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PrintableSweeny79 said: amorbella said: Talked to Sweeny before I went to sleep last night. Sleep better than I have in the past few days. Woke up this morning the same as yesterday.....
With a blood nose and my pillow soaked.....  It will get better and easier hon 
I promise. I KNOW..... Say it's just a dream...
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amorbella said: Sweeny79 said: It will get better and easier hon
I promise. I KNOW.....   In spite of the cost of living, it's still popular. |
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its 3am...i woke up with a bloody nose again....
I got up to find that i was bleeding from my ears as well. im very swollen, and very weak.....i think its time to go to the emergency.... i cant believe this is happening to me Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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amorbella said: its 3am...i woke up with a bloody nose again....
I got up to find that i was bleeding from my ears as well. im very swollen, and very weak.....i think its time to go to the emergency.... i cant believe this is happening to me girl  don't let that shit get to you like that! try to be strong | |
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amorbella said: its 3am...i woke up with a bloody nose again....
I got up to find that i was bleeding from my ears as well. im very swollen, and very weak.....i think its time to go to the emergency.... i cant believe this is happening to me Oh, you poor baby. | |
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amorbella said: its 3am...i woke up with a bloody nose again....
I got up to find that i was bleeding from my ears as well. im very swollen, and very weak.....i think its time to go to the emergency.... i cant believe this is happening to me I hope you did go to the emergency room! Please let us know how you're doing. "not a fan"  yeah...ok | |
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I didnt go.....called before I left the house to make sure they would see me...they said it was urgent enough and my best bet is to see the doc first thing this morning....
So, I cleaned myself up, took some asprin, and went back to bed...didnt sleep, just tried to relax.... I wasnt going to stay home, i would go mad at home.....so i put on some clothes(im soo swollen, i could put on jeans). and this may sounds bad, but i thought i wasnt going to make it out of the shower..... i really think im going nuts... put my hair up in a clip and came to work. Just made an appt for 10:30. My doc's nurse said the best thing i could do for myself at this point is stay around people. DO NOT BE ALONE....and of course, try to get some rest. My ears hurt soo bad, my head is throbing.....I cant believe this shit.... Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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amorbella said: I didnt go.....called before I left the house to make sure they would see me...they said it was urgent enough and my best bet is to see the doc first thing this morning....
So, I cleaned myself up, took some asprin, and went back to bed...didnt sleep, just tried to relax.... I wasnt going to stay home, i would go mad at home.....so i put on some clothes(im soo swollen, i could put on jeans). and this may sounds bad, but i thought i wasnt going to make it out of the shower..... i really think im going nuts... put my hair up in a clip and came to work. Just made an appt for 10:30. My doc's nurse said the best thing i could do for myself at this point is stay around people. DO NOT BE ALONE....and of course, try to get some rest. My ears hurt soo bad, my head is throbing.....I cant believe this shit.... have you got someone who can stay with you hon? a friend or relative that can keep you company while you go through all this? surely there's someone you can call on...
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becareful taking asprin ...I'm no doc but I'm pretty sure it thins your blood, not something you want when you have a tendancy to bleed. becareful..good luck. "not a fan" yeah...ok | |
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amorbella said: I didnt go.....called before I left the house to make sure they would see me...they said it was urgent enough and my best bet is to see the doc first thing this morning....
So, I cleaned myself up, took some asprin, and went back to bed...didnt sleep, just tried to relax.... I wasnt going to stay home, i would go mad at home.....so i put on some clothes(im soo swollen, i could put on jeans). and this may sounds bad, but i thought i wasnt going to make it out of the shower..... i really think im going nuts... put my hair up in a clip and came to work. Just made an appt for 10:30. My doc's nurse said the best thing i could do for myself at this point is stay around people. DO NOT BE ALONE....and of course, try to get some rest. My ears hurt soo bad, my head is throbing.....I cant believe this shit.... and you were doing so well when we hung up lastnight.... aww hon I think it's just the shock of it all. In spite of the cost of living, it's still popular. |
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amorbella said: I didnt go.....called before I left the house to make sure they would see me...they said it was urgent enough and my best bet is to see the doc first thing this morning....
So, I cleaned myself up, took some asprin, and went back to bed...didnt sleep, just tried to relax.... I wasnt going to stay home, i would go mad at home.....so i put on some clothes(im soo swollen, i could put on jeans). and this may sounds bad, but i thought i wasnt going to make it out of the shower..... i really think im going nuts... put my hair up in a clip and came to work. Just made an appt for 10:30. My doc's nurse said the best thing i could do for myself at this point is stay around people. DO NOT BE ALONE....and of course, try to get some rest. My ears hurt soo bad, my head is throbing.....I cant believe this shit.... I've been thru this very recently & i know how it burns. It's definitly a good idea not 2 stay alone, spend as much time as u can with trusted friends who can understand what u're going thru. Do little things that bring u pleasure, & most of all cry as much as u need, b it alone or in a friend's arms, cry 4 hours every day 'til it stops if necessary, it helps getting the pain outta urself. It helped me a lot 2 do so, anyway. & never, EVER 4get that in such a situation TIME IS UR FRIEND ! Every second that passes takes u farther from the moment he left & closer 2 the moment it won't hurt anymore. Remind urself all day that there will come a time when u'll b able 2 think about it & it won't do anything 2 u anymore. Remind urself that there will come a time when u'll love someone else who will love u & take care of u. Whatever happens, whatever the time it takes, it WILL eventually stop hurting. I kept that in mind every time the pain was 2 much 4 me 2 handle these last months. Now i still feel something when i think of it, but it ain't the pain it used 2 b, just a slight one, & i don't think of it all day like i used 2. I'm beginning 2 heal, u will 2. Every second that passes is ur friend. | |
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shaomi said: amorbella said: I didnt go.....called before I left the house to make sure they would see me...they said it was urgent enough and my best bet is to see the doc first thing this morning....
