Imago777 said:

Thanking you, but nobody is really picking on me. Besides which, I'm a big boy and I can look after myself.

BreddieMercury said:

Imago777 said:

I'm trying to give sensible advice here




ps

it won't let me join the stupid group on myspace

BreddieMercury said:

if it is not meant to be it won't be

no ammount of insurence policy will change anything

you can't FORCE things to happen

p0pstar said:

You're right of course. I don't mean "insurance policy" as in "blackmail". I mean that if things get problematic, I have something to fall back on.

I know it's meant to be. I feel it. It's just that it's not a normal situation, and the normal rules do not apply. I'm not going to force it to happen, but if I can paint myself in the most favourable light (an uphill struggle, I know), then what I want will come to me.

However, there's nothing wrong with keeping tabs on the other side of the situation in the meantime.
[Edited 8/21/05 6:26am]

p0pstar said:

why?

BreddieMercury said:

been in that situation honey and it's not down to what YOU do

it's down to what THEY do

how will you know if it happened cause you were super douper nice or because things ust got too bad to cope with

what about the issues IF you do get your desire, it's not at all what you think it will be like i assure you...

unfortunatly i know you are bewitched in no uncertain terms and not about to try and move onto something more suitable and relaxing

you are enjoying the game i feel how will you feel when the game has played out?

Imago777 said:

i don't know

maybe cause it's stupid

p0pstar said:

I know, you're right, but I can influence what one person thinks about myself and the other person. There are things within my sphere of influence and there are things that aren't,and I have reconciled myself to this.

WHEN I get what I want, I know that this will be another battle entirely. But I'm prepared for it. Totally.

Apart from the music, there's nothing I've ever wanted more. I do see it partly as a game, but that's a defence mechanism. If don't see it as agame, I'll go mad.

WHEN I get what I want, I will be the happiest man alive.

Life is worth nothing if not for the struggle.

BreddieMercury said:

nothing personal. just testing the limits of your resolve
you said "from now on I am going to be as nice as pie. No matter how much anyone attempts to wind me up I will be turning the other cheek."

XxAxX said:

Thanks for your comments. I am currently on another plateau. You are welcome to keep trying.

hello! what do we have here