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I feel Bad I feel Terrible 
My best friend from school who I have really done everything with like going to Boyzone concerts and getting drunk, first boyfriends and first kisses she had her first child a couple of months after I had mine... Had her second child a couple of months before i had mine... got married a couple of months after i got married well basically our lives have run along at the same pace.... she told me she is having her third baby a few minutes ago and i feel totally jealous I can see her life progressing in the exact way i wanted mine to. I've never felt jealous of my friends before and i feel sick. | |
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 the fact that she's pregnant doesn't mean that she's happy sweetie 
But I know what what you mean | |
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aww
try not to get caught in the negitive part of that emotion hun ... but use it as a tool to learn about yourself and grow from it | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: the fact that she's pregnant doesn't mean that she's happy sweetie
But I know what what you mean oh thats the thing she isn't "that" happy. She is shocked and i was supportive but that horrible falling sensation in my tummy is driving me mad i feel like I'm being left behind. | |
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Can't you just have a third baby too? | |
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Mach said: aww
try not to get caught in the negitive part of that emotion hun ... but use it as a tool to learn about yourself and grow from it Stupid thing wouldn't let me post what i said was.....
I'm trying but my head and my heart are conflicting and causing mental conflict. | |
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PANDURITO said: Can't you just have a third baby too?
hmmmm from what i know about the birds and the bees it's gonna be kinda tough alone but hey call me mary and hey presto  | |
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lollyp0p said: AndGodCreatedMe said: the fact that she's pregnant doesn't mean that she's happy sweetie
But I know what what you mean oh thats the thing she isn't "that" happy. She is shocked and i was supportive but that horrible falling sensation in my tummy is driving me mad i feel like I'm being left behind. 
I thinkI know what you mean But remember you don't know what her situation realy is abt...
is it the 3rd baby or her so called happy (luxury) problem that makes you feel sick? | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: lollyp0p said: oh thats the thing she isn't "that" happy. She is shocked and i was supportive but that horrible falling sensation in my tummy is driving me mad i feel like I'm being left behind.
I thinkI know what you mean But remember you don't know what her situation realy is abt...
is it the 3rd baby or her so called happy (luxury) problem that makes you feel sick? I don't know 
all my friends are in relationships and being grown ups  then I'm going backwards.....
I had the marraige and the kids and i gave it up.... maybe it's the first stirings of regret caused by jealousy | |
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lollyp0p said: Mach said: aww
try not to get caught in the negitive part of that emotion hun ... but use it as a tool to learn about yourself and grow from it Stupid thing wouldn't let me post what i said was.....
I'm trying but my head and my heart are conflicting and causing mental conflict. perhaps spending a whole day with the children you already have... reflecting back on the days they were newborns and how much they have grown ... focus on what you HAVE not what you wish you had | |
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Mach said: lollyp0p said: Stupid thing wouldn't let me post what i said was.....
I'm trying but my head and my heart are conflicting and causing mental conflict. perhaps spending a whole day with the children you already have... reflecting back on the days they were newborns and how much they have grown ... focus on what you HAVE not what you wish you had thats part of the problem I lost the children i already have
well not lost entirely but I have lost them a little to my ex and his girlfriend I am the bad guy [Edited 3/26/05 5:38am] | |
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ok this is depressing me even more
I need some sperm doners please  | |
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lollyp0p said: Mach said: perhaps spending a whole day with the children you already have... reflecting back on the days they were newborns and how much they have grown ... focus on what you HAVE not what you wish you had thats part of the problem I lost the children i already have
well not lost entirely but I have lost them a little to my ex and his girlfriend I am the bad guy
[Edited 3/26/05 5:38am] ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE THAT ... you should start on that course soon hun the children you have are important to you ... no ? | |
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Mach said: lollyp0p said: thats part of the problem I lost the children i already have
well not lost entirely but I have lost them a little to my ex and his girlfriend I am the bad guy
[Edited 3/26/05 5:38am] ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE THAT ... you should start on that course soon hun the children you have are important to you ... no ? Of course they are. But ..... well its too long and depressing a story. *i know there should be no buts where kids are involved. | |
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lollyp0p said: Mach said: ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE THAT ... you should start on that course soon hun the children you have are important to you ... no ? Of course they are. But ..... well its too long and depressing a story. *i know there should be no buts where kids are involved. *i know this is not something you planned! Don't be too hard on yourself girl We're all human and we make mistakes ( No judging you, it's just an observation and in a way i can relate | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: lollyp0p said: Of course they are. But ..... well its too long and depressing a story. *i know there should be no buts where kids are involved. *i know this is not something you planned! Don't be too hard on yourself girl We're all human and we make mistakes ( No judging you, it's just an observation and in a way i can relate
you are such a sweetie 
at least it was the sweetest mistake of my life. I learned alot, have grown alot, the consequences suck but thats life i guess The thing is... My children are happy and contented. | |
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this was about me being jealous of my friend
I'm not jealous any more AGCM and Mach you have made me reflect and i have realised that I have esperienced so much in the last few months and changed monumentally as a person. I wouldn't change the way things have worked out for me at all. the pain, anger, tears were worth it. The outcome wasn't of my liking but i can't change that.... I just have to adapt. I wonder if i get another god child out of this  | |
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Don't excuse yourself silly girl Now for that 3rd born...where's Heavenly? 
lollyp0p said: this was about me being jealous of my friend
I'm not jealous any more AGCM and Mach you have made me reflect and i have realised that I have esperienced so much in the last few months and changed monumentally as a person. I wouldn't change the way things have worked out for me at all. the pain, anger, tears were worth it. The outcome wasn't of my liking but i can't change that.... I just have to adapt. I wonder if i get another god child out of this | |
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AndGodCreatedMe said: Don't excuse yourself silly girl
Now for that 3rd born...where's Heavenly?
I have him tied to my bed  | |
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Mach said:
seeming as you helped me have you got a drug or alcohol problem i can help you with? | |
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lollyp0p said: Mach said:
seeming as you helped me have you got a drug or alcohol problem i can help you with?  no hun ... been there done that passed it by after age 21 ...
lets see ... i have a serious sore throat though 
typo [Edited 3/26/05 6:23am] again typo [Edited 3/26/05 6:24am] | |
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abierman said: Have you got lice again? | |
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Mach said: lollyp0p said:
seeming as you helped me have you got a drug or alcohol problem i can help you with? no hun ... been there done that passed it by after age 21 ...
lets see ... i have a serious sore throat though
typo [Edited 3/26/05 6:23am] again typo [Edited 3/26/05 6:24am] sore throat
I once had a sore throat cured by a natural substance, it tasted a little salty though | |
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lollyp0p said: Mach said: no hun ... been there done that passed it by after age 21 ...
lets see ... i have a serious sore throat though
typo [Edited 3/26/05 6:23am] again typo [Edited 3/26/05 6:24am] sore throat
I once had a sore throat cured by a natural substance, it tasted a little salty though  my man is gone on a fly fishing trip  | |
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Mach said: lollyp0p said: sore throat
I once had a sore throat cured by a natural substance, it tasted a little salty though my man is gone on a fly fishing trip 
don't you have neighbours ?  | |
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lollyp0p said: Mach said: my man is gone on a fly fishing trip
don't you have neighbours ? i live on a mountianside... NO neighbors in sight | |
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Mach said: lollyp0p said:
don't you have neighbours ? i live on a mountianside... NO neighbors in sight Goats?  | |
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