ok, yeah, i read the posts last night... and youre right, they all are pretty bad i agree 100%.... however, i do want to shed a bit of light on something that maybe someone else might need to know - as i have found out the hard way the meds that im on now, they are relatively new to me. i dont normally drink while taking meds, but this last few days have been incredibly tough on me i have been faced with decisions that were very hard to make, visions of loss that i cant describe, and other personal things that have made this one of the hardest weeks that i've had in a long time. that being said, i did read the labels on the meds before i started my drinking, ok, maybe i didnt read them well enough, but, i DID read them. however, you may want to double check your drinking abilities PRIOR to making them if you are on medication.

you all will be thrilled to know im sure, that the man that i called last night to come over, and i had every intension of having sex, thats the ONLY damn reason i called him, did come over..... however, what i didnt know was that he has been paying more attention to me than i thought. when he got here, he was concerned, and wanted to make sure i was ok. i spent the night being violently ill, i felt soooo horrible - not your normal kind of horrible - more like a "should we go to the hospital" kinda horrible. he made sure i was ok, he stayed with me and tried to comfort me. we did talk about the events of the week, and that helped a lot. i guess i was just feeling more at the end of my rope than anything stress takes its toll... and unfortunately, i took it out on myself. he was a perfect gentleman, no harm was done, and he said that i needed him in a different way than i had thought last night, which was probably true

the kids were gone, this only effected me... and after the price i paid, i dont plan to drink much anytime in the future, at least while taking this medication so, to those of you that let me be me, and have my bit of what i thought was "fun" at the time, thank you to the others, im sorry you found my actions so disturbing. today im thankful to have woke up this morning, with my brain intact... and functioning

for the record, i had the equivalent of 1 small pony beer, and about 2 shots of tequila, the rest of it was side effects please dont drink while youre taking meds

to most of you...

and thanks again -

NPP

you were even worse than me, i only posted on threads i didn't start them when i was drunk.



we all do it

orgnote

lollyp0p said:

I don't think I've ever seen you be bad at the org.

analbolique said:

Just shut up!

You make things worse then for what they are

AndGodCreatedMe said:

recieved... thank you dear

youre a doll

AndGodCreatedMe said:

its ok honey i know joey... and i knew i had this comming from him

lollyp0p said:

im just happy to be here this morning.. TINY LITTLE HEADACHE but, i think im gonna live

analbolique said:

I am always on my best behaviour.

lollyp0p said:

i love ya honey.... but COME ON

PurpleThunder said:

girl, it really wasnt much to miss just me having a 'moment'

but, i'll take that :Hug: and though and

NPP, if ya ever want to chat, ya know where i am , you can use my shoulder,

don't be sorry. someone close to me has a drinking problem and i've had to go through some things, so i'm not to fond of alchohol. Just be careful. if you want to talk just orgnote me.

nakedpianoplayer said:

I wshi I hda bnee here fro this.

luv4u said:

girl, you are too good to me likewise for you

brownsugar said:

thanks sugar normally, i do just fine with my drinking, i guess i just cant do it with the meds im on

but, thanks for the sweet offer though, and same to you