I wanna be home,
Instead of here, finding myself swearing
It's overbearing,
Staring
Into a world a billion miles away
Understanding reasons to stay
Seven moons in space
Caressing the corners of your face
New dimensions, other worlds
Where Spirits flare
A universe equals four nebulas square
Times 10, My Infinite Imaginary Friend
It's a creative flow...it goes On and On.
Spacing out from dusk to dawn

Sitting here wondering where's the core
Wondering what these dreams are for
A universe equals four nebulas square
Where Spirits Flare...
Seems this morning, I need a breath of fresh Air...


...

AlienX2050 said:

To deeply breathe and take in life
creating utopia
behind tear blurred eyes....

As we journey daily
and our plights unfold
As we embrace each trial
nurturing pain into pleasures our hearts treasure and hold....

As we face each new day
the sun's warmth on our face
and inward smiles explode outward
its memory in our lips traced...

The tranquility of inner peace
like an uncultured pearl
is the rarest of treasures
overlooked in this world.....

On the hillside at sunset
eyes closed taking in
giving mother earth gratitude
as dusks canvas begins.....

toffee said:

After your touch
I have to free my mind
Renewing this faith time after time
I’m befriending the needs to me
Escaping, holding short the ecstasy
You’re astounding
I want to come home
Tangled in a web
Dreams of places unknown

And there you are…
Surrounded in a simple world of moon and stars
A distant place where eruptions flows
Orgasmic…fantastic…ecstatic
In the highs and lows
This place where Solar Babies play…
And Solaris cascades
3 planets charades
In a puzzle and I'm A-mazed
When I find my way...

I think I’ll stay.

...

I don't wanna be here neither
Feeling bored, need a bit of a breather

Need to gets me outta this place
Need to see me a smiling face

Oh well, only 30 minutes to go
Until I get to leave this show

...behind, well just for tonight
Back here tomorrow, but that's alright

Cos then the weekend will be here
And then I wont have to, stare

At this screen and the same old faces
Gets to see some different places

sometimes you have look at the place that you are
and realize your better off than others by far....
for all the while u wish to leave
there are some who would love to sit where you be

as humans we tend to seek what we don't have
yet upon reflection.....we don't have it so bad

we are blessed with a home, and a job and a car
and the financial stability to remain where we are
yet we always aspire for more lest we forgot
there are many who would revel with what we've got

AlienX2050 said:

Stay indeed....take in... embrace
as sunshine rays caress your face....
the warmth of home can't be compared...
nor would mere mortal even dare.

The ambience as u enter
familiarity warm and intense....
dejavu.....for yes,you've been here
more than a moment culmination lingers.....suspense.

Adventures of the unknown indeed
are experienced throughout life
but home ....the smell..... the ambience
satiate a heart in strife.....

The grounding of the soul
the bonds both created and inbred
are conceived at the hearth of a space all our own
and its the only nourishment suitable to be fed.

Fingertips dancing across your face
as the wine moistens the lips
penetration of stare yields time immobile.....
yes home..... the soul uplifts....

Permeation inmeasurable by mortal standards
thoughts rushing....skin touching....
your thought I read
flesh hot..... skin blushing....
[Edited 6/9/05 8:59am]

rocknrollisalive said:

sometimes you have look at the place that you are
and realize your better off than others by far....
for all the while u wish to leave
there are some who would love to sit where you be

as humans we tend to seek what we don't have
yet upon reflection.....we don't have it so bad

we are blessed with a home, and a job and a car
and the financial stability to remain where we are
yet we always aspire for more lest we forgot
there are many who would revel with what we've got

We like...



Grateful I am, of course you are right
But its the end of the day, it's nearly night

And night-time will bring much more fun
Than the things today I've done

I appreciate my salary,
Car and place to rest my weary...

...Head at night, don't get me wrong
But there's less than 10 minutes left now, thats not long

toffee said:

Here alone at home…
Thinking…
Superficially cloned…

Bathing in this creepy place
Mind all lost in space
Spirits rise in another dimensional time
Strangely organic at a quarter pass nine

This is where I’m crazed
In a inhuman way
Sexually I want to stay
But I’ve been jaded
Spaded…
Spiritually constipated
Looking to be emancipated
With you, my mind has been raided
Plush and my sadness has been eradicated

White out black light
And so I’m on this flight
Where possibilities and amenities
Are merged with you and me…

The Sun, the Moon, the Stars and Mars…

I stay indeed, I embrace this world
Seven moons in space
Caressing the corners of a personal place…

Here we go…
Renewing the faith.

...

toffee said:

We like...



Grateful I am, of course you are right
But its the end of the day, it's nearly night

And night-time will bring much more fun
Than the things today I've done

I appreciate my salary,
Car and place to rest my weary...

