retina said:

I can agree with that sometimes.
But usually it just drives me crazy.

Sweeny79 said:

Sweeny79 said:

aww hon I know what you mean ...I've been kinda battling depression lately and today was a REALLY bad day I've been at work all day in tears trying to cover it up thanking whoever it is that blessed me with an office of my own lol ...there are people very close to me who are going through REAL bad times right now and I'm trying to be strong for them but I have to stay away from them because I just can't be positive right now

hope you're ok sweetie and I hope you cheer up soon

Sweeny79 said:

And the worst part is that they don't even envy you when you're cashing in on the "blessing", again because they're not thinking! Bastards!

CarrieMpls said:

Yeah, the low points on the rollercoaster is always where you want to get off. It doesn't feel like it matters that the view will be amazing just a few seconds later.

Natisse said:

Natisse said:

Thanks, you to Natisse

retina said:

naw they usually look at you like this

I get like that sometimes... It comes out of the blue for no real reason and leaves you feeling empty almost.. nothing you do makes you feel better.. I know the feeling... Best thing to do is just do things to take your mind off of it, and if that wont work hop into bed late and sleep it off...

My thoughts are with you.. It happens to me too!

Sweeny79 said:

Honey, quit watching daytime tv. That will make anyone cry. lol
Put on some really good music, make a cup of tea and call your best friend.

BabyCakes said:

Thanks babe

Samaar said:

I was watching movies not Soaps

I tell ya.. I have felt that way many times before.. I just think its a personal issue when it comes down to it. maybe a slight depression.. maybe not but I think its something we (as a person) are lacking.. I havent found out just yet what that is though...
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Sdldawn said:

I've thought the same.

Hope you feel better, Sweeny.

Sweeny79 said:

Ma bad. Well, a good movie can make you cry too. I guess a bad one can as well. More hugs for Sweeny.

Cry it out, girl. And tomorrow, get up, go to the gym, eat right, and get those endorphins back in action. Sometimes our souls just need cleansing, and we wear ourselves out trying to shove it all back in, rather than just letting it come out.

And you know, if you are spending a lot of time sleeping, etc, you might need to talk to someone about it. Depression is difficult to get through on your own sometimes. Its not failure to talk to a doctor.

It may be a dream that was left emotionally unresolved and you just don't remember it or something.

Get some sun.

Walk around.

I get emotional sometimes, too. Then the bartender normally cuts me off and it gets better.

Sounds like a typical day for me.

Thanks everyone

Just came back from visiting my bf at work, he works nights, and I'm feeling a little better. Must be the moon or not enough iron in my diet or something.

Oh well tomorrow is another day.

Really Thank you everyone, your kind words help a lot.

Sweeny79 said:

keep your head up girl, it happens to the best of us...its not about why you feel this way but how you handle it. I sense that you are a strong person, so it won't get the best of you, not like you think, but it just seems to hurt so bad when you are in that mood that makes things "seem" like they are bad when it isn't. Like someone said before, just keep on cryin' it out, and you will feel a whole lot better in the morning...

missfee said:

thanks