What else am I gonna do all week at work?

..in my early years of chatting..on various sites...TheDawn (never understood how that damn chatroom worked)...SevenMag....Eye's...Hammer's...PPML...Freedom..The Org..(I remember waiting over a year for The Org to come back online after the PPML bit the dust).

i'm sure i felt (at that time) somehow fulfilled by being present for almost every fucking conversation that took place in the chat....being in the middle (or at the very least..knowing all the players and the details) of every chat room and email based drama that took place..

and..back in the day...we used to have a good damn time hanging out in the chatroom all day...not very productive...but...we didn't care ..we were all aspiring chat addicts

now..i could really give a good gaht damn

i still come here...7 or more years later...but rather than log in because I'm in withdrawal....i come here out of habit...like.. during rare down times at work...

not unlike my nicotine addiction...i don't smoke a lot..but mostly light up out of habit..not because of the habit

make sense?