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Thread started 05/25/05 12:56pm

Gold319

DEEP REGRETS!!

I have just come back from ASDA and I was sitting in the entrance waiting for my son and I saw a group of young girls and they were having fun and laughing and they all looked really pretty and everything, and suddenly tears started welling up inside of me!! sad I honestly wish I could turn back the clock 2 a time when I was young and carefree like I used 2 b when I was in my teens!! How I hate being the age I am now(47). I have so many worries, pains, sorrows and problems now, that really I have forgotten what its like 2 laugh now!! Through my last 10-15 years I have been through a lot of really bad experiences(some my own fault) that have left me very bitter in some ways!! I wish I could have my life over again so that I could make better choices and decisions than the ones that I did make!!

Also, I realized how much of a loner and a recluse I have become, partly due 2 being wrapped up in family problems 2 do with illness and sickness, but also due 2 myself doing anything about going out 2 make freinds(partly due 2 the situation I am in now regarding my religion - my own fault again!!).

Anyway, it suddenly hit me that I must get out help myself become the person I was all those years ago again, I have had enough of my life right now!!

For one thing, I really want 2 make amends, regarding my religion!! I desperately need Jehovah God back in my life again!! I have a LOT of healing 2 do, physically, mentally, emotionally and Spiritually!!

Anyway, I just thought I would share this with u!! I just hope that someone listens, thats all!! sad sad sad
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Reply #1 posted 05/25/05 12:58pm

AsianBomb777

You've made me more depressed.

I'm looking forward to my 40's becuase I hate hate hate hate hate my 30's
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Reply #2 posted 05/25/05 12:59pm

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eek oh.....that's really sad.....I hope you can put the bad things behind you and look forward to better days.
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Reply #3 posted 05/25/05 1:00pm

HamsterHuey

AsianBomb777 said:

I'm looking forward to my 40's because I hate hate hate hate hate my 30's


It's just cuz you are still closeted. You desperately need Daddy in your life!
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Reply #4 posted 05/25/05 1:01pm

Eternaldragon

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I hear ya. Hope things turn around.
pray flag "I am the way, the truth and the life; No man cometh unto the father, but by me." - Jesus of Nazareth (John 14:6)
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Reply #5 posted 05/25/05 1:01pm

HamsterHuey

Gold319 said:

I desperately need Jehovah God back in my life again!!


so... also WRONG FORUM!
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Reply #6 posted 05/25/05 1:01pm

Eternaldragon

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AsianBomb777 said:

You've made me more depressed.

I'm looking forward to my 40's becuase I hate hate hate hate hate my 30's


What's wrong with 30's?
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Reply #7 posted 05/25/05 1:01pm

SupaFunkyOrgan
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I wish you all the best in bettering all areas of your life hug
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Reply #8 posted 05/25/05 1:02pm

REDFEATHERS

You are as young as you feel.. thats my motto nod
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Reply #9 posted 05/25/05 1:05pm

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Control your own destiny!
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Reply #10 posted 05/25/05 1:06pm

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She needs a sexy young man whore with good stamina to brighten her days...that's my motto! nod
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Reply #11 posted 05/25/05 2:31pm

sag10

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Don't ever give up. You can start today!

Take your lessons, learn from them, and live..

Good luck with the rest of your life. hug
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Reply #12 posted 05/25/05 2:49pm

Mach

Anyway, it suddenly hit me that I must get out help myself become the person I was all those years ago again

you can do wonderful things with your life if you choose biggrin ... but you can not go back and be the person you were in the past

unless you loose all things in which you created in the yrs since then

you are no longer 20, your life is not that of a 20 yr old

again ... though

you can do wonderful things with your life NOW, if you choose to do so


peace

Mach rose
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Reply #13 posted 05/25/05 3:12pm

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Gold319 said:

I have just come back from ASDA and I was sitting in the entrance waiting for my son and I saw a group of young girls and they were having fun and laughing and they all looked really pretty and everything, and suddenly tears started welling up inside of me!! sad I honestly wish I could turn back the clock 2 a time when I was young and carefree like I used 2 b when I was in my teens!! How I hate being the age I am now(47). I have so many worries, pains, sorrows and problems now, that really I have forgotten what its like 2 laugh now!! Through my last 10-15 years I have been through a lot of really bad experiences(some my own fault) that have left me very bitter in some ways!! I wish I could have my life over again so that I could make better choices and decisions than the ones that I did make!!

Also, I realized how much of a loner and a recluse I have become, partly due 2 being wrapped up in family problems 2 do with illness and sickness, but also due 2 myself doing anything about going out 2 make freinds(partly due 2 the situation I am in now regarding my religion - my own fault again!!).

Anyway, it suddenly hit me that I must get out help myself become the person I was all those years ago again, I have had enough of my life right now!!

For one thing, I really want 2 make amends, regarding my religion!! I desperately need Jehovah God back in my life again!! I have a LOT of healing 2 do, physically, mentally, emotionally and Spiritually!!