So, I cleaned myself up, took some asprin, and went back to bed...didnt sleep, just tried to relax.... I wasnt going to stay home, i would go mad at home.....so i put on some clothes(im soo swollen, i could put on jeans). and this may sounds bad, but i thought i wasnt going to make it out of the shower..... i really think im going nuts... put my hair up in a clip and came to work. Just made an appt for 10:30. My doc's nurse said the best thing i could do for myself at this point is stay around people. DO NOT BE ALONE....and of course, try to get some rest. My ears hurt soo bad, my head is throbing.....I cant believe this shit.... I've been thru this very recently & i know how it burns. It's definitly a good idea not 2 stay alone, spend as much time as u can with trusted friends who can understand what u're going thru. Do little things that bring u pleasure, & most of all cry as much as u need, b it alone or in a friend's arms, cry 4 hours every day 'til it stops if necessary, it helps getting the pain outta urself. It helped me a lot 2 do so, anyway. & never, EVER 4get that in such a situation TIME IS UR FRIEND ! Every second that passes takes u farther from the moment he left & closer 2 the moment it won't hurt anymore. Remind urself all day that there will come a time when u'll b able 2 think about it & it won't do anything 2 u anymore. Remind urself that there will come a time when u'll love someone else who will love u & take care of u. Whatever happens, whatever the time it takes, it WILL eventually stop hurting. I kept that in mind every time the pain was 2 much 4 me 2 handle these last months. Now i still feel something when i think of it, but it ain't the pain it used 2 b, just a slight one, & i don't think of it all day like i used 2. I'm beginning 2 heal, u will 2. Every second that passes is ur friend. Beautifully said.   In spite of the cost of living, it's still popular. |
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Sweeny79 said: shaomi said: I've been thru this very recently & i know how it burns. It's definitly a good idea not 2 stay alone, spend as much time as u can with trusted friends who can understand what u're going thru. Do little things that bring u pleasure, & most of all cry as much as u need, b it alone or in a friend's arms, cry 4 hours every day 'til it stops if necessary, it helps getting the pain outta urself. It helped me a lot 2 do so, anyway. & never, EVER 4get that in such a situation TIME IS UR FRIEND ! Every second that passes takes u farther from the moment he left & closer 2 the moment it won't hurt anymore. Remind urself all day that there will come a time when u'll b able 2 think about it & it won't do anything 2 u anymore. Remind urself that there will come a time when u'll love someone else who will love u & take care of u. Whatever happens, whatever the time it takes, it WILL eventually stop hurting. I kept that in mind every time the pain was 2 much 4 me 2 handle these last months. Now i still feel something when i think of it, but it ain't the pain it used 2 b, just a slight one, & i don't think of it all day like i used 2. I'm beginning 2 heal, u will 2. Every second that passes is ur friend. Beautifully said.  | |
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shaomi said: amorbella said: I didnt go.....called before I left the house to make sure they would see me...they said it was urgent enough and my best bet is to see the doc first thing this morning....
So, I cleaned myself up, took some asprin, and went back to bed...didnt sleep, just tried to relax.... I wasnt going to stay home, i would go mad at home.....so i put on some clothes(im soo swollen, i could put on jeans). and this may sounds bad, but i thought i wasnt going to make it out of the shower..... i really think im going nuts... put my hair up in a clip and came to work. Just made an appt for 10:30. My doc's nurse said the best thing i could do for myself at this point is stay around people. DO NOT BE ALONE....and of course, try to get some rest. My ears hurt soo bad, my head is throbing.....I cant believe this shit.... I've been thru this very recently & i know how it burns. It's definitly a good idea not 2 stay alone, spend as much time as u can with trusted friends who can understand what u're going thru. Do little things that bring u pleasure, & most of all cry as much as u need, b it alone or in a friend's arms, cry 4 hours every day 'til it stops if necessary, it helps getting the pain outta urself. It helped me a lot 2 do so, anyway. & never, EVER 4get that in such a situation TIME IS UR FRIEND ! Every second that passes takes u farther from the moment he left & closer 2 the moment it won't hurt anymore. Remind urself all day that there will come a time when u'll b able 2 think about it & it won't do anything 2 u anymore. Remind urself that there will come a time when u'll love someone else who will love u & take care of u. Whatever happens, whatever the time it takes, it WILL eventually stop hurting. I kept that in mind every time the pain was 2 much 4 me 2 handle these last months. Now i still feel something when i think of it, but it ain't the pain it used 2 b, just a slight one, & i don't think of it all day like i used 2. I'm beginning 2 heal, u will 2. Every second that passes is ur friend.  Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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amorbella said: its 3am...i woke up with a bloody nose again....
I got up to find that i was bleeding from my ears as well. im very swollen, and very weak.....i think its time to go to the emergency.... i cant believe this is happening to me  RIP, mom. I will forever miss and love you. | |
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im doing better....seen the doc got some medication and feeling a bit better.
one minute at a time Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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amorbella said: im doing better....seen the doc got some medication and feeling a bit better.
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TMPletz said: amorbella said: im doing better....seen the doc got some medication and feeling a bit better.
one minute at a time Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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i woke up this morning, with the same thing....A BLODDY NOSE
Im extremely swollen, but not as sad or confused..... one minute at a time Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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No news from u 4 2 days. I hope u're alright. Give us a sign.
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shaomi said: No news from u 4 2 days. I hope u're alright. Give us a sign.
see fuck him thread Say it's just a dream...
U open up ur eyes and come 2 realize u simply imagined this So u lean over and give her a kiss Here on earth, here on earth, with u it's not so bad Here on earth, here on earth eye don't feel so sad Stay right here | |
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