...Head at night, don't get me wrong
But there's less than 10 minutes left now, thats not long

rocknrollisalive said:

length of time is measured not
by the ticking of the clock....
but the insight we've gained
and the fulfillment we've got.

sleep well dear weary
and with head bowed in thanks....
take slumber neath stars and moon
as night breeze flanks....

rest well and long
and arise refreshed
with clarity of head
and warmth of breast.

toffee said:

I took a path where money mattered
Stepped back and I wasn’t flattered
Reconsidered that flaky role…
Now I’m drifting…two fold.

Hands clap fingers snap
Unwanted worlds…
Gotta keep them back

Let’s weigh ourselves…
Constructive flows
Conscious thinking
Subconscious blinking…

Stepping outside these lines
Ready to find and redefine
According to Sunnyside lifestyle
Thinking all this while…
Money made me proud.

It was cheesy…
Like a McDonald’s Hamburger…all greasy.
Mark this day
To be mine…
Where I took the time
To redefine
According to a Sunnyside lifestyle
And the Positive overflows
Conscious thinking and no more blinking
Staying outside these lines
As I rebirth these times…
...

(Okay-I'm changing it up a bit since the evening is here. Let me see if you know where I'm going with this.)

_____

Sounds of solon feather above the leaves
The mystic air and the mysterious dreams
Sweet aroma of you in a Midnight Summer’s breeze
Rapture of the sun, unfettered slides over me…

Elation of my essence deep within
Wisps between the soft walls of the Petal rose
Emerged from sin…
The small of your back dips over my skin

In a place where the perfect is perfect
Where the eruption flows
This is where the pleasure ever so often goes

The curves in the candlelight
Flicker shadows on your skin
Motions intertwined together
All is destined…

Fantastic touch
Grasping the crease so much
This is my Midnight Dream
It emerges me…
Wild virtue like Lovers copulate
Desiring a flavor to taste…

Abreast are my fingertips in your dark, mystical hair
New fondles of joy all over here and there
Silhouette of darkness, fading orange June sky
Deep ripe cherries culminating in those eyes…
[Edited 6/9/05 14:13pm]

AlienX2050 said:

On goes the gold clip,
She lifts her right leg
One crazed freak as the hip is raised
Slap in my face, pumping the waist this way
The candles in the box where shadows fade…
Brutality in the 1st Chapter this be the 3rd page…
No matter what the deal I don’t care
Concentrate solely on the leather underwear…
Raise the Echelon
Something wicked this way comes…
Without any thought, tonight I’m the one…
To fashion the next position…
And this is the way it's done.

I hear squeaks as she strolls through the door
Wondering what the handcuffs are for…
We don’t need torture to want the moment more.

You don’t complain cause you want it this way
Next to the corridor the candle lights began to fade
I’m not tripping…
The competition is raised
Mi bonita this is how I play…
...
[Edited 6/9/05 19:59pm]

AlienX2050 said:

And play we will
just as you like
for there's an arena for all
in the moon's glorious light

If to don the leather
is what you need from me
I'll make it a thong
and wear it freely....

you want the control
then cuff these hands
but you'll constrict nothing
and this i contend

you may miss the way
the fingertips caress
but perhaps not to be touched
is the way you wish to be blessed.....

a little rough..
and so we start
now press your lips
where that clip stops the part.

intensity builds
as I take you without limbs
come to my mouth
and lets begin.....

the breaths that tickle
your sweat drenched skin.....
will send that chill
can u push your way in.....


look in my eyes
do you see fear?
you dominate.....
but i let you ....ya hear?

submissively i can still control
as you enter hard.....
take my breath...
then let's roll

give all you have
baby let it all out....
communication non-verbal
is what it's all about

titalating sensations
erect body parts....
you think it's about to end....
but love...this is just the start

red skin from the grasps
fingertips embedded.....
next time smack it harder....
you know where this is headed...

til no breath remains...
and i render you immobile....
baby then and only then
will i allow u to roll ova...

toffee said:

She straddles from the shower
Slippery on the sheets
Smell of rubber and sexuality
I’m not tripping, the girly has a need
The echelon goes up in sexuality.
Adjust the curve of this particular position
I can get with this if this is how it’s done…

She won’t stop the motions
We fall to the floor
She’s not done yet
She tightens the rope more
My mouth is open but I can’t scream
This be the thrill
This be me.

Pop goes the cherry
Plush goes the astronomic plane
Comatose matter in the first stage
She’s scandalous in a wicked kind of way.

I crept through the surface of Venus
There on the small of her back
Caressing the lines, our bodies are stacked
From her tasted neck
To the realms of her crack
Is there a need to do her like that?
Dazed off in astronomic planes
She’s so hot, driving me insane…

Lollipop sucks
Into her mouth it goes
How does it taste
Only she knows
Hours she tricks and this is how it feels
Climatic envy, how could this be real?

Sparkle goes the match on the candle bronze
Special forte for another position
Summer’s crackling…
Raise the echelon
[Edited 6/9/05 20:48pm]

AlienX2050 said:

Raise the bar baby
raise it high
tonight you'll soar
where the angels fly...

No need for words
assume the position
as tongues tangle then part
and we increase the friction.