Anyway, I just thought I would share this with u!! I just hope that someone listens, thats all!! sad sad sad


You come on here and constantly whinge and moan and then expect sympathy, I would give it to someone who deserves it, not some whinging waster like you.
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Reply #14 posted 05/25/05 3:20pm

Fleshofmyflesh

hug

and

kfc (always cheers ME up)
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Reply #15 posted 05/25/05 3:20pm

SupaFunkyOrgan
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starbass said:

Gold319 said:

I have just come back from ASDA and I was sitting in the entrance waiting for my son and I saw a group of young girls and they were having fun and laughing and they all looked really pretty and everything, and suddenly tears started welling up inside of me!! sad I honestly wish I could turn back the clock 2 a time when I was young and carefree like I used 2 b when I was in my teens!! How I hate being the age I am now(47). I have so many worries, pains, sorrows and problems now, that really I have forgotten what its like 2 laugh now!! Through my last 10-15 years I have been through a lot of really bad experiences(some my own fault) that have left me very bitter in some ways!! I wish I could have my life over again so that I could make better choices and decisions than the ones that I did make!!

Also, I realized how much of a loner and a recluse I have become, partly due 2 being wrapped up in family problems 2 do with illness and sickness, but also due 2 myself doing anything about going out 2 make freinds(partly due 2 the situation I am in now regarding my religion - my own fault again!!).

Anyway, it suddenly hit me that I must get out help myself become the person I was all those years ago again, I have had enough of my life right now!!

For one thing, I really want 2 make amends, regarding my religion!! I desperately need Jehovah God back in my life again!! I have a LOT of healing 2 do, physically, mentally, emotionally and Spiritually!!

Anyway, I just thought I would share this with u!! I just hope that someone listens, thats all!! sad sad sad


You come on here and constantly whinge and moan and then expect sympathy, I would give it to someone who deserves it, not some whinging waster like you.


Whinging Whingers deserve nothing!! mad
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Reply #16 posted 05/25/05 3:28pm

Fleshofmyflesh

starbass said:

Gold319 said:

I have just come back from ASDA and I was sitting in the entrance waiting for my son and I saw a group of young girls and they were having fun and laughing and they all looked really pretty and everything, and suddenly tears started welling up inside of me!! sad I honestly wish I could turn back the clock 2 a time when I was young and carefree like I used 2 b when I was in my teens!! How I hate being the age I am now(47). I have so many worries, pains, sorrows and problems now, that really I have forgotten what its like 2 laugh now!! Through my last 10-15 years I have been through a lot of really bad experiences(some my own fault) that have left me very bitter in some ways!! I wish I could have my life over again so that I could make better choices and decisions than the ones that I did make!!

Also, I realized how much of a loner and a recluse I have become, partly due 2 being wrapped up in family problems 2 do with illness and sickness, but also due 2 myself doing anything about going out 2 make freinds(partly due 2 the situation I am in now regarding my religion - my own fault again!!).

Anyway, it suddenly hit me that I must get out help myself become the person I was all those years ago again, I have had enough of my life right now!!

For one thing, I really want 2 make amends, regarding my religion!! I desperately need Jehovah God back in my life again!! I have a LOT of healing 2 do, physically, mentally, emotionally and Spiritually!!

Anyway, I just thought I would share this with u!! I just hope that someone listens, thats all!! sad sad sad


You come on here and constantly whinge and moan and then expect sympathy, I would give it to someone who deserves it, not some whinging waster like you.



Wow...that was so cold I shivered...
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Reply #17 posted 05/25/05 3:32pm

DexMSR

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Gold319 said:

I have just come back from ASDA and I was sitting in the entrance waiting for my son and I saw a group of young girls and they were having fun and laughing and they all looked really pretty and everything, and suddenly tears started welling up inside of me!! sad I honestly wish I could turn back the clock 2 a time when I was young and carefree like I used 2 b when I was in my teens!! How I hate being the age I am now(47). I have so many worries, pains, sorrows and problems now, that really I have forgotten what its like 2 laugh now!! Through my last 10-15 years I have been through a lot of really bad experiences(some my own fault) that have left me very bitter in some ways!! I wish I could have my life over again so that I could make better choices and decisions than the ones that I did make!!

Also, I realized how much of a loner and a recluse I have become, partly due 2 being wrapped up in family problems 2 do with illness and sickness, but also due 2 myself doing anything about going out 2 make freinds(partly due 2 the situation I am in now regarding my religion - my own fault again!!).

Anyway, it suddenly hit me that I must get out help myself become the person I was all those years ago again, I have had enough of my life right now!!

For one thing, I really want 2 make amends, regarding my religion!! I desperately need Jehovah God back in my life again!! I have a LOT of healing 2 do, physically, mentally, emotionally and Spiritually!!

Anyway, I just thought I would share this with u!! I just hope that someone listens, thats all!! sad sad sad



Well look at how much you have learned in these experiences and take them into the next half of your life...you have a long way to go and alot more living to do!!!!

