only this.

I'm a good girl

unless you count my addiction to terrible music, now thats bad

p0pRocks said:

Thank you for telling all.. now wear this badge all day!

REDBABY said:

I shall wear it with pride

p0pRocks said:

cliche I know.. I am addicted to love, shoes and unhappiness.

REDBABY said:

Aren't two of those actually the same thing?

REDBABY said:

To an extent we are all addicted to love, we must be to do such stupid things for it. And shoes, well thats understandable! I won't believe you are addicted to unhappiness, although it is easy to get trapped by it

TheFunkyDrummer said:

Yep!

TheFunkyDrummer said:

no smart arse addict out of posts before lunch time !

p0pRocks said:

Oh sweetie, you better believe it.. anything I can do to make me unhappy, I seem to do best.

REDFEATHERS said:

Stop you are sounding too much like me!

I am wonderful at thinking I'm doing or saying the right thing only to have it backfire and end up with nothing and miserable as sin but.....

you can't have the highs without the lows, And if you get through this the highs will feel 100 times better.

and the good times always find a way to you in the end

i hope


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REDFEATHERS said:

I love bitter, destroyed women.

Fauxie said:

p0pRocks said:

Well I wouldn't mind a few lows if I could have some highs. My rut has ruts in it and I'm rutted in the ruts in those ruts.

p0pRocks said:

I only understand this bit.
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REDFEATHERS said:

You need and

Shoes can only make u so happy.

DrFaustus said:

P*** Off!

REDFEATHERS said:

Well damn.

DrFaustus said:

I thought i made you high

REDFEATHERS said:

ok i admit it life sucks

theres no point to it, everyone you love will always screw you over and you know the first time you wear those new shoes that they will get scuffed and look crap! then after a life of shit you die.

p0pRocks said:

Well of course. But I'm talking about real life, not all the ridiculous banter with the pudding gang. I manage to be contented and happy in an extremely dull and uneventful way. Sort of uneasily contented, if that makes any sense.

p0pRocks said:

Anyway.. peeps.. back to the thread..

p0pRocks said:

That's the spirit!

At the end of the day, remember the impermenance of things, the co-dependence of everything, and the fact that nothing exists independently. Stop grasping at 'things' and start recognising the processes. I have very few ambitions or material desires, which has left me with no job, no interests, and no social skills, but I read it in a book somewhere so I'm looking forward to this wonderful peace of mind they speak of.

Ok.

Cigarettes (stopped for 3 days but just started again)

Pistachio nuts

Alcohol (to some extent)

Tea (can't live without green and white tea - no milk!)

right now? Pepperidge Farm German chocolate cake, sweet italian turkey sausage pasta, working out with weights at the gym (turning into a gym rat).

Dark chocolate
Shoes, especially Manolo Blahnik
Working out
Dancing
Cosmetics
Clothes
And all things girly!

cigarettes
chocolate
shoes
handbags
phone calls to a certain UK orger

cigarettes
chocolate
apparently margaritas
diet coke, cant live without it