess. GodShiva please help me.

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[Edited 8/22/05 17:23pm]
[Edited 8/22/05 17:24pm]

I like rain and the smell of rain

luv4u said:

luv4u said:

Tactful and sensitive.

it's raining here too and it really affects my mood

charlottegelin said:

you aint the only one.....











I like rain,btw. It stormed here today, but it knocked the power out which cancelled my last class of the day For once no power was a good thing.

But really Tina Turner was the first thing that came to mind when I saw the title.

AnckSuNamun said:

Yeah, that was intended. Though i prefer Graham Central Station's version. I hadn't listened 2 it 4 months 'til the other day, when i realised how the song seemed 2 fit with what i was going thru so often...

sexinthesummer said:

thanx babe