Whap whap whap whap...now shape up sista!!...whap whap whap....on that Ass!!! And keep on living!!!

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BOB JOHNSON IS PART OF THE PROBLEM!!
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Reply #18 posted 05/25/05 4:21pm

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She posts the same old crap every single week, only last week she was leaving Prince.org and was going to start and live her life to the full..hasn't worked has it.

Don't waste your positive energy on her, bleeding nutter
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Reply #19 posted 05/25/05 4:33pm

Fleshofmyflesh

starbass said:

She posts the same old crap every single week, only last week she was leaving Prince.org and was going to start and live her life to the full..hasn't worked has it.

Don't waste your positive energy on her, bleeding nutter



So at worst, it's a cry for attention.
Doesn't that at least deserve some compassion?
Clearly something is missing.
Come on, SB, have a heart

And then some kfc
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Reply #20 posted 05/25/05 4:44pm

klhk

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starbass said:

She posts the same old crap every single week, only last week she was leaving Prince.org and was going to start and live her life to the full..hasn't worked has it.

Don't waste your positive energy on her, bleeding nutter




giggle I guess she's just a sad person. she should take my advice and get a man-whore!
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Reply #21 posted 05/25/05 11:49pm

starbass

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Fleshofmyflesh said:

starbass said:

She posts the same old crap every single week, only last week she was leaving Prince.org and was going to start and live her life to the full..hasn't worked has it.

Don't waste your positive energy on her, bleeding nutter



So at worst, it's a cry for attention.
Doesn't that at least deserve some compassion?
Clearly something is missing.
Come on, SB, have a heart

And then some kfc


Huh a cry for attention, she has a husband sat at home..how frickin sad is it that she has to post all and sundry to a Prince message board when she has someone in her life to share her problems, if I were him I would have switched off long long ago.

I detest her, she is so selfish and stupid
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Reply #22 posted 05/26/05 12:09am

Muse2NOPharaoh

hug

It's never to late!
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Reply #23 posted 05/26/05 1:15am

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After reading her posts about how bad Britain is and how much, much better everything is in USA. I have to say that I agree with Starbass.

But, I still hope she finds her God and he shows her what a selfish, warped woman she is and helps her change.


I doubt it though.


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Reply #24 posted 05/26/05 1:30am

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Whoa, you guys are cold.



Hope you feel better! I was lamenting about using meds for this kind of stuff. Now I see what they are talking about. Anything that cripples you for so long that you can't function is not right. Go get checked out first.
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Reply #25 posted 05/26/05 1:34am

Chico319

Enjoy Youself


Enjoy it, enjoy it

Never let life
Get you down
When your head is spinning
Feet won't touch the ground
For in this world
The good time you can't plan
You'd better take your chances while you can

CHORUS:
Don't wait 'til tomorrow
When you should be living today
Enjoy it, enjoy it
Before too long it's too late
Don't throw the good times away
Enjoy it, enjoy it (repeat)

Don't break up
Inside
When everything's too much
Don't run and hide
For nothing comes to those who will not try
You may just as well have kissed Your dreams goodbye

CHORUS

For nothing comes to those who hesitate
Grab your dreams before it gets too late

CHORUS
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Reply #26 posted 05/26/05 12:29pm

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starbass said:

Fleshofmyflesh said:




So at worst, it's a cry for attention.
Doesn't that at least deserve some compassion?
Clearly something is missing.
Come on, SB, have a heart

And then some kfc


Huh a cry for attention, she has a husband sat at home..how frickin sad is it that she has to post all and sundry to a Prince message board when she has someone in her life to share her problems, if I were him I would have switched off long long ago.

I detest her, she is so selfish and stupid


omg Good god, is it really that serious? I just don't get how people online can really get under other's skin.
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Reply #27 posted 05/26/05 12:31pm

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AnckSuNamun said:

starbass said:



Huh a cry for attention, she has a husband sat at home..how frickin sad is it that she has to post all and sundry to a Prince message board when she has someone in her life to share her problems, if I were him I would have switched off long long ago.

I detest her, she is so selfish and stupid


omg Good god, is it really that serious? I just don't get how people online can really get under other's skin.




tottaly.....
t you to frogive me. or even believe me. But I am truly sorry. What I said was out of character for me. Even if this is "just the internet"

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Reply #28 posted 05/26/05 12:31pm

JDINTERACTIVE

AnckSuNamun said:

starbass said:



Huh a cry for attention, she has a husband sat at home..how frickin sad is it that she has to post all and sundry to a Prince message board when she has someone in her life to share her problems, if I were him I would have switched off long long ago.

I detest her, she is so selfish and stupid


omg Good god, is it really that serious? I just don't get how people online can really get under other's skin.


He really doesn't like her and has to make it known everytime she posts.
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Reply #29 posted 05/26/05 12:41pm

brownsugar

gold319 find something you can enjoy doing outside the home that you enjoy and where you can have time for yourself and only you-not your family. sometimes you need to get away from all of that as much as you love them.
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