Exploring with urgency
at the culmination
then backing off a bit
to maintain anticipation....

As you look at me
and I u in return.
Tonight we both
have some lessons
to learn.

soft feather like kisses
at the nape of your neck
then the tongue like a snake
lightly circles each breast....

don't touch me
for now love the party is mine
as lips tighten to suck
moistened nipples do climb

they climb through my lips
requesting more attention
and with a slight pinch
then a bite.....then remission

the tongue traces downward
teasing each inch of your skin
watching you wimper
wondering when ecstacy begins....

eye contact never broken
in every inch of the journey
baby we've got all night
don't dare think i'll hurry

savoring ...sucklings....and licks
with each touch
bet you never thought the center of the lollypop
was treasured so much

intensity builds
stimulation increases
you ask for a moment
but this never ceases....

don't worry my warrior
we've only begun
this is only the first time
tonight that you'll cum....

for as many stars sparkling
tonight in the sky
is the number of orgasms
we'll create...you and i

toffee said:

I can't even turn the tables on you with this one...

Girl...
...

I came across this in an old file.

Toffee, you're the original writer of this one.

I think you wrote this somewhere around November 1, 2000. And I rewrote it November 5, 2000.

It was a cold cold night.

I found the title was really cool and the words that followed took me into anothe dimension.

Maybe I was high that night. I don't think so.

I had just recieved a demo copy of PM Dawn's "*ucked Music" from a friend in New Jersey.

If I'm not mistaken, they were trying to get on the Sound Track for the Movie "Spider Man."

It was late so I rewrote "Masks of Delusions." Not that it needed to be rewritten, I felt a need to mess your lyrics up.

I think the org was in a reallly dry spell then...no one came around. Prince.org was empty.

_____
Masks of Delusions

I touch the Heavens like the Angels do
Floating into Dreams behind your eyes
Negligence is a Poet’s crime
Slipping into your bed on a cold winter’s night
Soul Mates in time we fly
If you can’t rearrange then why would I?

Mosaic Masks of flamboyant décor
I ask myself what’s it for
Familiar faces become a fading lore
Don’t let them mold you cause they’ll break you
As much as you love them, they’ll hate you even more.

The mask is conceived
Intricate tapestry, how people perceive
Dreamers to be
Metaphors on a string
Strange identities, incomplete Dreams
But you can count on me.
Realizing the truth won’t stop your tears
Masks of Delusions become clear
No answers from whomever brought us here
Knowing what I know
I’m not sure how I should feel.

Anyone who looks close can see a star in you
Glowing ashes floating where energy never dies
Six thousand light years away, visible on a clear-cold night
So quiet are the constellations where you rest inside
Exposing yourself to the world like the fortunetellers do
Where it’s so hard to not live a lie
Where struggles become a way of life.

Mosaic Masks of flamboyant décor
Familiar faces, fading lore
Don’t let them mold you cause they’ll break you
As much as you love them, they’ll hate you even more.
The ones that matter would take the time
To find out who you are.
[Edited 6/9/05 15:16pm]

...

"Love lost always makes one sad, but you seem to rise instead...feel the water, the ice cool water. People may come, People may go just as long as the water's slow. Watch out when you're headed for the Waterfall."

- Wendy and Lisa, Waterfall


...
[Edited 6/10/05 20:51pm]

I wanna be home,
Instead of here, finding myself swearing
It's overbearing,
Staring
Into a world a billion miles away
Understanding reasons to stay
Seven moons in space
Caressing the corners of your face
New dimensions, other worlds
Where Spirits flare
A universe equals four nebulas square
Times 10, My Infinite Imaginary Friend
It's a creative flow...it goes On and On.
Spacing out from dusk to dawn

Sitting here wondering where's the core
Wondering what these dreams are for
A universe equals four nebulas square
Where Spirits Flare...
Seems this morning, I need a breath of fresh Air...


...
[Edited 6/9/05 8:23am]
[Edited 6/9/05 9:29am]
[Edited 6/9/05 10:24am]

I wanna be home,
Instead of here, finding myself swearing
It's overbearing,
Staring
Into a world a billion miles away
Understanding reasons to stay
Seven moons in space
Caressing the corners of your face
New dimensions, other worlds
Where Spirits flare
A universe equals four nebulas square
Times 10, My Infinite Imaginary Friend
It's a creative flow...it goes On and On.
Spacing out from dusk to dawn

Sitting here wondering where's the core
Wondering what these dreams are for
A universe equals four nebulas square
Where Spirits Flare...
Seems this morning, I need a breath of fresh Air...


...
[Edited 6/9/05 8:23am]
[Edited 6/9/05 9:29am]
[Edited 6/9/05 10:24am]

...

"Love lost always makes one sad, but you seem to rise instead...feel the water, the ice cool water. People may come, People may go just as long as the water's slow. Watch out when you're headed for the Waterfall."

- Wendy and Lisa, Waterfall


...
[Edited 6/10/05 20:51pm]